"Wow!" Danica said while pulling her skirt up, I managed to smile, but the scene a while ago hunts me.
He cant reject me. No way!
"You can do it," she said, I didn't know if she's teasing me or what. I honestly didn't expect that.
"Ofcourse," I smirked.
I already have a plan later, maybe it'll work. At first I am hesitant about it, but after his rejection. I find it really fun. I know this would come out, senseless. But i will really get him.
"I will tell Zia. Right away," she's so excited at that thought. I just shake my head. She don't have to tell Zia.
"No use," I said, while letting my fingers on my hair, it's natural curly. And that suits my face.
"If you say so," Dani said while shrugging.
I breathe deeply while looking at the students on the soccer field. I saw his friends but I couldn't find him. The way he said "no" to me, it's honestly the first time someone makes me feel unwanted.
I wanted to ask his friends where is Troy, though I don't want to look more aggressive. That will ruined my image.
"Hi Yesh," Andrei greeted, he is with his friends and the few of it is from another section. I rolled my eyes, and passed, but my arms never escaped on his hold.
"Waiting for Troy? He doesn't like you, playgirl." he is obviously insulting me. I raised my brows and look at him.
"Who told you he needs to like me back?" I smirked, it's playful and that makes him shook his head.
"The only thing he needs to do... is to make me turn on..." I said, looking at him like he's a dirt. He is now in his serious expression. I heard his friends laugh.
I look at his hands on my arms, and that makes him let go off me, his intense look remains, I just leave them before I make a scene. I need to find...him. Atleast to give him my reward. My first move.
I walked around the campus, but I still couldn't find him. I look so damn pathetic here!
"Ain't you going home Yesha? " I jumped a bit because she surprises the hell out of me. It's our teacher, I just shrugged. Maybe I should ask her.
"Did you somehow, saw Troy Marquez?"
She shrugged and tell me she didn't know, after looking in front I saw Troy going out from the locker room. He looks tired, but still so handsome
"Ah, Ma'am I need to go," I smiled widely, and leave her there. I waved at him but he ignores it. Seems like he's now playing "cool" huh.
I walked beside him like, and like what happened on the falls, he's not giving me once glance. Though, it seems like he already knew I'll be here.
"Why you keep on following me?" he now asked after few minutes of silence.
I look at him.. "I wont stop until you say. Yes." I said in my naughty tone. I wrapped my arms around his neck, but he just throw it away. Tss. Rude
"Troy!-"
"Stop it Ayesha it's not funny anymore!" he said with his baritone, it sent chill within me, he stare at me blankly and quickly walk down the stairs. I followed him.
"Troy!" I called his name, I wander around and I didn't see anything or anyone. How could he leave me like that?
I swallowed hard, trying to calm myself. It's still dark but I couldn't see any light. Why the street lights still off?
My heart hammered. I hate darkness thats it. I couldn't move, I can't even walk. Fuck! Where's the light!
"Security Guard! Turn on the lights!" I shouted. I am about to cry, I really am afraid of darkness.
I try to find my phone but I couldn't find it, maybe I left it on the powder room. Fuck! My phone. My eyes watered, I am so afraid. I feared darkness even the thought that there's maybe something or someone behind the dark.
I felt a warm hand on my wrist, I quickly turn my back and the first thing I saw is Troy's face.
"You seem so scared. Your bravery is nothing in darkness, huh? " he sound so amused. I am shut, I couldn't speak.
He started to walk, still holding my hands. We reached the waiting shed, and I can see lights.
"Should I call a cab?" he asked. I didn't look at him.
"Hey playgirl. Stop making an eye contact with me. You cant seduce me." he said. So full of himself! Who told him, I am seducing him right now?
"I cant go home." I simply said so that he'd bring me home. I know it's too much to asked; but that's the least he can do for me.
Its even getting darker, I couldn't see any trike who passed by, maybe because it's already late. And then there's also me thinking about my phone. My Mom probably called, but maybe she's still not home yet.
