When Aziel picked me up, we went straight to my old condo; I haven't lived there since I got married to Theo.
I have been staying here for almost two weeks. I still hope that Theo will come to me.
Does he miss me?
I sobbed while holding our wedding photo. We were both smiling here.
His smiles and looks at me then were different from the way he looks at me now.
I miss him so much that many times I ran away from my two friends to secretly see and observe my ex-husband.
My ex-husband and I laughed.
He easily threw away everything we shared.
I saw him; he's smiling while he's with Jeannette.
The way he stared at her was the same way he stared at me before.
full of love
Now it had completely vanished because I was no more.
I wiped my tears from my cheeks and was about to stand up when suddenly I fell because of the intense dizziness.
I've been feeling this for a few days now. I feel dizzy and nauseous, maybe because of stress and fatigue.
I grabbed the side of the lamp table as my dizziness and stomach turned at the same time.
I was dizzy and ran to the comfort room, where I released the water that I had given you.
That's why I'm vomiting water because I'm too lazy to eat; maybe I can't get anything out of my mouth, so I'm vomiting only water.
I rubbed my forehead.
What is happening to me?
I was distracted and quickly got up to go see where that scream was coming from.
I rushed outside and caught up with Aliyah and Aziel.
"What Happened Where There Was a Fire" worried and crying, I cried and asked. My chest is also beating fast. I don't know if it's normal that I've been getting nervous and moody these past few days.
The two looked at each other and laughed together.
I just looked at them with wonder.
"Stop watching the Korean novela; it's affecting your thinking."
I was so tired.
"hey pretty"
I smiled when I turned to look at Aziel. I immediately smelled her fragrant perfume, so I came closer to her and hugged her.
It's still a bit of a statue because of what I did.
I want to inhale his fragrant body. I don't know what's happening to me; all I want is to hug her.
She combed my soft hair with her fingers.
I heard the laughter of the two.
"Mrs. sad girl may miss you too much, '
I heard Aliyah teasing, so I just peeled it off.
And said, 'Shupi."
They laughed because I did that.
'Do you love me yet? If yes, let's get married'. Aziel said it with a smile.
"SHOCK YOU". Aliyah joked.
I pinched Aziel on the side, causing her to flinch slightly.
"D@mn, you're making me turn on."
I didn't hear what she said because only a mosquito would hear it.
I pressed my body against her again; she held my waist while her other hand was stroking my hair.
I felt so comfortable there that I felt sleepy.
But I smelled something that wasn't pleasant, so I broke away from the embrace and looked away.
I saw food wrapped on the center table.
'Throw that smell
My stomach turned upside down and I ran towards the comfort room again.
I felt their hand caressing my back. "D@mn, what happened to you, baby?"
I was handed water.
"What did you eat, Serene? Are you sick? Do you want us to take you to the hospital?"
Aliyah's question was worried, while Aziel looked frustrated and combed her hand through her hair.
'Serene, what symptoms did you feel in these few days'?" Aziel asked worriedly.
'These few days I often throw up, sometimes only water; I also often get nervous and moody; I feel like the bed is always pulling me; I'm always sleepy'. I answered weakly.
The two looked at each other as their eyes widened.
"This is a miracle."
Aliyah spoke; I don't understand her, and I don't understand them.
I cannot understand myself.
I threw away the food they brought because it smelled like ewwness. They even smelled it and told me that it didn't smell like what I said because it was freshly cooked.
So I turned back, sobbing. They were confused and cheered me on.
"Okay, we will dispose of it. What do you want to eat?"
My face brightened, and I immediately smiled and frowned at them.
"Mango and sampaloc, please. I want a green mango.".
They were stunned because I said that. That's why the corner of my eyes got hot.
Why don't they want to buy? Maybe I'm just busy with them. I backed away, sobbing.
So they immediately panicked.
"Okay, we will buy... Please don't cry."
I looked up and hugged them both while smiling.
"You really are the best."
"Crazy preggy". Aliyah whispered softly.
"What?"
"H-huh nothing. I said, "We're leaving to buy your mangoes and sampaloc, right, Aziel?"
She looked at Aziel.
"H-huh yes". She smiled at me, so I jumped with joy.
...
"Hmm, it's delicious... I continued to chew the green tamarind while the faces of the two couldn't be painted while watching me.
They frowned while looking at each other; I feel they are hiding something.
I stopped eating because the corner of my eye was burning.
Maybe they think I'm a burden.
"Do I have dirt in my face?". I asked weakly.
They still didn't answer, so I bowed down because I felt like I wasn't important.
Again, I felt like I was alone because of what they are doing now.
I sobbed.
They were confused because of my crying.
" Fu-ck Sorry, we didn't mean to. Hush now, love". Aziel hugged me so I could smell her fragrant body.
I hugged her back, feeling safe in her arms.
I remember Theo again; I feel the same way every time I'm in his arms.
I felt a sense of comfort as he stroked my hair.