Chapter Five

The walk was kind of quiet for a while until he broke the silence.

"Thank you for telling me by the way... I wouldn't have wanted you to hold it in forever, you know? " was he serious right now?! He's kind of too cocky about this shit.

    "I mean I knew you had to tell me someday ...I'm glad it came"

Oh my god it was hopeless!

"Yeah yeah , stop rubbing it in my face, get over it" I defended bitterly, he was kind of rude to be honest, like it was so obvious that I'm in love with him...

was it?

"ok here's your class, good lu.."

"thanks.." i interrupted him scurrying through the class door

I knew he was just trying to make everything go back to normal before i ruined it, yes he was glad i told him but he surely didn't have to be cold about the whole thing.. It made me feel stupidly small.

   I went back home when classes were over and as I walked inside my house I smelled something... A perfume, not any perfume..That musky kind of sweet perfume , I was so used to it, it made my heart beat madly I felt like it was about to pop from my chest , I walked by the living room with sneaky steps.. Too careful, as if already knowing that i was being the prey and was looking throughoutly for my hunter.. I stuck my head out when i reached the corner... No one's there.

   Maybe I was just imagining it again, it wouldn't be the first time.

  I walked to the kitchen and saw a note on the fridge "I went grocery shopping , if you're hungry there's food in the microwave.... Mom''

i grabbed a bottle of water and gulped it down, in the middle of it I felt a hand on my waist, it felt like electricity.

    " fuuuck!!!!" i Screamed and turned around choking on my water... He was here ...right now .

   "I think I should punish you for cursing Amelia" .

   No.....no....why is he here?

"You've been so naughty lately...not answering my calls''

" i-i d-didn't m-mean to.." my voice came out cracked, I couldn't help but to oblige to him...he's intimidating .

   "I know baby..and you know that I love you so much''

I looked away from him...well...I've never looked at him anyway ...I just kept looking at his shirt collar or at my feet

   I heard foot steps coming close to the kitchen and he quickly backed off , my dad walked in .. " I heard a scream! What's wrong?".

  "Oh that would be my fault there David , I snuck up on Amelia unintentionally and gave her a scare".

   My dad chuckled and walked towards me " welcome home sweety" he gave me a kiss on my forehead and motioned to the papers in his hands ''we still have one more thing to go through Mason" and with that they went back to the office I assumed.

    I went straight to my room locking the door behind me and curled in a ball cuddling my pillow, i was scared. I closed my eyes and tried to relax my body while taking a couple of deep breaths in an attempt to sooth myself.

till I heard a knock on the door ...

   I opened my eyes frightened!

"Amelia dinner is ready!" I heard mom calling from the other side of the door,I didn't even notice myself fall asleep.

   I went down stairs and sat with my family, which was mom and dad...my brother left for college over a year ago, I love him so much and miss him even more.. Plus he gives the best hugs.

"Mason says he misses seeing you...he really loves you you know"

why did you have to say that dad? Damn this .

    "He has 4 daughters my age...I don't see why am I so special'' I replied trying to hide the bitterness in my words.

   His daughters were basically Angle's ...I fucking love them, that's why I can never say anything, I care about them ..the inner me looked at me with sad eyes, i never wanna see them get hurt, even if it meant putting myself in harm's way instead.

I helped mom clean the dishes and went back upstairs, did some of my homework and felt asleep before finishing it ...

  " let it be the problem of the tomorrow me" I said to myself as I fell straight to sleep.