"I left my phone at the restroom." I sadi looking at him, he stare at me and nodded "I'll get it."
He planned to leave, but I grabbed his arms.
"Can I go with you?" I am asking him like I'm a kid, afraid to be left, he smiled for the first time in the history! My heart beats so fast, he smiled at me. Genuinely! It's so priceless!
"Okay," he agreed, we walked back to our campus, and I walked with him. I feel safe now. The darkness means nothing, cause he's with me. We reached the washroom, and there I saw my phone. The moment I get a hold of it, Dani's currently calling.
I answered it of course.
"How was it?" she asked. Maybe trying to get some update?
"Who are you?" I asked, one hundred percent for acting, Ayesha. Im sorry my bestfriend! I can't tell him, it's you who's on the line, it'll ruin my plan. He'd bring me home!
"You're not funny Yesha! Are you home-"
"Fuck you more!" I cussed and dropped the call, I put my phone on the pocket, and I feel bad for Danica. I should text her later. I can feel Troy's stare, seems like he's reading me.
"Who called?"he asked.
"Unknown," I lied of course, he just nodded.
My fear on darkness have a use, somehow. I wished he'd bring me home.
"Go, call your mum," he commanded.
I shook my head.. "N-no," I try to act stupid. I know my acting skills will buy time, my tears were about to drop, when a car stopped right in front of us. Fuck car!
"Troy!" a guy called him, he's sitting on the fromt seat, looking cool.
"Chic! Who's she?" the guy asked while looking at me from head to toe, upon checking his eyes. I can clearly see that he's a playboy too. Just like Troy, the only difference is Troy is still a virgin, no touch. Grr!
"Leave, I'll bring her home," Troy said to the four guy riding a red sports car.
"You know dude. We can take her home," the guy who scanned me, said.
"Grae! Fuck!" Troy cursed his friend. He's so cute.
"Just leave," Troy said and that makes his friends shrugged in disappointment and leave.
"They're minor. They can drive?" I asked while looking at the sportscar who's now slowly fading, he just shrugged, well richkids can make fake license.
"Can I take you home?" he asked. Finally!
I nodded because of excitement. He's just looking at me with those rude expression, like he is telling me I should pleased him, cause he is the boss here.
He breathe deeply and just exhaled it.
"Okay then.." I am about to protest when he suddenly dragged my bodt near him, he smelled my neck that quickly sents shiver down my spine. Fuck!?
I cant seduce him...but he can make me turned on. This damn fast!
"You smell good," he said using his cold voice, I felt my heart's screaming. This is bad!
"Oh please, distance. Virgin!" he laughed and let go of my hand. I stood straight, acting like it doesn't gave me chill. Fuck this!
But I can't stop myself from staring, I look at his lips, it's red, the way he licked it. It's like he is calling me to suck his lips, nonstop! Fuck this!
"Why, ain't you like this?" I can taste the sarcasm on his voice. I felt a small pin on my chrest, I feel so insulted, the way he said those words, using sarcasm.
"Can I freakin' kiss you. Now." He said out if nowhere. I should protest, but he grabbed my face, he kissed my lips, lick the lower and suck it. My heart is now hammering in pain. I can feel how intense that kiss was. I pushed him.
"You're biting my lips!" that's the only thing I can say.
His eyes turned darker, I couldn't see what's inside of it, or what he is thinking.
"I can eat you, whenever i want, wherever i want." I said grinning, I shouldn't get distracted. I am the one who'd play my game. Not him!
"You cant. You cant earn me. Im not into seducing Yesha. I'm not into playgirls! " he said, making my knees melt. I can taste the bitterness on his voice, so he really doesn't like the idea of me, seducing him huh? I should grabbed my name out of a mud. I am not Yesha Dela Torre, if I could make this virgin, turned on.
"I can seduce you. A'right," i said full of confidence. On the other side — I wished I really can.
"Lets see then..." he said, staring at me. Inches away from my lips.
"Library," I smirked at my friend, I am meeting someone at the library. Danica told me I should get over it, since it's already happened one year ago.
