Chapter 7

I open my eyes thinking that I am already death but when I saw Nana Maria. It only show that I am still alive.

"What am I doing here?" I said to Nana Maria. She quickly come to me when she saw me suddenly sat down.

I tried to remove the dextrose that is on my hand but Nana stop me. "Lorraine," she said but I still continue.

My tears are falling now. "Can't you understand it! I don't want to live anymore! I want to die! You should let me die at the bathroom!" Nana hug me as I trying to get out of the bed and remove the dextrose.

"I don't want to leave! Let me die!" I shout then the door open with Matthew and a doctor. "Let me die! Don't cure me! I don't want this! I don't want my life anymore!"

I continue shouting as the tears falling. They should let me die. I attempt suicide because I don't want to live anymore. Aren't they understand that? I don't need this shitty life I have.

I don't know why I suddenly feel calm and my eyes are closing but before it full close I saw Matthew looking at me with pain in his eyes.

Matthew's POV

The moment Lorraine lock herself at her room I follow her. "Nana! Give me the keys!" Nana almost run just to give me the keys.

"What happened, Señor?" But I didn't answer her. I am morw focus on opening the door. I'm scared at her reaction.

When I open the door she's nowhere to be found then I remember the bathroom. I twist the door knob and it's lock.

"Ella! The bathroom keys!" It was Nana Maria. Ella and Cris is also at the door looking at us.

I tried to call her then knock at the door. "Lorraine, open up. Please!" I am begging for her to open up. Every minute that is consuming the more I feel scared for her.

Every time I see her trembling because of me, I always want to hug her and tell that everything is already, that she's safe with me but I know she will be more trigger by my touch.

I hate to see her in pain and being scared of people. I want her to be cured but I don't know how to open it to her since she's a distance when it comes to me. I notice everything.

"Señor," Ella is back with the keys.

I quickly open the door and I saw the water turns red. I know it's her blood. "Shit!"

"Good Lord," I heard Nana.

I scoop her and lay down at the floor. I put my two fingers on her neck to check her pulse but I cannot find it. Next is her wrist. I found it but it's weak.

"Cpr, Señor." It was Cris then Ella. "She's bleeding,"

"Give me a clean towel."

Nana gives me a white clean towel. "Press this so that she won't bleed much."

I hold her nose and give her a proper CPR. "Breath, Lorraine. Breath." I said as I give her another CPR.

Minutes later water came out from her mouth but still unconscious. I scoop her again and run downstairs.

"Michael, the car!" I shout to my driver.

I am pressing the towel as we travel through the hospital. "Faster, Michael. She's loosing so much blood! Fuck this!"

When we arrive the emergency room. Nurses quickly come to me. "Call Vince. Tell him I'm at the E.R." I said to Keane, my other bodyguard.

She was treat by Vince. He's one of my closest friend and he works in this hospital.

Lorraine is peaceful sleeping when we leave her with Nana. She needs blood because she loose to much but when we came back she's already awake and untamed.

"Lorraine," I want to get her attention so badly. I came to her and hug her. "I'm here. It's okay. Calm down first,"

She seems like not listening to my words, she keeps shouting that she doesn't want her life anymore. It hurts me too. I don't know what to do with her now that her mindset is like this.

I saw how Vince injected her to make her calm and sleep again. "Matthew, this is not good. I'll call Doc. Capistrano, she's a good psychiatrist."

"She's not crazy," I defended while watching her sleep.

She may be like this but she's not crazy. This is all because how she treated before. I believe that this behavior of hers is curable.

"Bro, I didn't say she's crazy. I think she is suffering from traumatic experience. Like you said she experience abuse and that can trigger her to act this way. She'll be fine, chill."

He's a doctor and he say so. I took a deep exhale. "Fine. Call the psychiatrist."

When they all leave. I sat down beside her and watch her sleep.

Lorraine looks like an angel sleeping with peace but when she woke up you'll know that she's going through something.

The first time I saw her she already got my attention and now that she's with me. I won't let anything happen to her. If I should kill someone for her, I will.

I am starting my plan for her parents. For doing this to her. She can't live normal life because of them and they need to pay for what they did to Lorraine.

I am not Matthew Alejandre without being ruthless to anyone I want. This is me and no one will ever dare to be my enemy.