Chapter 1

I am preparing for my school I feel lazy as always and I don't feel like school. Besides that I might see my ex-boyfriend, I don't like anyone of my schoolmates so why would I be excited, right?

I hate my recent ex-boyfriend it is not that because I am bitter but the reason why we broke up is that his friend Tristan told me that they made a bet. If Robin makes me say yes and be his girlfriend for a month or more then Tristan will give him money. I don't know if Tristan felt pity on me or its part of there plan to tell me the true. I am thankful that he is honest with me but it hurts of course.

When I'm in my school uniform and ready. I go down stairs to eat breakfast. Who wants to go to school with empty stomach. There I saw Mom and Dad. Kuya is nowhere to be found. (Kuya means older brother in the Philippines. Sign of respect.) "Good morning, Mom. Dad." I greet them then kiss there cheeks.

"Good morning to my beautiful daughter." Dad said. "I know right, Dad. Also I am your only daughter! I should be beautiful." They just laugh at me. "Where is Kuya?"

"Still sleeping." What!? Sleeping? We will be late if he doesn't get up now. They doesn't want me to drive, I have my own car but always with a driver or Kuya because I'm still young for them like duh I'm already first year college. I am not young anymore and I pass my driver license now.

After I eat, I run back up stairs to Kuya's room. I knock but he didn't response so I twist the door knob and its not lock. Seems like he forgot to lock it last night because his door is always lock. Kuya's room is not a surprise to me anymore, it's messy and dirty. His clothes are everywhere and his things too. I can even see his underwear hanging at his headboard. What is it doing there? Disgusting!

"Kuya," I said for a start. "Kuya, wake up." I shake his shoulder twice but no response. Ahh, you doesn't want to get up. I sit beside his bed and position my hands and mouth on his ears.

"Kuyyyyaaaa!!!" And there we go. He gets up looking at me intensely but I just smile at him looking like innocent.

"What? Can't you see I'm sleeping, ugly?" He calls me ugly because he said I'm ugly like duh I'm not! I think my Kuya needs eye glasses. "Good morning, Kuya." I said with a smile.

"Let me sleep and I don't want to be like you, ugly!" He lay down again and cover his whole body with his comforter. "Sleep? Look what time it is. I don't want to be late, we need to go!"

"I don't care!"

"I hate you!" I am pissed off! He is always like this but when he is in my position it's either he will left me or make me hurry.

Thank goodness Mom and Dad is off to work now. They will drop me off to my school. Kuya is always like that and sometimes I let him. He is the one who will get scolded not me and I know that we are both lazy. When I arrived at school I saw my friends, Mary and Khyle to I go straight to them.

We are in the middle of conversation when I heard an annoying laugh when I look there I saw Kurt Tristan Mendoza laughing with his friends. Robin is still not here. Our issue got spread and after our break up one weeks later another news spread again like wild fire that he's in relationship with Stacy. Every time they are around us everyone is looking at me expecting for me to care but the truth is I dont. They can do whatever they want.

"Chill," Khyle reminded me. "Are you okay?" Mary asked so I turn to her.

"Of course, why not? It's just Tristan." I defended myself but the truth is it still hurts everytime it cross my mind. It is just less than month after our break up. I know we didn't last that long but the memories of us is still hanging on my mind we are together 24/7 even when I'm home we are calling each other.

"Don't be sad." Mary said and lay her head on my shoulder.

The teacher arrives and the class start. I didn't saw Robin and Stacy the whole day and that morning is the only time I saw Tristan. I am always trying to be hyper and happy so that my friends won't worry about me.

We are walking towards the exit of the building because it is already dismissal when I feel hungry and also it is still early to go home. "Guys, let us eat. Its on me!"

"I have a date with Gian, sorry. Gonna go!" Khyle wave on us and go towards her boyfriend. "I have a lot things to do. Gonna go too. Maybe next time, Jelai." And there I was left alone. Why am I not so busy like them. Well maybe because I'm lazy.

"Okay, bye." I saw Kuya's car so I run to him and hop in. After I close the door he start driving at full speed. I'm quickly wear my seatbelt and hold on. School does not allowed full speed inside the campus.

"Kuya, can you slow down! I might die here!" I am over reacting, I know! but that is what I am feeling right now. "Can you come with me to the mall. I need to buy something." I give him a puppy eyes when he look at me. His face is telling me 'no'

"I'm serious, Kuya James. Please!" I beg, I know he won't say no when I beg. "Fine. Stop that puppy eyes of yours it is disgusting." He said and face the road again. Yey! Actually, I'm just bored and I don't have anything to buy.

We just enter the mall and Kuya is getting attention. He is the highest paid male model in the Philippines so why wouldn't he be recognized and he is starting to get projects around Asia. "Kuya, they are all looking at you." I whisper. I feel uncomfortable now that some is taking pictures. I don't know if this is a good idea or what.

"Just don't mind them. I'm hungry, let's eat first." I pointed a fast food chain and I am surprise that he didn't disagree with me. I know he doesn't want to eat in the fast food chain because of his "diet" but for me he is just picky.