5: FEEL ME

“I miss you so much my love.”

Your eyes grew big and your hold onto his shirt got even tighter.

You could feel your breathing getting shorter, faster than normal just like the rapid beat of your heart inside your chest.

No.

It can’t be.

He pushed himself up with his arms that were on either side of your head so he could face you.

The eyes that looked at you without emotions earlier was now filled with variations of feelings, fixing his orbs on yours as if he could see the whole world on your eyes.

“No,” you muttered.

You just couldn’t gasp it.

After all those years of suffering, of yearning, of pain?

Suddenly he was alive?

How?

You didn’t want to believe it.

You didn’t want to get hurt again.

You’ve suffered so much already to dug onto those scars once more and make them fresh again just so someone could cut them deeper this time.

You were frightened.

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.

.

But deep inside you wanted it to be true.

You so wanted to feel him against you once again. To be able to hear him called out your name, and to be able to taste his lips on yours.

You were sobbing as you brought your fingers to his face.

Touching every part of his features, making sure that everything was correct.

“Baby,” he whispered, desperate to make you trust him.

To make you believe in him.

He leaned his forehead against yours closing his eyes on the process, feeling your breath touched his trembling lips.

You could see his beautiful long lashes flickered as they soon became damp by the salty tears from his eyes.

He was crying.

He leaned down, eyes still closed while he brushed his lips on yours.

Wanting to kiss you so bad but also afraid that you might decline him.

Instead, he just let his lips rest against yours and mumbled.

“I love you forever Y/N.”

And you couldn’t helped but let out a shaky breath.

It’s him.

It has to be him.

His wedding vow play back in your head like an old album you love so much but hadn’t listened to for a long time, desperate to hear it over and over again until you grew tired of it.

“Jungkook.”

“I love you,” he mumbled, his own tears landing on your equally teary eyes, “I love you. I love you. I love you.”

He repeated again and again until his hand glided at the back of your neck arching your nape so he could smash his lips on you.

!!! WARNING: SMUT AHEAD (21 )

A silent whimper emerged from your throat as you both let your emotions took over and it didn’t took long before you were both naked.

Bodies touching.

Skin against skin.

Sweat mixing with sweat.

His familiar soft fingers were roaming around your frame causing this tingling sensation everywhere.

You could feel yourself aching for him and he could sense it.

“Feel me,” he breathed on your lips.

Jungkook pulled you closer, engulfing you tightly around his strong arms while he carefully slid himself in.

He groaned in your mouth as he did. Gripping at the skin on your back, creating an apparent redness on the milky white hue.

You had to hold onto his ebony colored hair as you felt your core stretched around his thickness.

“Ah~,” you moaned.

Your core ached like it was the first time and he grunted on your neck as he felt your warm walls contracted around his throbbing length.

“Ugh.–Y/N.”

“Love,” you whispered.

He kissed you, biting on the lower portion so your lips would be parted and he could push his tongue in. He explored your cave, tasting you leisurely with his passionate caress.

He’d sucked on your tongue from time to time and you would moan in response and each time his movements inside you would go more rapid than before.

Picking up the pace one after another.

Your bodies moved in sync, going faster, sloppier and more erratic.

Your nails were soon digging crescent moon marks on his back while he sucked at the skin near your ear which only added to the building pleasure.

Muscles flexing and stiffening while he did his best to move even faster, pushing deeper until your back left the sofa bed, arching while you grunted as you orgasmed beneath him.

He pushed fast still, feeling your walls pulsating around his hardness until he pulled out and erupted on pure bliss.

“I love you. Remember that,” he mumbled before he collapsed beside you.

You couldn’t help but smile as you stood up, picking your clothes that was scattered on the floor.

You went straight to the bathroom and cleaned yourself.

The party wasn’t over.

If the both of you have been gone for too long, rumors might start emerging and you still couldn’t afford that.

You checked yourself a few times before exiting the bathroom and going straight to Jungkook on the sofa to wake–

He wasn’t there anymore.

And his clothes were gone.

You bit your lips.

He might have gone back to the great hall.

Your insides were still trembling and your core was still a little bit sore but you made yourself to go back to the gathering.

Pushing yourself in the middle of the crowd who was strangely standing all together at the center. Looking closely at the made up stage further up front.

You continued to walk, wanting to see what’s all the commotion was all about, until you finally caught a glimpse of Jungkook.

Walking further.

You could finally see him.

Standing beside the man he just called uncle earlier.

Jungkook’s eyes unexpectedly landed on yours, and you felt your whole body went numb due to the icy stare he just gave you before the older guy beside him spoke.

“My nephew here. Jungkook is getting married in three days,” the man smiled as if it’s the most fulfilling news he’d ever broke to anyone.