My nightmares

For the next couple of weeks things were going great between me and Keegan, we hung out every single weekend and after work he would either come over to my place or I would go over to his. I would cook us dinner and we would ask how each others days went. He gave me a run through about his days in the Navy and how it were some of the best days of his life. I would tell him all about my time in college and how much fun me and the gils had. I told him more about my sister who passed away in the car accident when we were 14years old and just exactly how badly I took it. How depressed I felt most days, and how I am still on PTSD medicine to help carry me through each and everyday. I didn't tell him all of it, I knew he would run as soon as he knew the whole truth about my past.

7 years ago

Please stop, please I begged my stepfather for the millionth time,I knew it would all be useledd he never listened anyway. As he had me in a strong grip, he ripped of my shirt and I knew to never scream and to never cry. Atleast I knew he would never do this to Mikayla. We had a deal and I knew he didn't break the deal, since I asked her. I am 14years old and found out that I am pregnant with his baby, I didn't have the courage to tell anybody yet. I am a teenager, how would I even explain this to my mom. He threw me onto the bed as he started to unbuckle his belt, I knew what was coming. It has been happening for the past six months, I weren't allowed to tell a soul otherwise my sister would get it to. I felt the tears well up, yet I wouldn't cry I refused to let him see. Refused to show any emotion, men like him only preyed on it. They loved the thrill of being told no,so I refused to let him see anything of what I was feeling. He barely got his pants off, when my bedroom door burst open. My mom stood in the doorway, horror in her eyes. Seeing what was playing out infront of her, her eyes turned rock hard like the day it did with my dad. When we packed up and left, my mom grabbed him from the back and started beating him. She saw my baseball bat in the corner as she finshed him off. She picked me up as I couldn't control the emotions anymore. "Grab your stuff baby, grab all of it" We packed everything we could, as he layed there unconcious. My mom called uncle Dylan my moms older brother as we drove off, on the way we picked him up. He decided to drive as they called the police and tried to get ahold of uncle Dewaldt. My mom asked so many questions as we drove and I didn't know how to answer all of them, Mikayla was so angry at me for not telling her, but I couldn't tell anyone. Which part did she not understand, I was protecting her as much as I could. As we drove over the green light, a truck came out of nowhere and hit us straight on the side. My uncle and Mikaylas side, I woke up after the hit with a piercing headache as I heard screaming and a man on my side stating that I am alive. I tried to turn my head despite the fact that he told me not to. And that's the moment my whole life changed, my twin sister was dead on impact. I remember screaming trying to touch her, trying to see if she might be okay. But nothing, it all went black as I tried to get to her and the pain growing with each struggle.

I woke up screaming, sweat covering me and I could feel the vomit starting to push up from my stomach. I tried to get up but once again Keegan was holding onto me in a tight grip but there was no other choice I broke free from his grip as I ran to straight to the restroom. He came over, taking a wet facecloth as he started to calm me down, cleaning me up and telling me it would all be okay. He picked me up after flushing the tiolet and carrying me to bed, I fell asleep almost immediatly. A peaceful sound sleep.

The next day I have been to busy to even give anything a second thought, I kept recieving a call from an unknown number, which I never picked up. So when Keegan came over that same night, my phone were still ringing off the hook with the same unknown number, I told Keegan the person have been calling me since this morning and it might be a spam. But he felt there's only one way to find out, so he picked it up.But the moment he picked up the call and said his name the person ended the call. So I had no idea who this person was, I put it out of my mind the rest of the night as me and Keegan watched a comedy movie and I couldn't stop laughing.

Keegans P.O.V

Me and Catalya have been having an incredible time, we got to know each other on a whole different level. The nightmares did not stop though and she would talk in her sleep constantly. Things I had no idea about so I went over to my dad to have a talk with him about it, my father didn't know much from Madelynn's past only that it wasn't pretty and that her real name was Gabriella. She had to change her and the girls names to protect them from Catalya's father,he all he knew was that her father used to be a dangerous MC who had 2 families all at once and that Madelynn was his mistress. According to Madelynn he was insane and she truly feared for her daughters safety. That was all he knew, hence the reason he wanted security on both, so I told him Catalya already had protection detail. They just blend in really well, and she doesn't know about them. I tried to ignore the feeling of Catalya being in danger. So I tried to pretend nothing was bothering me, I knew she adored her father and wouldn't believe me even if I told her who he truly was. She loved believing the best in people and only saw the best in them. So to convince her of this would be near impossible.