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CATHY P.O.V.

"bee i miss you!" desi whispered to me

We are here in her room, after frenzy and Anne left, desi and I also went inside the room. she eventually invite me to her room because she said that she was tired and she can't wait to spend the night with me... alone.

"hmmm..." desi said softly as she hugged me from behind, her head resting on my shoulder.

I could feel the heat of her breath coming from her mouth and nose hitting my neck.

"desi, im tired" I said softly as I adjusted my suitcase on top of her bed.

"you want massage bee?" desi asked softly as she parted my hair covering my neck and she gently kissed my neck.

my shoulder was slightly raised and I felt a creep in my body... a creep that brings a strange feeling to my personality.

desi knows my weakness.. and my love language.. it is the sense of touch... so maybe she can tame me easily when my temper is short or if we have an argument especially when she knows she is wrong.

this is what she does.. to soften me.

"bee... hmmm" desi said whispering in my ear and she even bit the side of it.

I felt a tickle so I moved a little away from her. I know where it is going. she did something wrong today and I know she doesn't want this to be our topic.

"bee, i said i'm tired!" I said emphatically and she stopped what she is was doing.

she went to the small table on the edge of the bed and sat in a swivel chair. she opened her laptop.

"How are you?" she asked me while just looking at the laptop.

"Why didn't you say you had an event today?" my question to her. I was not looking at her but I was arranging my clothes inside the suitcase, because I had some things i bought for my sister Jossie.

I waited for desi to answer but she did not look around and was busy with the drawing on her laptop.

I want to be annoyed with desi's habit of just keeping quiet when she admits that she did something wrong.

"bee, please... Promise I won't get angry" I just sighed and said, she just spoke.. I also don't want the night to end that we are not okay.

She turned to me, she faced the swivel chair opposite me and pushed it to the other side of the bed. she was facing me because I was on the other side of the bed.

"cathy, im sorry, I didn't say that the event I went to was an event, it was a company event, I was one of the organizers and I asked Anne to help me since she was the organizer of her previous job." desi's long explanation.

I sat down next to my luggage. With what she said, she still could not answer my question.

I just grabbed the upper part of my nose, and I felt a headache, probably this is jetlag.

I felt desi stand up from her seat and she approached me again.. Sit in front of me, looking up and holding both my thighs.

"I'm sorry bee, I can't say no to my boss for asking me to arrange the event, and I did not expect that the event date was the day of your flight back" desi further explained.

I opened my eyes which I had previously closed because I could feel the pain of my head.

I looked into her eyes which were now puppy eyes in front of me.

Oh my gosh desi, if only I didn't love you...

I just smiled at her.. I'm okay.. I'm just like that.. A little tenderness, I'm okay already. I also don't want to prolong the issue, after all I am here now in the Philippines.. Safe and sound.

Desi also smiled and later on it slowly stood closer to me... Smiling.

"hey hey hey.... What's that smile?" I was a bit hesitant to ask and I was backing towards the headboard of the bed but I made the wrong move.

"hmm... Wanna play a game bee?" she teased me with a question as she climbed into bed in front of me.

"wait wait, I need to rest, we still need to travel tomorrow and I haven't been able to shower yet!" I said and I was about to take the pillow to cover my face.

But it looks like desi anticipate what I was going to do so she suddenly took the pillow and threw it under the bed.

"desi!" I said while looking at the floor.

"bee... I missed this!".. Desi said laughing and she caressed her right hand on my left thigh while her left arm rested on the bed next to my right thigh.

"desi please... Not now" I said softly, and I held her hand close to the far end of my thigh.. Close to the hip.

"I missed this,.. and I always remember what we do in singapore" she said again softly to me.

I did not realize that her face was on the opposite side of my face, because I was busy staring at her hand that was now on top of my stomach.

Tsk.. The speed of her hand.. Even when we were in singapore, she was almost dominant when it came to bed.

"des--" I could not continue what I was about to say because desi's lips were already pressing on my lips. Strong.. Outrageous.. Seems very thirsty and looking,, and searching.

I tried to push her away from me first, but I was suddenly surprised when she touched the outside of my shorts facing my femininity and she squeezed it.

I jumped a little for a moment because of the shock, she revived a part of my body that has also been dormant for a long time since she came here to the Philippines.

She stopped kissing me and looked into my eyes... There was another smirk on her lips.

"oopps, sorry, did i wake her up?" the desi said laughing.

"you!".. I just shook my head and I pulled her myself so that we could share our thirsty lips with each other again.

"hmm... I miss you... Hmmm" desi said in between of our kiss

I did not answer, but I moved my lips closer to hers.. I tasted every corner of it.. The skin covered by her lips I tasted deliciously.. and feeling it.

