Chapter nine (it's time to move on)

Chapter nine

It’s been two weeks since my brother left now it’s been really hard on me especially without his physical protection and care.

I didn’t realize how much people wanted to bully me until he was gone they more. I was nothing now he wasn’t home and It’s not like Drake care to protect me.

One thing that was different I Realize Drake has been staring at me a lot lately. maybe it’s not because he’s interested but it was simply because of Jacob.

Jacob has been helping with the bullying but he can only do that much. We have become really good friends. I found out that his mate was killed when some bloods got into the pack so he’s single and he would be a perfect person to end up in a relationship with after all there’s no mate to worry about. Many wolves that survive their mates' death or rejection end up with other wolves that are similar to help take away the loneliness and eventually your wolf will accept them as your mate.

Drake knows that and you can see in his face he doesn’t like it.

“What are you thinking about now?” Jacob asked. We were now in my room after school.

“Nothing,” I said in response.

“you were thinking too long now for it to be nothing,” he said playfully poking me. I bust out in laughter.

“I told you I hate that stop,” I said pushing his hand away.

“you don’t like it? I didn’t know that,” he said doing back the same thing.

I tried to resist but instead, he held down my hand.

The room was filled with laughter now. I tried catching my breath in-between laughter so I began punching Jacob to let me go but he caught my other hand.

He was now hovering over me so close. I opened my eyes and his was slightly darken.

“you’re so beautiful,” Jacob whisper, and I almost missed it.

I blushed at his words no one has ever called me beautiful. I was always ugly, fat, and disgusting.

He leaned closer and captured my lips. it was soft and welcoming but it was nothing like Drake’s I even felt like pushing him off but I didn’t. I can’t be alone forever. he’s not my mate it will feel wrong but not forever I had to try something else I’m not going to be alone forever.

He pulled away.

“You don’t want me right?” he asked with his eyes filled with pain.

He got off of me I sat up fats before he could walk away.

“why do you say that ?” I asked. it was going to be weird for me but I didn’t say that.

“You didn’t kiss me back, so obviously you’re not interested,” he said sadly.

“It’s new to me. I like you but..”

“There’s a but that’s the problem just let me love you,” he said turning around hold me by my cheeks.

His word went to my soul he wanted to love me. I really wanted love I wanted to feel something. Should I just abandon my feelings for my mate just like that?

I cleared my mind and pulled Jacob in and kissed him passionately. He was stunned at first but then he recovered quickly and kissed me back.

We pulled away from each other both breathing hard and both of us with smiles on our faces.

Jacob captured my lips again this time a little more demanding. it was like he was pushing all his emotion into it. did he like me for a long time?

Jacob was a good kisser but nothing was like Drake.

Why was I think about him . he left me alone he didn’t want me.

I deepen the kiss more.

I was slightly pushed down and I was now lying on the soft bed, my hormones began rising. It wasn’t the same but it was something.

His lips left my lips and he kissed me on my neck. he then began nibbling on it that caused me to release a mourn and ark my back upwards.

“I’m going to make you feel the pleasure you have never have,” he whispered in my ear so seductively.

He licked and sucked my neck and I mourn once more. All my thoughts of Drake were gone.

He captured my lips once more but his hands were not free he was unbuttoning my shirt skillfully and fast.

He let go of my lips to look at me but I hide with my hands.

“Why are you hiding? You’re beautiful,” he said removing my hand.

“You’re perfect to me don’t let anyone make you feel less of yourself even your mate,” he said seriously.

He cupped my right boob with his large hands. He then pushes his hand into my bra.

He pushes pulled my boob out of the bra. He bends down and his lips covered my nipples. I mourn lightly and he flipped his tongue in a way that made my eyes rolled back.

He did the same thing to the other boob . he unbuttons the jeans I was wearing I held his hand stopping him.

“I’m a virgin,” I said softly and a little embarrassed.

“You don’t have to worry I’ll take my time with you in every way unless you’re not ready? “ he asked.

I never had a boyfriend before but if I did I still wanted to wait until I found my mate but I have found him and he doesn’t want me what am I holding back for now. I wanted to know why everyone else likes sex so much.

“I’m ready,” I said.

He unbuttons my pants and pulled them off. His eyes were dark and filled with lust. he captured my lips once more.

He put his hand behind me and UN did my bra. He then slowly left a soft kiss from the neck down to my lower stomach. The whole time leaving me in cloud nine he was moving slowly and my body liked every minute of it. He went down between my legs. He moved my panties to the side. I felt as his hands spread my lips apart. He touched my sensitive part with his finger and I was now in heaven I let out a loud mourned. I then felt his tongue touches my sensitive spot and it even felt better. I didn’t know pleasure as this existed.

He then pushed a finger in me. It felt weird at first but I quickly got more comfortable and I felt warm tingles began to come from my down area. It was building little by little as he continued doing what he was doing. I rolled my hips in pleasure encourage him in everything he was doing. The pressure continued to get greater and greater until my walls contract and It spilled over. I was like nothing I have ever felt before and I screamed out in pleasure.

He stopped and whispered in my ear.

“How did that feel?” A blush came on my face and I slightly hid my face.

“do you want to know what’s feel even better?” he asked.

I shyly nodded my head.

“Are you sure your ready," he asked once again?

“Yes I’m ready,” I said. I was as sure as I ever was before.

He took off his shirt and I watched his beautiful sculpted body. He was muscular ad completely sexy. He began pulling down his pants and I quickly look away shyly. I heard a burst of laughter but I still didn’t turn to look at him.

He was now between my legs and I uncovered my eyes.

“Sunny you’re one of a kind,” he said leaning down and kissing me.

He let go of my lips and pulled my underwear off.

“it’s going to hurt at first but it’s going to feel good after,” he said. I felt his mass at my entrance and I tense up getting myself ready.

BAM!

That’s all I heard as Jacob was pulled from between me. I got up as fast as I could to see a terrifying sight.

Drake was half transformed he was half beast and human. He was punching Jacob with no mercy. the only thing he said was “ Mine.”