Anne P.O.V.
the murmur of water I hear around us, no one speaks to the two of us. the woman I love so much is in front of me, naked and only the water from the shower envelops her whole body.
I parted her wet hair and kissed her smooth and white nape. she slightly raised her shoulder signaling that she tickled to what I did.
I wrapped my two hands around her waist, and I could feel the warmth of her skin even though it was wet with water.
I took her favorite soap and I gently massage it to her back down to her waist to her tummy going up to her chest.
I heard a faint growl from her and it was like music to my ears.
frenzy turned to me, staring into my eyes as her hands crawled over my wet body.
"I love you anne" frenzy said softly to me.
she loves me,... she loves me.. that's whats he said, but why is her sadness still visible in her eyes. why with each of her laughter while we were together I could not fully feel her personality, as if she had not yet fully released and shared with me one hundred percent of her heart.
is cathy still in her heart even though it was two years ago between the two of them? Is cathy still inside of her heart and mind even though I am the one she says she loves?.
I don't want to think anything or what so ever with the person I serve with all my heart. but why?.. why do I feel like this, especially now that cathy is here in the Philippines, and here is the catch up, she will stay with us under one roof?
Do I need to feel apprehensive and afraid that frenzy might disappear from my life?
"I love you too frenzy... sooooo much!" my tender response to her and I pulled her face closer to my face at the same time as I pressed a kiss to her red and soft lips.
I could feel the heat of her body crawling towards my whole body and I felt the softening of my knees as it responded to my kiss.. hot.. impulsive, seemingly eager and thirsty.
"hhmmm...." frenzy growled.
the speed of my heartbeat at those times, I feel that anytime it will explode with extreme nervousness.
"frenzy,... don't leave me" I whispered every time our lips parted.
she stopped kissing me and moved her face slightly away from mine and she looked into my eyes, as if looking for something.
"What did you think and you suddenly asked that?" her soft question to me.
actually we both just whispering when we talk inside the Shower room, because the toilet is between jossie's room and our room, she might hear us doing silly things inside the toilet.
"Nothing, just out of the blue..." I said and kissed her lips again while our naked bodies were touching and regardless of the cold water from the shower head we don't feel it maybe because our body produces their own heat.
"gosh,.. my love,.. it looks like jealousy is forming in the chest.. that's why it grew a bit.. bloated because of jealousy?" said frenzy who let out a little laugh while looking at my chest and hugged me tightly.
"You're a bully too eh" I replied and I slightly pinched her side causing her to slip slightly.
"tsk!" frenzy rebuked me and patted my back while she still hugged me.
a few moments later she kissed me again on my lips, passionate.. warm, full of passion and love. my heart pounded even more as if I could hear every beat of it in the four corners of that bathroom.
"i won't leave you anne" frenzy said softly before she crawled her hot lips from my chin down to my neck. the whole area around us got hotter. I feel like our shower room turned into a sauna bath during those hours.
"hmmm" was all I could say in those moments.
with every touch, kiss and tongue on my skin I feel the turmoil of my whole system, frenzy is different now. in the two years we've been together, we haven't really taken a bath at the same time, no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't force her. just now really like a joke to me and I was surprised because she did not refuse when I pulled her to it.
"hhmmm.... i want you..." she whispered and her lips went up to the side of my ear and she gently bit it.
"ahhhhh.. frenzy..." I just sighed at what she did.
I felt a slight electric shock in my body crawling and it caused a delicious goosebump to my whole being as she repeatedly touched his soft lips and her warm breathing.
"What's up now,.. I guess you're different?" I tried to tease her as she continued to kiss me on my upper body.
"i just missed you" was her quick response but she still continued to explore my chest.
she suddenly leaned me against the cold wall and kissed me again on my lips as she moved her hand and played with my chest which was actually smaller than her.
I tried to reciprocate what she was doing by touching my future as well but she stopped me.
"just me" she said so I didn't yell anymore.. I just hugged her.
I really can't help but moan and close my eyes. I was so carried away by what she was doing. my heart and mind are already arguing, my knees are softening, I want to lie down in case I remember, we are in the shower room... I am really melting.. I am completely drenched in the joy she gives.
"ahhh... fren..zy..." the growl once held her behind and I pushed it closer to my face.. I want to feel her,...
our bodies collide, our tongues are searching intensively,.. lustfully.. sucking.. sipping.. chasing our breath but still not stopping.
she slightly rested her knee on the wall and she rubbed her legs in between my thighs and I became even more weak as I felt the heat of her thigh between my thighs.
