Chapter 6

Scarlett's P.O.V

Pain excruciating pain,it was unbearable. All my feelings were jumbled up the pain, anger, sadness, all jumbled up into the strongest feeling of them all, Betrayal. Once I saw the scene in front of me I was shocked speechless, the only indication that I was actually there was the sound echoing through the tenth as the items that I was once holding crashed to the ground as I felt weak. Mentally and physically I was sure that I would collapse to the ground but I willed myself not to more like my pride did. I may be broken and damaged inside but I was not going to let them have the satisfaction of seeing me in pain. I stood tall with none of my emotions evident on my face the complete opposite of what I was inside. Inside I was in pain, the pain in my chest only increased becoming excruciating as if i was being stabbed over and over again, I felt my heart crumbling to the ground while I tried desperately to keep it up which was useless.

The anger of their betrayal was coursing quickly through my blood and veins the more I looked at both the shocked faces. I was starting to tremble from the sadness that I felt but mainly the anger that coursed freely within me, I suddenly felt the urge to go up to the bed and drag Mike out of Lucy and then chop his junior and make him eat it while I made Lucy watch and then I would deal with her showing her all of the pain that I had went through for her all of my mental and physical scars from protecting and caring for her. All so she could turn into an ungrateful little backstabber. Okay just because I got betrayed by my boyfriend well now ex and now my ex 'best friend' didn't mean I was going to start saying inappropriate words to them. I am still me and I will keep being me, until Lucy suddenly started moving her hip with a smirk on her face while staring at me straight in the eyes while Mike groaned.

I couldn't stay there any longer I quickly ran out of the tent while I heard Mike saying inappropriate words and I heard shuffling as I ran out. As soon as I was right in front of all the people dancing and enjoying their night I quickly skimmed the crowds for a way to get out and go hide for the night so i didn't ruin anyone's night. While I looked I felt a hand wrap around my wrist I quickly recoiled and turned around ready to punch but the person was quicker and dodged the punch. Once I looked up I locked eyes with Mike's blue eyes I quickly recoiled my hand from where he had held it before I could punch him again after my first failed attempt as if his touch burned me which it technically did I was not gonna ever touch him again after knowing what him and Lucy had done. Lucy was right behind Mike staring at me intently as if blaming me for ruining their 'love' making. She was straight out glaring at me while not even trying to hide it which I gladly gave her a fake smile in return while classically putting up my middle finger for her to see. She was shocked since I never did such a thing but she deserved it and I am going to grow a backbone just not saying inappropriate words...

Mike narrowed his eyes at me while reaching out his hand to grab my hand all while saying, "I am soo so so sorry baby i don't have any feeling for her. I didn't mean to betray you, you know that I love you baby girl." he stated softly I quickly recoiled and took a step back. "No! You meant to sleep with her and don't go saying that you were drunk because there isn't one single sign saying that you are drunk! You are a liar! Don't go saying that you love me since you never loved me! You used me you were the first guy I trusted with my heart and you didn't care. You betrayed me and I will never forgive you for that. You know what I can't do this it is over Mike. I don't ever want to see you again!" I couldn't keep it in any longer I did something that i never had done before after I finished I punched him right on the jaw with all of my being. He was shocked as he stumbled backwards. "You bitch!" were Lucy's words as she went to Mikes aid like a lost puppy while Mike pushed her away. "Well at least I wasn't out with someone else's boyfriend. No not just anyone else's instead the one person who had never left you and had backed you up in all of your fights and defended you. "I shot back before turning around and looking at everyone's shocked faces. The music had stopped as soon as I had yelled no at Mike. I had never done this before I was nice what was happening to me? Oh no I have to leave.

As I was about to make a move to leave Mike gripped my waist tightly pushing me back into his hard chest while I struggled to get out of his grip this felt wrong, extremely wrong. I attempted to get away. "You aren't going anywhere." he said lowly as he pushed me closer to him if that is even possible. I tried once again before acting defeated then once his grip loosened a bit I quickly turned around without him having time to process what I did and kicked him in the private part. Hard. I than turned and ran in the woods while I heard many gasp this was not the girl they knew and that girl now has a backbone. I ran into the forest while I heard people calling my name until I reached this abandoned place that had broken windows, and looked as if no one has been around here in ages, so that is how I got into the position that I am in right now. Now I am in the middle of who knows where with nothing that can help me and freezing my ass off because since I was in a rush to leave I left without a jacket and only an oversized shirt with really short shorts, balling my eyes out while leaning on the wall for support or else I would fall right then and there.

After around 2 minutes of balling my eyes out I was finally able to get a grip on myself. I am not going to let them have this effect on me the girl that everyone knows is gone. That girl was vulnerable and I am the opposite of that. The new Scarlett will be nice but strong, and is not going to let anyone in. I am sick and tired of having backstabbers in my life from now on I let go of the dream to ever find love and to ever be able to trust anyone. With my mind set I quickly wipe away the abandoned tears on my face and shakily put my hand onto the wall for balance while standing up slowly since I am still weak from all of the crying. Not to mention the huge headache now making the back of my head throb. I am drained that is for sure physically and mentally and I am positive I look like crap. As soon as I had gotten to a standing position with one hand to the wall I inhaled then exhaled.

I looked around to get a better idea of where I was and just as I began to move my foot to walk I felt someone or something slamming into me and pushing me to the wall while what felt like a hand covered my mouth....