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-H: The towels are missing, I'll go get them.

And she leaves without waiting for my answer. I wanted to go with her too..

-Ayaz: So you're the driver's girl. What a coincidence !

I don't answer it, I can't forget the scene outside. He understood all my insults in Turkish, and besides, he's my father's boss' son. Fuck the shame! I never have any luck myself.

-A: Noldu, dilini mi yuttun? (What's the matter? Did you swallow your tongue?)

I didn't want to answer it. But I see him get up and approach me.

-A: Are you shy now? Yet outside you liked to call me "öküz". ( hmar in Arabic, basically a jerk )

-Me: Türk oldugunu neden basta söylemedin? (Why didn't you say at the beginning that you were a Turk?)

-A: Sordun mu ki? (Did you ask me?)

-Me: You could at least say it when I insulted you, but you preferred to smile and close your mouth. You liked the word öküz it seems..

-A: But you're looking for me too much, be careful if you don't want to regret!

Me: Like, what are you going to do to me? I'm not afraid of guys!

-A: Ben bu evin sahibiyim, unuttun her halde! Yani patronun'da! (I'm the owner of this house, you forgot I think! So your boss too!)

- Me: You are nobody for me. Don't think I'm going to listen to you.

-A: Benim adim Ayaz, istedigim her seyi yaparim, bunu kafana iyice sok! (My name is Ayaz, I do what I want, get that in your head!)

I was going to answer him but I see my sister arrived. He pissed me off, I don't know him but I already hate him!

Hilal drops off the towels and we go down to our room.

-H: What happened between you two?

-Me who ?

-H: Between Ayaz and you of course.

-Me: Nothing, he thinks he's too superior, that's all.

-H: Hmm, but be careful anyway, don't forget who it is.

-Me: Ayy Hilal tamam! Ondan banana. (Off it's good Hilal! I don't care about him.)

Anyway, it was past noon, we pick up the table with Hilal and I call Esra.

-Her: Well back home?

-Me: Yeah.

-Her: What is that voice? Was there something?

- Me: Bah infait.. you remember the guy of the amphitheater?

-Her: Yeah, but what's the relationship with him?

-Me: Do you believe me if I tell you that I am at his house?!

-Her: NEE?? ( WHAT??)

-Me: Duydunist. (You heard.)

-Her: Wait wait, are you serious?

-Me: Malesef canim yaa, patronun oglu. (Unfortunately, it's the boss' son.)

-Her: Ayaaa, bu kadar da tesadüflük olmaz! (Coincidentally!)

-Me: He's already pissing me off, he thinks he allowed the guy everything.

-Her: Mdrr in short, don't connect with him, did he call you Akif?

-Me: Nah, kaç gün oldu hala haber yok! (it's been days, and still no news!)

-Her: Call him then. He's probably not far away.

-Me: But I'm tired of taking the first step.

-Her: Well wait then, what do you want me to tell you?

-Me: Off.

To be honest, I was worried. What if something happened to him?

I was tired of staying at home, there was nothing to do. I'm going out with my sister for a little walk. I missed this city, I spent my childhood here, I have lots of memories with Esra. I would love to go back so much.

We come back a few hours later, and I see all the maids running from right to left. We're going to see my mother.

-Me: Anne noluyo? (Mom, what's going on?)

-Her: Tomorrow there are important guests coming.

Me: Kim? ( Who?)

-Her: I don't know, we'll see tomorrow.

I wanted to help her but my mother wouldn't. Ayaz's mother, Sema, was very strict, she only gave orders. It was better for us to go to our room.

In short, in the evening, it was around 11 p.m., my parents were sleeping soundly. They were exhausted the poor. My sister was also sleeping, but I couldn't. I kept thinking about Akif.

My laptop vibrates, it was Akif.. and bah when we talk about the wolf.

I couldn't pick up here, it could wake everyone up. I put on a vest and go upstairs to go into the garden. I pick up after the second time.

- Me: Hello

-Akif: Why don't you answer?

-Me: I went outside, that's why.

-Akif: Outside?

-Me: Yeah in the garden. My parents moved away. - I tell him everything -

-Akif: Ah but too good, you live in luxury then.

-Me: Well not too much, we live below us. Anyway, where have you been all this time?

-Akif: Wait but what is their surname?

-Me: Ne biliyim ben.. soruma cevap versene! (What do I know.. answer my question instead!)

-Akif: Off Rüya, baslama yine. Isim vardi. (Off Rüya don't do it again. I had a job.)

-Me: More important than me? I didn't even see you in college!

-Akif: Don't break my head again, I regret having called you serious.

-Me: Akif kim oldugumu unuttun galiba. Sevgiliyiz biz. (Akif you forgot who I am, I think. We're a couple.)

-Akif: Hey? ( And?)

- Me: Bah I have the right to know what you do!

-Akif: Anyway, Rüya, I'm not going to waste my time with you, it's late too. Vasy good night.

-Me: Akif yaa!

I heard him blowing on the other end of the line, I don't want to lose him, I love him too much for that.

-Me: Akif ben seni seviyorum. (Akif I love you me.)

I was expecting a "me too", but...

-...: FUCK SHUT YOUR MOUTH!!

I turn and see Ayaz on the balcony upstairs. He looked at me sideways, bug he heard everything?

-Akif: Who spoke there? You hang out with guys, are you serious Rüya?

There you go, I was screwed. I was on the phone with Akif and Ayaz looking down on me.

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