I clung so tightly to her shoulder as she put more pressure on her thighs on my genitals.
"aagghhhh" I said because of the tickle I feel when she presses it.
she bent down and her hot tongue traveled again on my chest to a bulging one there and she lick the circles around my one breast while the other is playing with her hand.
"Frenzy.." I took her one hand from the grip on my chest and brought it close to my mouth, i kissed her palm and sucked every finger deep into my mouth.. one by one while she was busy exploring my chest.. alternately with the two little bulges on it.
"hmmmmm" as she moaned and her kiss dropped towards my tummy.. I was exhausted by the sensation caused by her warm kisses and the cold water that touched our bodies.
"fren-zy.. can we just go into the room?" my soft invite with her.. I cannot handle myself.. I am so weak with the joy I feel.
"no" she said shortly.
she suddenly pulls one small stool behind her.. where did that stool come from?, why is it here inside our toilet?.. maybe jossie used it the other day when she did laundry of her undergarments.
"sit" she just said to me and made me sit on the stool.
she kneel down and continue licking my tummy down to my navel.. she bite a small part and leave a mark on it.
"ahhmmmm.." I said and I just grabbed her head. I was unaware that my thigh was moving spontaneously. it opened at the same time as my hip swung.
she reached the place where i think she want to go,.. her tongue is licking upward and around. for I want to shout in those moments.. I turn my head at the same time as I tighten my grip on her head.
"ahhh... go ahead, moreee.." I begged.. I also could not explain the pleasure caused by what she was doing.
little by little something is forming at the end of my abdomen and it is slowly intensifying, the scope expands and I feel that, it will come out anytime..
..........and it did!..
"frenzyyyy!" my hold my scream by biting my lip and covered my mouth. if I could not stop it, they might hear my shout outside.
i grab frenzy face with my one hand pulling it away to my sensitive part. I feel like it's too sensitive and just a little movement of it will react.
I hugged frenzy who was obviously out of breath at what she did. she responded with a hug to me and she leaned her head on my shoulder and see seems exhausted.
"I told you, let's go to the room" I whispered to her. while kissing her neck near my face.
"You don't want this?, new place.. exciting!" she laughed.
"yes, it was exciting..but I don't know where the soap I was holding before" I said and I looked down on the floor, looking for where I put the soap I used on her earlier.
"happy?" she just asked me and regardless of my search for soap.
I looked at her.. I put both my hands to her face. "so much!" I whispered and gave her a soft kiss on her lips and I tasted my femininity a bit.. hmm and it was good....
"Let's take a bath!" we said at the same time and we just laughed at each other.
frenzy was sound asleep next to me but my mind was still awake and remembering what had just happened to the two of us.
i kiss frenzy's head resting on my chest as she hugs my body.
"i love you frenzy" was my gentle whisper.
"i love you too" was her growl.
I looked at her when she was awake but her eyes were closed.
hmmm... maybe just part of the subconscious so she responds to what I said.
I smiled as I remembered the scenes we both had... at the park,.. restaurant, and the days we were together .. the things we both love. I just can't really understand the drawing. every time
I see her making floor plans and 3D on her computer, my head hurts. I think what she is doing is very complicated tangled lines.
"I will love you frenzy as much as I can. I may not be your ideal partner, but I will try to be your good girlfriend" I whispered to myself as I stroked her soft and straight hair.
frenzy is not my first girlfriend, someone is ahead of her. she was my classmate in college and she broke up with me right after we graduated, because she said she was going to the US and she did not want a Long Distance Relationship.
i thought i will never see another girl to love, actually i am not looking or dreaming. it just happened. The first time I saw frenzy inside the restaurant, I was immediately starstruck.
I don't know but during those hours, I knew this lady had something to be curious about. the way she looked at her friend who was outside and talking on the phone, the way she cried as if so fragile that time.
and i was so happy, when we became officially, i didn't flirt with her but i was consistent to pick her up at the office, hang out with her, went to her apartment and it was a great experience. and my life became even happier when she admitted that she already has feelings for me.
and now.. we have been together for two years.. and during those two years, we did not fight or even argue, even if we were having a misunderstanding?.. never.
Maybe you can say our relationship is boring, but we are like that .. we talked and settled immediately on things we did not agree on. what can we do, we see things differently compare to other couples.
"catmmmhmhmmm" frenzy said again
did I hear right?. cathy's name is what she said?
"frenzy?" my call to the one next to me
but she was still sound asleep
"frenzy?" I called again
"hmmm" she replied but instead of staring, she squeezed my shoulder even more and tightened the hug.
Maybe I just misunderstood what she was saying....