10

The next morning, my mother wakes us up to help her.

-Me: Hilal do you get up every morning to prepare breakfast?

-H: Yeah mom has to get up, but for me it's just during the holidays. I have a life too huh, I go to class.

-Me: Yazik, annem çok yoruluyor. (Poor mother gets very tired.)

-H: Unfortunately, we have no other choice. Before mom traveled to go to work, now she works in the same house. She no longer has to travel, it's already better.

-Me: Hmm yeah, but I'm tired of seeing her like that. I have to finish my studies quickly so that they no longer work. Our parents sacrificed themselves so that we lacked nothing, now it's my turn. I will make them proud of me!

-H: Me too!!

-Me: Sen önce liseyi bitir lol. (Finish high school first you lol.)

-H: I pass the BAC this year, the pro year I am in BTS inşAllah.

-Me: InşAllah canim. (My dear.)

We get ready and go upstairs to help. Everything was fine until I ran into Okan. Pff as soon as he sees me, he smiles at me this idiot. A few seconds later, Ayaz makes his presence. He was missing more than him.. I hate the guys in this house!

I start to serve them, but I see the looks of Okan's mom.

-She: Canim şoförün half kizisin? (Honey, are you the driver's daughter?)

-Me: Evet efendim. (Yes Madam.)

-Her: You're still young, why do you do this job?

-Me: What job?

-Her: Waitress, you're a housekeeper in this house, aren't you?

-Me: No, not at all. I am a business student. As it's the holidays, I came here to see my parents.

-She: Oh, you're in business? Ayaz gibi. (Like Ayaz.)

Unfortunately yes we study in the same field. Wherever I go, I will always meet Ayaz in my life.. I have no luck! I'm surrounded by people I hate!

-Her: And what year are you in?

-Me: 4th. I finish next year.

-Her: Fine, you can ask Ayaz for help then.

-Sema, mother of Ayaz: Yeter! (That's enough!)

We all look at Ayaz's mom, she almost said “Shut up! ".

-Sema: Kahvalti ediyoruz canim, sana ne yardimcinin hayatindan?! (We're making breakfast sweetie, why are you interfering in the maid's life?!)

I lower my head directly, his words did not please me!

-Okan's mom: But Sema, I talk to whoever I want.

-Sema: Yes, but I don't want to hear your early morning discussion. You'll talk to her when you're alone.

-Hasan: Sema abartiyorsun! (Sema you are cheating!)

-Okan: Bence de yenge, güzel kizin kalbini kirdin. (Grave, you broke the heart of the beautiful girl aunty.)

It's too much, I go outside by the side of the road, far from them. How dare she put me down in front of everyone? I did what ? Just because I'm not on their level, she thinks she has all the rights over me! I wanted to open my mouth, but I don't want my parents losing their jobs because of me.

I needed affection, I take my cell phone and call Akif.

-Akif: Yeah.

-Me: Akif nerdesin (where are you)?

-A: With... a friend.

-Me: We can see each other, I'm not well.

-A: N'oldu? (What's up?)

-Me: I need to see you.

-A: I can't, can we meet at noon?

-Me: I need you now Akif! Sinirlerim bozuk yaa! (I have the nerves there!)

-A: Tell me at such then.

- Me: But it's not said on the phone, I need your arms!

-A: Rüya I can't, I told you.

- Me: Ok that's good!

And I hang up on her. I get put down inside, I go outside to cheer myself up with the help of my boyfriend, but Monsieur isn't available! There is no one for me what is this life? Even the man I love is not with me.. pff I have no one in this world, it's the world of selfish people!

I was sitting on the floor depressed when I saw someone handing me a tissue. I raise my head and see Ayaz.