Yes! Troy keep on rejecting me. That one year really makes me feel insulted. Imagine, I got lose in the game I mastered,
Her lips protruded, she is not convinced about that dare anymore. But I couldn't help it, I still wanted to try. And I know Danica's just worried but she can't do anything about it.
TROY always pushed me away, on the passed year he kept on rejecting me. Pushing me away. But that won't work for me. I really won't give up.
"Back off!" one day when I am busy annoying him, but knowing me. As Ayesha dela Torre, I still didn't listened. I sat beside him. He's texting somebody.
"Why are you still here! Leave!" thats how he reacted,one day when I visited him at their house. The maid are quite sad the way their master threw me away. I just leave though, wearing the sadness on my smile.
HE KEPT ON REJECTING ME. BUT I AM STILL HERE. WANTING HIM.
I am about to enter the library when someone pulls me, he dragged me inside of an unused room.
"Why?" he asked me because I asked him to go here and meet me. Yes Troy, who kept on pushing me away.
I asked him to be with me, and forced him to date me. Yes, I know how desperate I am! My mother taught me how to be decent and how to act with class, but at these moment I am lost out of control, I already forget my mother's words.
"B-because,"
"What makes a playgirl stuttered?" he then smirked. I look at him seriously, he really got amused everytime I am acting weird in front of him. How I pity myself for liking this guy.
"The night we first kissed-"
"That isn't your first kiss, Lady. Why bother?"
"I..I"
"Spill. Playgirl"
"Troy look..."
He laughed because I am caught off, I couldn't find the right words. Its been one year since the kiss he gave. We're already grade eleven and I still couldn't figure it out, why I am stuck to that scenario.
"Its been 1 year and 7 months Playgirl. You can't moved on from what happened? It is because, you got seduced first.... when it should be me?"
I swallowed hard because of what he told me. Alright, you won! You won Troy! Okay?
"Shut it Troy!" I look so frustrated here. That's my game I started, and I lost. He kissed me, i should move on. Okay! I should do that. BUT I HONESTLY DON'T KNOW WHERE TO START. I should jump to another boys. Like what I usually do. But why am I still into him? The last thing he said is, I can't seduce him, the way he seduce me.
I'm kind of...hurt! That's impossible, who wouldn't like me?
But when he refused, I felt the bitterness on me. He stepped on my ego, I can't imagine how he threw me so easily. He should beg.... me!
"What do you want? Why dragged me here?" I still on my bitch side, I don't know why am I still acting brave in front of him. When I know I am not.
When will he see my beauty, or even feel how his body heated everytime I'm near; or just arousal. He isn't saint. Why he's like these? Why he kept on pushing me away?
"Yesha,"
"Troy! I'm not yet...tired. I'll win you!"
He then stare, the usual stare. "I'm leaving this school. Are you going to follow me?"
I suddenly felt the coldness ran on my veins. He's leaving, is he planning to go... where?
"W-where are you going?" i let the question escaped my mouth; after all I am still curious.
"Somewhere far." he didn't smile and face me, after.
"Far...from you," he spat, seriously. I didn't expect that, it hurts my heart, I can feel how my heart reacted on it. I never thought, I'll feel this way.
I look at him; asking questions. But I didn't get anything, even sympathy. He's really serious, and that makes my knees melt. I can feel the sudden changes of my expression, and so his facial expressions. His dark expressive eyes bore into me. The way it reads my whole being, I felt startled... I'm trying to ask... my voice lowered
"When?" I can feel the bitterness on my throat. I'm not done yet Marquez! You can't leave me behind! You can't leave me like that! I'm still not done.
"I'm leaving," he repeated, not minding my question. The way I look at him, it shows mourn and sadness.
"We're still not done! I'm not done yet, i'll win you." even if he's so serious about it, I am still here, forcing myself to act so damned confident.
He then shook his head. "Why are you so desperate , is giving you my attention, can give you money?"
I am insulted! He's so good at it; but my body is reacting on his words. I know my eyes watered, I can feel that; I look at the floor, but can't continue being weak, so I stare back at his chest, yes, I can't handle looking at his eyes.
