Chapter 11

I ran until I saw some familiar houses that told me I was near my house.I ran until I saw my house I stop and went inside.I layed down on the sofa until i remembered my car.I look at the time and it was after eight.I got my skate board and skate to the church,thankfully the car was still there and keys were still in there.I started it and drove back to my house.

When I got home I was dead tired.I strip down from my...........these are not my clothes.I sighed and took them off,I pulled on a pair of sweat pants and a t shirt and layed down in my bed,looking at the ceiling as I was about to start thinking there was a knock on my window,I jump up and looked over at my window and saw levii,what did hell is he doing here,I hesitated to open the window and when I did he came in.This is a two story house!!

"Why are you here?haven't you ever heard of a door?why did I have on your clothes?,why is-".he put his fingers to my lips and it took everything in me not to bite it.He removed it and then spoke.

"I wanted to see if you are okay,and that you didnt try to kill yourself again".he said.

"Well I'm fine...bye now".I opened the window and he raise a brow.

"Oh sorry....the door".I walked pass him to my bed room door and before I can open it he grab my wrist but not the injured one.

"Ally can you please just listen to me?even for a minute?..... Please".

I sigh knowing I had no way out of this,but I'm tiirreedd.I pout and sat on the bed,he sat beside me and began.

"I've liked you since fresh man,when you first walked in through the school door I knew I liked you.You weren't a emo back then but once you changed I liked you more.I didn't know how to express my self because I thought you would have never liked me back.I thought you were too good for me so to get over you I started picking on you and I must say it helped and I hurt but it was no use because everyday I saw you I just liked you all over again. Until now,I've made a mistake.I didn't mean to tell you to kill your self and I didn't mean anything I said about your parents. I'm sorry I really am and I'm sorry I made you self harm.I wish I can take it back".

I looked at him in disbelief

"You have put me through hell levii,not having parents was enough for me to be broken".

"I know I'm sorry,I'll stop bullying you and I like you.I've liked you for four years now".

"For some reason I don't believe you.I don't trust you,you've hurt me too much and I don't think I can ever trust you".I sob and a tear ran down my cheek.

He came closer and hug me and I hug back and buried my face in his chest,crying and getting his shirt wet.I cried for about five minutes until my eyes became heavey from the tiredness.

"I'll show you,I'll win your trust and I'll win you heart.

That's the last thing I heard before I fell asleep.