CHAPTER 5.1

Ronan wanted to forget about his nightmare and the only way he knows that would be effective is none other than use Forth. Use pain, pleasure, and even disgust that only Forth could bring him that would completely kick his nightmare all away from his mind.

He has never interacted with an Alpha like this in his entire life and Forth’s reaction when he said they should fuck right now is something he wants to see all the time.

Something with the sudden controlled expression Forth had brought pride in him—in the Omega inside of him. That Omega inside of him is celebrating as if he has hit the jackpot.

Is this what they call the satisfaction when an Omega knows how to use himself to control an Alpha? This exactly disgusts him.

Forth finally stood up after a moment of staring at him. “Tell me how should I fuck you, Ronan.”

He wanted to roll his eyes and just tell this man to just fuck him but something in him felt rebellious, something felt the need to place this Alpha on the mercy of his palms. He wants Forth to be completely under his control.

“Fuck me hard as if you’re making me forget. Fuck me like you own me.”

Without any more words, Forth pulled him to him. This is what he exactly wants. To be crushed into the warm body of an Alpha.

Forth traces his lower lip with his thumb. “Are you good at controlling your voice, doc?” This man grins evilly. “You better be because this room is not sound-proofed and everyone will hear what we are doing. I don’t mind that at all but good luck to you.”

He didn’t have any chance to talk because with just a blink, Forth is already claiming his lips. He tried his best to answer him and he is immediately lost with the sensation this man brings. Forth’s hands settled on his waist and never in his life he thought he would want that. That simple way of Forth holding him satisfies him.

Forth breaks the kiss and grins. “You have the softest lips.”

Before he knew it, half of his body is already on the office table while this Alpha is fucking him from behind. He is drowning with both of the pleasure and the frustration of not letting his moans out. With every thrust and slap Forth is doing with his ass, all he could do his whimper as quietly as he can.

This feels so good and he’s already silently crying for more.

Forth tightens his grip on his waist and thrusts deeper, slower but hell out deeper inside of him.

All he could hear are their bodies joining together and his favorite—Forth’s heavy breathing and low groans. These are music to him and he wants more.

More.

More of this.

More of Forth.

For the nth time this morning, he has already lost count of many times they did it and home many times they came together. He didn’t care anymore if they gave Forth’s employees a scandal to hear and talk about.

He doesn’t care anymore because he is damn well satisfied.

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Ronan knows that the first person who would disagree with what he and Forth have is Kei and he is right.

He doesn’t want to sneak around especially in his friends as his he is doing a crime. He doesn’t want to waste his energy and effort hiding something from them when he can easily them in advance so they wouldn’t scold him in unnecessary times.

“Goodness, Ronan! You’re really putting yourself in danger here!”

He sighs. “I am not and if I am in danger, I know you both would come and save my ass.”

Kei grunts in disapproval but didn’t say anything anymore. He has been scolding him for the past hour.

Eden, on the other hand, is smiling. “Kei, it’s not like we don’t know Forth. He is still our friend and if something does happen, Ronan has us. I doubt he will ever be in danger but, okay given that it could really happen, he is old enough to be put himself in that situation, he is old enough to put himself out of it.”

He’s not really sure now whether Eden’s words are reassuring or warning to him.

Kei sighs, finally giving up with this disapproval with the whole thing. “So, what other things are you supposed to do for him?”

“Not much…”

He told them about how his weekends, day-offs, and holidays are Forth’s. He is required to have week off for his Heat just because it’s really the normal and the safe thing the Omega would do that he doesn’t really follow—look where it got him. That’s the basics of their contract.

He can sense that Kei wanted to ask more but surprisingly, he didn’t.

“Just make sure to inform us right away when something happens.”

Now, that made him smile. “I will.”

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The remaining hours of the day is uneventful except that his last rounds in the pediatrics ward was luckily in the moment where the children were playing together. Few patients were there for the past months and already knew him but most of the patients are new and will probably be discharged tomorrow. It’s one of the most rewarding part of his job—seeing happy children.

Even after his official rounds has ended, he stayed and played with the patients for more until the nurses came to him informing him that someone is looking for him.

Why he is not surprised that it’s none other the asshole Alpha he expects?