chapter Twenty one

Lenarya's p.o.v

I kept tossing and turning all night. I just can't seem to fall asleep , all I think about is him and it's driving me crazy not knowing why he was so angry and hurt. I just can't get him out of my head.

That's it am tired of this am going to wake him up and demand for him to talk to me, how dare he deprive me of my sleep! I angrily open the door and collide to a hard chest as arms hold me in place.

I can tell by the sparks running through my body that it is him and so i furiously rip his hands off me and slap him .

He looks at me with shock when I grab his hand and drag him to my room and loudly close the door. "Whats wrong you look mad " he says and I  just harshly push him to the bed

" not that i mind or anything but are you planning on taking advantage of me ?" I ignore him as i lock the door and walk towards him.

"Ok now am scared, what's going on are you in heat or something? .

Zeus says as he starts to get off the bed when i push him back and sit on top of him so that am straddling him while i hold him back when he tries to move.

"I didn't know that you liked it rough my Queen. " i slowly moved closer to him and kissed his neck and then softly bit on his ear and whispered " i am tired of playing what ever this game is, all i want is for us to talk and finish whatever unfinished business we have so that you can tell me why the hell you brought me back here when you clearly don't want me ,that way i can know exactly what is going on with my life ."

"Am not playing any game with you .i already told you that I want you to live here ." Zues said as he flipped us around so that he is now on top of me.

You bastard! I screamed as I pushed him away and punched him in the chin. " he won't even deny that he doesn't want me.

"What is it with you hitting me ?" He says clenching his fists. "Ohh please. ....don't be a baby about it you've done worse to me and that was when i was your mate "

He visible flinched away when I said that to the point where i almost regretted it but i didnt.

"You are still my mate !" He said with a slightly angry but hurt expression.

"Hell no ....am not your mate i rejected you..remember? "I know i sound mean but I  don't care.

"You don't have to rub salt to my wounds, besides i didn't accept your rejecting so you are still my mate whether you like it or not!"

He said as he took a step  closer to me and i took two steps towards him so that he knows am not scared of him.

"Why don't you accept my rejection thats probably why you brought me back here ,isnt it?"

I asked while looking at him

"I didn't bring you here to accept your rejection and if you think i will do it then i permit you to wait for eternity "

"Then why did you bring me back here since you clearly don't want me ?"

"What the hell are you talking about? Dont dare pretend like you don't know why i brought you back. Even a blind men can see that i ....i...i..."

"You what! You can't even say it can you .its because you know that am right you are just playing me so you can have revenge because I rejected you. You can't even say it .just do it am a big girl i can handle it. What do you want! Exactly what is it that you want from me?" I asked with tears in my eyes.

"I want you ok! I just want you back thats all i want, i dont care if you hate me . I want your forgiveness but I  wont dare ask for it because I cant even forgive myself. I know that i dont deserve you which is why am ashamed of myself for being selfish and wanting you all for myself whilst knowing that you deserve better than me .i just want you. " he said as he tugged on his hair as a sign of frustration.

I opened and closed my mouth as I  struggled to to get the words out of my mouth. " You don't have to say anything i know that you don't want anything to do with me after i almost killed you.i also know that you have a life outside of my pack Nemesis must be looking for you since you are her companion and stuff"

I still couldn't form any words as he slowly ran his fingers on my cheek. " i cant let you go and i apologise for that . All i can offer you is a fouty five minute head start to run away from my territory and after those painful thirty minutes i will hunt you down and if i find you , you will have to stay here whether you like it or not. Your fourty five minutes starts now"

He said as he opened the door . I headed for the door and i....i..i couldn't stop myself. I didn't want to stop myself. What i did shocked me to my core, i still can't believe it.

I cant beleave that he opened the door for me to leave and i slammed him against that same door and.........kissed him!

Ohhh my fricken fudge cakes. His lips were so soft , it is just w.o.w it took me a moment to realise that he wasn't kissing me back and my heart broke as i tried to move away from him only for him to pull me back by my waist and passionately kiss me back.

I swear I was flying, i could just feel my past self yelling at me for not doing this sooner.

He was so gently as if i would break at any slight miscalculation, i felt sparks all over my body and i couldn't help but moan at the pleasure i was feeling.

It was as if my moan was all he needed before he bit my lip asking for entrance as his hands restlessly moved all over my body . I felt fire works as our lips moved in sync and our tongues danced together.

I don't know how or when but we are now on the bed as my body passes through electric shocks while zues kisses all over my neck and the sweet spot behind my ear.

I felt it before it happened , I tried to stop him but it was already too late his extended canines sunk into the skin between my shoulder and my neck . Unbearable pain coursed trough my body before a wave of unimaginable pleasure vibrated within my body." I love you " were the last words i heard before i blacked out.