chapter fourteen

Lenarya's p.o.v

It's been a whole two weeks since  i left my supposed mate but the pain is still as painful as ever. The mate bond is not yet fully broken it's just weaker. usually when one mate officially rejects another ...they both experience a great deal of pain...the heartbreak doesn't last as long if the other mate accepts the rejection but in my case I don't think he will ever accept the rejection not because he wants but because of his ego am sure he's probably more angry at the fact that he's not the one that rejected me first . mates rejecting one another rarely happens but from what I've heard the mate bond never completely breaks and the void never disappears... hopefully it stops soon ...am tired of it.

Today i decided to leave the tree house as lenarya and not as Nemesis that way i dont draw attention to myself as i go for a walk. Tears leave my eyes as i think of his mesmerising gloomy , sparkling greyish Brown eyes as he looks at me when he thinks am not looking, his ohhhh so sexy deep voice...

My traen of thought was cut of as i smelt a sweet scent of fresh pine and pure male masculinity mate!..i stop on my tracks and look at my surroundings and i saw him.. my "m-mate"...he was standing a few metres away from me with his greyish brown eyes a shade darker and his perfect sharp jawline was clenched along with his hands which were made into fists by his side

'Go to mate!!' No i cant go back to him..what if he wants to kill me for rejecting him? As soon as i thought that i looked back at  him only to find that he was walking towards me and so i took a steps back ,only to freeze in my spot when an earth shattering growl was heard from my mate

Wow...that was sexy, i thought to my self as i looked at him now noticing that he's getting closer and ohhh my god is he shirtless?  I can't believe he did this to me , now i can't even focus on anything aside from counting his tonned six pack only to find that its not a six but an eight pack.

Holly smocks , I wanna run my fingers through them packs. Is it me or has he always been this hot? 'He's always been this hot!! Now stop drooling over our mate and focus (he's looking at you)'

"L-lenarya"... i heard my mates voice and that's when i remembered all the things he has done to me ..... i couldn't even look at him as more tears left my eyes.. as i looked at my feet as if they were the most interesting thing on earth

"Sweetheart plz look at me". ..i still couldn't bring myself to look at him "my queen please look at me , i want to look into your eyes and admire your beauty " he tried to persuade me but i just shook my head and continued to look down.

I saw him raise his hand to my face and i immediately flinched away and covered my face with my hands, i waited for the pain but i never felt it .a second later zeus removed my hands from my face and lifted my face up as he wiped away my tears . A wave of shame went through me as i saw how hurt he was by me flinching away .

"I would never hit you.....am-am sorry i made you scared of me , let's go back to the pack house and we can maybe talk some more ..ok ?"

I shook my head no as soon as he asked.i dont wanna go back there.

I saw pain, heartbreak , regreat and something else in his eyes maybe love but that's highly unlikely . He caressed my cheek and my traitorous body leaned into his touch. "I promise i wont hurt you i just want to talk to you my queen" his queen? ...is he for real rigt now or am i imagining this?

Zeus's started walking as he gentle pulled me along with him. I could see the pack warriors around us as we walked towards his territory which means that they were all looking for me which made me feel all fuzzy and warm on the inside .

What if they are angry at me for rejecting their alpha? What if he is angry angry at me? What if he punishes me for rejecting him? What if he puts me back in the silver cell? what if he's just being nice so that he can lure me back to his territory.what about his bimbo Luna?

It was as if I broke of a trance as i saw the pack house in a distance and so i pushed him away from me and ran the opposite direction with my heart beating in my chest, i could feel a panic attack threatening to take over my form.

I was soon painfully tackled to the ground by an angry looking wolf who i quickly recognised as Zane my mates wolf and that was the last thing i saw as i let the darkness consume me hoping that i dont wake up in the silver cell .