16

-Me: How will I know that you're not lying?

-A: Ben asla yalan söylemem, yalanlardan nefret ederim. (I never lie, I hate lies.)

This is the phrase I repeat every time. I don't like lies either, I prefer people who are straight and frank. But does that mean he doesn't know Akif? Akif was telling me the truth then, they don't know each other. I had been making movies for nothing for days, I should have believed Akif from the start. And I have to believe it, otherwise how will our relationship last?

-A: Who is Akif?

-Me: Sevgilim. ( My guy.)

-A: Why did you ask me that question?

-Me: I had my doubts, that's all. I thought you know each other.

-A: Do you have any doubts about your boyfriend? That's not a good sign.

Me: Why do you say that?

-A: That means you don't trust him.

-Me: If I trust him!

-A: Do you trust him... or do you want to trust him?

He pissed me off with his stupid questions.

-Me: Anyway I have to leave, it's late.

-A: Yeah yeah..

-Me: And infact.. what was your condition?

-A: I'll tell you later.

I lower my gaze and start to leave. I hear his door close, and go down to my room.

-Hilal: So?

-Me: Bir nefes aldirmiyon haa, hard daha yeni geldim. (You don't let me breathe it's serious, wait I just arrived.)

-H: I've been waiting for you for 26 minutes! Meraktan öldum. (I died of curiosity.)

-Me: Oha dakikalari mi saydin? (Did you count the minutes?)

-H: Well yeah, I activated my stopwatch look!

She shows me her cell phone and I see the stopwatch at 26 minutes and 48 seconds.

-Me: I swore you're crazy, crazy! You are abusing wesh!

-Her: Stop talking about me and tell me everything.

Me: What do you want me to tell you? Nothing happened.

-She: Oh yeah? For 26 minutes did you look at each other like Mongolians?

-Me: Of Hilal, it wasn't interesting, I just asked him if he knows Akif.

-She: Akif? Ne alaka? Hem deli misin sen, niye Ayaz'a sevgilinden bahsediyorsun ki? (Akif? What's the deal? Besides, are you crazy or what, why are you talking about your boyfriend in Ayaz?)

-Me: It's my business Hilal, now you sleep!

-Her: Pff, why am I the smallest in the family?

Mdrr she makes me laugh. She's a bit boring and above all very curious, but she's my sister, I love her just the way she is. We put on our pajamas and lay down on our bed, but I was hungry. Normal I ate nothing, with what happened at the table, I had no appetite. But I was too lazy to go upstairs to eat.

After a while, noises come from my stomach. Vasy I'm too hungry, I can't sleep with an empty stomach. I put on a vest and go up to the kitchen.. but I see the light on. I come in and see Okan. Great --'

-Okan: Hey, who's there?!

I was disgusted to have seen him, what is he doing in the kitchen too? He couldn't stay in his room?!

I was going to leave but he holds me by the arm.

-Me: Get off me!

-O: Niye? ( Why?)

-Me: Birde soruyormusun? Seni görmek istemiyorum Okan! (Are you asking for more? I don't want to see you Okan!)

-O: You must get used to my presence miss.

-Me: No need, you will soon be going home.

-O: So what? Just because I came here for a few days doesn't mean I'm not coming anymore.

-Me: Anyway I am here too just for a few days, sonra insAllah hiç görüsmeyiz. (afterwards I hope not to see you again.)

-O: Tkt not, these few days are enough for me.

-Me: Enough for what?

He doesn't answer me and lowers his head towards me.

- Me: Okan stop, leave me!

I was trying to push him, but he's got both my arms in one hand.

-O, raising his hand to caress my face: You're cute in pajamas.

-Me: Okan doesn't even try to touch me!

-O: Otherwise what? Ayaz is coming? He's going to still believe there's something between the two of us?

-Me: You're an asshole, it's all because of you! Let the fuck go!

-...: OKAN!

I turn my head and see Ayaz. Oh no not him, he will still believe anything.

-Me: Ayaz sandigin gibi degil! (Ayaz it's not what you think!)

-Ayaz: Birak kizi. (Let go of the girl.)

-O: Why?