"I don't like the idea of you liking someone. I want your first home run with me, I want my first too, with you." I don't know where my reasons came from— but I know these were the words I needed to tell him. He find it amusing so he hoarsed a laugh. But I can see the shock on his eyes.
"You kissed me. You don't need to kiss anyone else! I own your lips Virgin!" i yelled.
He stopped laughing and glare at me intensely, he then brushed his lips against mine. The way he owns my lips; I can barely feel how he's stopping himself, but how he wanted to do it too. My lips are swollen because of his sudden kiss.
I response to his kisses, I close my eyes. It feels...good.
"Troy," I'm almost moaning, because of his kisses. He is so fucking good with this!
"This is how you kiss." he said, educating me huh? He slowly pull himself away from me. I felt the intensity; he take one step and that makes me walk backwards, 'til I reached the wall. He get me drunk of his kisses and now I am off guard.
Maybe that's still a simple kiss for him, and that's making my body scream for more.
"Is there any students here?" it's the utility knocking on the door. No one response from us.
"The school gate will be closed soon, " he said, seems like he already knew that there's a students here, but we refused to response.
"Let me finish this..." and he look at my lips. "First," I bite my lower lip, and because of what he just said.... I answered..
I breathe deeply...
"Dont kiss me. No more." I said. Mother fucker, look who's lying.
"YES! I told you I'll seduce you, but that doesn't mean. Y-you are allowed to be s-seduced." I tried to smirked, though I know I look so stupid right now.
He smiled widely. I'm real serious about this 'seducing' thingy. I don't wanna lose on this game.
"I won't ever feel something ; even if you stripped. And one more thing, if we continue this. You'll get hurt...you like me." he's so sure about it. Yeah I like you. So what?
"So?" I raised my brows.
"Ain't you afraid, what if I get you pregnant?" he look at my body, a stare with lust.
"Ain't you afraid? Even if you'd find out I love someone else?" he added, and now very serious.
I felt the chills within me. That will haunt me for sure. But I won't back out,I asked for it then I'll bare it. I won't lose.
But what if?
What if he really likes someone else, and hope for nothing?
What will happen to me?
"YOU WON'T GET ME PREGNANT! You're a virgin, no experiences!" I rolled my eyes, I chose to answer the first question than the second one.
"You're a virgin too. Right?"
He asked seriously, the way his eyes look at me. It's really pulling me into his own world, and fact that we kiss. God damn it!
"Yes," I answered him.
"See! Do you know how fucking painful is 'that'." he said emphasizing the word "that".
"I know!" and now I am acting as if it's fine. Really Yesha huh?
"Fuck!" he cussed. "How can a girl like you...be so open minded!" he's now looking at me; very annoy.
"Oh fuck Troy! " I rolled my eyes. "I can watch porn. I can-"
"Shut it! You're a girl!" he said disappointed.
"You're nothing but a playgirl!" he added before turning his back.
"I WONT STOP! UNTIL I GET YOU! VIRGIN!" i yelled full of frustration. He shook his head while taking a walk; leaving me here.
Its hard to get him...but i'll give a damn try. He's worth a try, eh.
There's no harm in trying. I'll own him, how pathetic my idea is. But i'll enjoy this, I am fool. Stupid heart, you beat too fast huh.
"You're not like that," its Dani telling how she doesn't like the idea. I told her what happened me and Troy talked.
"I know. Its scares me."
"Its scares you, but you continue. Ain't you pity yourself? I mean Yesh! This is stupid."
I nodded, agreeing. "I'll finish this. I want him down in his kness begging me to kiss him-"
"Fuck it! It's you who'll beg, it's you who'll asked for his kisses. You can't fool anyone here Ayesha. You won't do something petty because of a game. I know you love him! That's it!"
I'm out of words. She's right.
I'm drowning, I'm falling. Yet he's just there watching. He couldn't like me back.
Is there someone...he loves?
Is there someone...he needs?