I arranged to lie down without our lips parting.. I supported desi so that she would rise above me.

"cathy .." desi whispered softly to my main tip of the ear causing a horrible sensation all over my body.

yes... i missed desi, i missed her lips, her scent.. her body.. everything. but i still felt this emptiness inside me.

her hand started to travel from my thigh to the hip to the back and I was skipping what she was doing, my body was lifting, as if looking,.. my body wants more of her touch,

"hmmm..." I just said as her lips crawled down my chin down to my neck, she bit a small part of my skin below my collarbone and a small red marked on it.

"tsss,.. i told you not to do that" I said to desi after I took her face and put it in front of my face while looking into her eyes.

"sorry, I can't help it,... ang sarap mo e" desi replied to me and again she smirked at me. then she put her lips to mine... again..

"i really miss you... cathy,.." she whispered seductively after leaving my lips and put it on my neck, leaving trail of kisses to it down again to my collarbone unto my chest.

"ahhh..." this is all I said, I don't want to talk I just want to feel her lips on my skin.. while she removes my top dress,

I no longer have the strength, I just let her do what she wants to do,. I can no longer move my arms and hands properly, it is deliberately caressing desi's hot body.

"you're so hot cathy.." she moaned while caressing the two bump in front of her, tasting its goodness while her right arm is massaging the one part of it.

I looked at her, I did not realize that she was already in my chest, maybe I was drowned in the joy caused by what she was doing to me.

I tried to take out her hand but she took it away. she stop what's she's doing and look at me.

"sshhhh... just relax," she said and give me a sweet smile.

I smiled awkwardly,.. I turned my head to the pillow and just looked at the ceiling of that room while feeling desi's tender kiss on my chest.

my body is was so tired from my trip but desi's playful tongue encourages it while she's enjoying every part of my skin.

all of a sudden, I felt her kiss at the small bumps on my chest again, she's sucking my nipple while caressing the other part of it all over again.

"ahh.. desi" as i moaned softly while closing my eyes.

one of her hands crawled down my tummy. I was just held tightly to the bed sheet of the our bed.. I know where it is going and I don't seem to be ready yet.... again.

after a long time without her by my side, I don't know what it feels like again... having sex. I never knew again how to feel every corner of her body.

"ahh desi..." I just kept saying while holding my head with both arms.

her kisses went down to my tummy when her one hand is also there,. but while she's kissing my belly buttom, i felt her hand touching my private part, putting it inside my undies.

and just a snap, she's now touching my cl * t. I suddenly tightened my grip on her hair.

"de-desi" I whispered. I was a little tired when she played with my cl * t

"aahhhh" this is all I said when she slowly inserted one of her fingers to my womanhood.

she gave me so much pleasure as she move her finger slowly at first and it become faster and faster.

"ahhhh... ahhhh... ahhh" I said over and over again as desi did the thing that brought a strange feeling and happiness caused by what she was doing.

"are you happy bee?" desi's weak question as she looked at me and continued to play which femininity...

I just nodded to her for a moment and I continued the pleasure that desiree gave me.

my body followed what desi is doing, with every emphasis desi puts on her finger in the depths of my femininity she is also the swing of my body.

my body felt so hot and wet even though the room was cold because the air condition is turn on. the heat that surrounds the room is cause by the burning heat that my body produces... a heat of love and lust.

I didn't even realize that I don't have a blanket yet. I just noticed it by turning my eyes to the floor of the room we were lying in.

"desi" I said again in her name.

"bee.... just stay and for sure this time, you can rest well after this."

I heard desi's little voice, I just closed my eyes so I don't know what my face reacted as desi said that to me.

I could feel every move of desi's hand, her little kisses on my womanhood that almost made me feel crazy.

her tender kiss at first but later it suddenly becomes intense and violent. but there is still the strange sensation caused by desi's kissing and touching.

"ahhhhhh desi" I said.

"Cumming soon?" desi asked and I just nodded.

desi moved fast what she was doing even more as I nodded to her earlier question.

its about time to release the fire that store inside of me when a familiar faces flash on my head... an eyes that full of love, and a smile that was so sincere looking straight tru my face.. tru my eyes.

I thought it was desi but when the replica of the person in front of me became clear, I suddenly saw the face of...

"frenzy???".

I was quickly open my eyes at the same time as hot fluid came out of my lower body.

I look at the woman now looks so happy with what she did.

what happened was leave a big question mark. why is frenzy's face the one I saw in my illusion while desi is the one whom i making love with....

why all of a sudden, after few years, she appears in my mind?. why now? why frenzy,.. why?