I cry the whole night as I watch my son sleep. I don't know what to do know that he cheated on me. I did not expect that one day he can do this to me since I fight our relationship to my parents.
The next day my eyes are puffy so I did not going them in the table. I ask Yaya Ning to feed Daneyel and just bring my food here.
When lunch came I also did the same thing. I don't want them to worry about me but I don't want my parents to see my puffy eyes.
I am watching Daneyel swimming with my daddy from my room when I heard a knock. "Hija?" I know it was mommy.
The door is not lock so it was easy for her to come inside. She come where I am standing to join me watch my son.
"Daneyel is a smart kid." She started.
"He knows you're sad. He ask me earlier." I look at her with shock. "What did you said?"
"I said that you're just tired and not sad. So he shouldn't be worry."
I nodded. No one speaks for a minute. "Thank you, mom."
She look back at me. "For what?"
"For always being there for me. I don't want more drama but I can't help it. I don't know what to do know." Mom hug me and I can't help but cry.
I cry until I am tired. She did not say anything but hug me. I know she pity me but what can I do. I am being cry baby because of Ashton.
That afternoon I saw Ashton at our gate. I open my window when I saw mommy coming.
"Mom," he started. "Can I talk to Zea?"
"She lock herself at her room. You can't talk to her and don't bother to try again because my husband is still humming mad at you. Please, hijo if you don't want any trouble don't show up again-" I didn't hear the following words since I close my window.
I look at myself in the mirror and you can't tell that I cry last night and today. Iam going down the stairs when mom enters the house.
"Are you okay, mom?" I can't see any reaction in her face but when she heard me she quickly smile.
"Yeah. Yeah. I am the one that should be asking you that, not the other way around." I giggled.
"I am good. Where's my son?"
She look around too. "He's with Yaya Ning."
"Yaya Ning!" I called. I come to the kitchen to check on her but I only saw Daneyel's left milk. "Where are they?"
I heard mom from my behind. "Ning!" It was my dad angry voice that echoes the house.
We quickly came to the living room and there we saw him looking mad while going down the stairs.
"Ning!" He called again.
We follow him towards the gate and there I saw Daneyel in Ashton's arm. "Who told you to touch my grandson!" Dad gets Daneyel and give it to Yaya Ning.
"Go inside!" Yaya Ning follow since dad is already mad.
When Daneyel is already inside dad quickly punch Ashton. "I told you I don't want to see you ever again, you asshole!" Dad punch him continuously.
Me and mom are pulling him so that he can let go Ashton. When mom complete pulled dad I can see Ashton's lips and cheek's are bleeding.
"Dad enough please."
"He deserve it!" He said before going inside the house with my mom.
I help Ashton to stand up. I tried to wipe the blood but I continue falling. "You know dad is mad why did you ever come back." I was about to go inside to get tissue or cotton when Ashton stop me.
"Don't go anywhere. I miss you." I can't stop myself from slapping his face.
"Don't lie ever again." I remove his hands on my wrist. I watch his face bleeds. I don't know what to do now because I know once I enter the house dad won't let me go out again.
"Go home and put something on your wound. You deserve it anyways." I rolled my eyes and turn around but he stop me again.
"Can you stay for a minute?" I shook my head. "Why should I?" I can see sadness and guilty inside his beautiful eyes. "Wait."
I let him go back to his car and gets the boquet of flower that I love. "For you... Just accept it. I am willing to wait until you forgive me."
I look at the flower then to his eyes. I can see that he's hoping I'll get the flower. He take a risk even though he know my parents are mad at him.
"Please, Zea. Take my flower... Just the flower." He is pleading.
I take the flower before entering the house without looking back if he's fine or not. I don't care.
"Mommy! Daddy?" Daneyel welcome me when I get inside the house. He run towards me.
"Baby he needs to go somewhere for now." He looks sad and start crying. "But daddy..." I hug get him to calm him.
"Mommy is her. Daddy has work remember?"
He stop crying. "Work?" Daneyel repeat. "Yes, work baby." I look at my parents who's both watching me.
"Okay." That's all and he's calm.
That night dad talks to every helpers we have in the house including Yaya Ning about Ashton being prohibited in our house.
"Mam, I'm sorry. I don't know that Sir Ashton is not allowed to see Daneyel." Yaya Ning said while standing behind the door as I watch my son again sleeping.
"It's okay, Yaya Ning. I understand. Don't worry to much." Her face light up. "Thank you, Mam."
"You should rest. You look tired playing with Daneyel the whole day." She nodded and say her good night.
This is getting my hobby, watching my son asleep because looking at him sleeping so peaceful and so innocent makes me calm like I don't want him to grow old and experience every problem in the world.