Chapter five

Zues's p.o.v

A part of me still doesn't believe that she is my mate but a large part of me wants her to be, but I just can't get over the fact that i cant have a mate , i know what am doing to her is wrong but i just can't help it, after everything I've been through thinking that my mate was dead, where was she all this time? How is it that she's still alive? What is it that i felt five years ago?

What if this is another trick? What if am being played? All these questions were running in my head but the loudest one was if she hates me for being mean to her.i shouldn't have placed her in that cell , i just thought that if i put her there she would confess that she's not my mate but all i got was the silent treatment from my wolf. It's been exactly seven hours since i last talked to Zane (my wolf ) and that was when we last visited our mate Lenarya

I smiled to myself as i remember how beautiful she is with those big brown eyes, plum libs screaming to be kissed by me and that body....ohhhh...... her body.....it just begged to be touched but i couldn't, i couldn't touch her smooth skin i couldn't run my hands through her beautiful brown hair, i just don't want to be broken again. Am scared that if i get attached to her I'll find out she isn't my mate and then I'll end up hating myself for loving somebody other than my mate or worse I'll lose my sanity again...I can't put my pack though that again I just can't and I won't.

'M-mate....go...check. ..on...mate' i was about to ask Zane what's wrong when i felt it ,i felt the the mate bond breaking, i felt like a part of my soul was slowly leaving me . I felt the pain that i felt three years ago

I used all of the strength left in my body to run to the dungeon and what i saw broke my heart, my mate was spread out in a weird position as her back was on the floor and her legs were on the silver wall and her hands were crossed over her chest, i could see the burns on her body as she just stayed there not moving

'Mate....go...get. .mate. .... 'Zane didn't have to tell me twice as i unlocked the cell and took her in my arms, i tried listening to her heart beat but all i heard was the sound of my heart beating at an abnormal rate

I picked her up and ran to the pack hospital. When i got there i gave her to the doctors who i already mind linked to come. I couldn't stand still as i waited in the waiting room as doctors were tending to my mate. It took six pack warriors to restrain me so that i dont go in her room and kill the doctors that were busy poking my mate with needles.

After three hours the doctors allowed me to see my mate and what I saw there broke my heart. My mate was laying on the hospital bed looking very pale with needles and machines connected to her, she had bandages wrapped around her body

'We hurt mate....' Zane yelped in my head, i know.....i understand how you feel buddy.... i said as i looked down at my mate knowing that I indeed hurt her...all I've done is hurt her ever since I met her...she doesn't deserve any of this .The strange thing is that the doctors dont know what is wrong with her, the only things they see is her being burned up and her not healing .

Doctors say that her wolf is gone ,even Zane can't sense her wolf. I couldn't live with myself knowing that I killed my mate's wolf .the thing that has the doctors stressed is the abnormality of her heart beat, doctors are confused as to how she's still alive since her heart beats only once every four seconds .

After standing there and looking at the damage i have done i felt too overwhelmed with the emotions i felt about how i have broken the beautiful girl the goddess gave to me...I might have even killed her.

'Is mate d-dy-ing....?' That was the question asked by zane that had me in tears. What if i end up being the reason that my mate end's up loosing her wolf. Only god knows when she will wake up or if she will ever wake up .