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-A: I told you to let go!

-O: And I told you why!

Ayaz approaches us, removes Okan's hand from my arm, and pulls me behind him.

-A: Tekrarlamayi hiç sevmem, biliyorsun. Kizdan uzak hard! (I don't like to repeat you know that. Stay away from the girl!)

-O: Sanane Ayaz, istedigimi yaparim! (What do you care Ayaz, I do what I want!)

-A: She has a boyfriend!

-O: So what?

-Me: Hayvan! (You're an asshole!)

-A: Okan get out before I get mad!

He looks askance at Ayaz and leaves.

-Me: Ayaz for real it's not what you think. I didn't know he was here, I was going to leave but...

-A: It's good, no need to tire yourself for nothing.

-Me: For nothing? Look, I don't like being at fault, I'm just explaining the situation to you. He kept me from...

-A: I saw everything.

- Me: Ne? ( What?)

-A: Her seyi gördüm, senin bir suçun yok. (I saw it all, it's not your fault.)

Me: So you believe me now? I'm not a girl like that, I respect myself above all!

He looks me in the eyes for a few seconds, and turns to open the fridge. He was hungry ? Is that why he came into the kitchen? He had hardly eaten anything at dinner, it's true.

He takes two eggs, cheese, milk etc... and takes a frying pan.

-Me: Hard yardim ediyim. (Wait I'll help you.)

-A: No!

- Me: But why?

-A: You're not a waitress, and I have plenty of arms to feed myself.

He was right and good for me. I am not his maid. I leave him in his world lol, and open the fridge for me to make myself a sandwich. He prepares a tray and leaves the kitchen, but he comes back.

-Ayaz: I advise you not to be alone here and to go to your room... You never know.

And he's gone for good. Am I dreaming or is he worried about me? He was right once again, I prefer to eat in my room.

I saw Ayaz as my enemy at first, but today I listen to his advice. It's weird, I don't know if it's still the person I hate, or the person who thinks of my good?! But I was so happy that he finally knew the truth. In short tomorrow I want to see Akif. I've sulked enough. I send him a message to ask if we can catch each other tomorrow, and I fall asleep.

The next morning, as soon as I wake up, I check my cell phone to see if I received a message. And false hope, 0 message.

I get up and wake up Hilal to make breakfast.

-Me: Hilal get up!

-H: Of, vallah I missed school, at least I could sleep in class.

-Me: Lol

She finally gets up, and we go upstairs to prepare the table. It had become our ritual by force. Breakfast happens in silence for once, there was just Okan who bothered me with his snake looks pf. I really wanted to smack him.

Anyway, I get a message from Akif telling me to meet at the café on rue *** at 1 p.m. I get ready and wait impatiently for the time.

When the time arrives, I leave the house to join Akif. But at the exit I meet Lale. As I didn't want to see her, she didn't do anything to me but I don't appreciate her too much.

-Lale: Excuse me, it's Rüya right?

-Me: Yes, that's me.

-L: Where are you going at this hour?

-Me: Uh.. I don't have to answer you.

-L: It's noon, it's time to eat, the house needs your help canim (my darling.)

-Me: From 1 it is 12:45 p.m., almost 1 p.m. From 2 everyone has already eaten, and from 3 the kitchen is tidy and clean.

-L: Yes, but since I've just arrived, I want a coffee.

“Zikkim here”! (Die!) I really wanted to tell her that, she pissed me off!

-Me: Lale içerde sana yardimci olacak büssürü insan var, bana ihtiyacin yok! (Lale inside there are a lot of people who can help you, you don't need me!)

-L: But I want you to serve me.

-Me: Excuse me but.. I'm not your maid! You're not part of the... uh... Ayaz family.

I still didn't know Ayaz's last name lol.

-L: Tkt no.. soon I will be part of this family, and believe me that you and your family will suffer with me!

-Me: Don't speak too fast in my opinion, we don't know what the future holds for us.

And I leave leaving her with her nerves. She's a fucking bitch, Nisa was right. Besides, I wonder what Lale did to make Nisa not like him.

In short I try not to think too much, and arrives at the cafe.

-Akif: Oulaaa, you're not okay!

-Me: No, a girl pissed me off.

-A: Kim? ( Who?)

-Me: Taniman ki.. (You don't know her..)

-A: Hmm, come on.

He puts his chair next to me and hugs me. I was relieved, I had missed him I admit.

-A: You look like you're sulking more.

-Me: No, but I want you to be there when I'm not well, when I need you.

-A: Söz artik hep seninle olucam, seni kaybetmek istemiyom. (I promise I will always be with you, I don't want to lose you.)

Me: Me neither.

-A: You know, I'll do anything for you!

-Me: Everything?

-Asset.

I smiled at his answer, I was really happy. Akif is not only my guy but also the person I want to end my life with.

-A: And you?

-Me: Sen yeter ki iste, ben her seyi yaparim. (I'll do anything, anything you ask of me.)

-A: All I ask?

- Me: Everything!

He gives me a big smile and gives me a kiss on the cheek.

Me: Are you going to ask me something? You asked me this question like that, I wasn't expecting it at all.

-A: No.. well not now.

-Me: Nasil yani? ( What?)

-A: You will see with time.

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