chapter 6

Three years into my marriage to Theo, and all I can say is that, initially, it was a delight to be his wife.

He was previously unable to do with me the things that I am experiencing with him now.

He only said, "I'm leaving," without showing any emotion.

I was going to give him my customary cheek kiss when he walks into the office when he turned his face away and gave me a chilly stare.

My heart was a little hurt,

and grinned sourly right away.

For the past few months, it is how he has always treated me.

He only said, "I'm leaving," without showing any emotion.

I was going to give him my customary cheek kiss when he walks into the office when he turned his face away and gave me a chilly stare.

My heart was a little hurt,

and grinned sourly right away.

For the past few months, it is how he has always treated me.

When I returned, he had already left. I accepted it with a smile.

I sighed and turned to look outside, thinking, "It's a shame; maybe I'll just pass by his office." The large, silent, and lonely mansion was just me.

My name is Serene Avallon-Alcazar, and I am the wife whom my husband despises for not having kids.

Anyone Pov;

When she came into the kitchen to fetch the item she intended to hide in the food she had prepared, I left right away. I anticipated that she would insist on delivering me the food she made, which was bland and frequently salty.

I gradually became less interested in our relationship.

We have been married for three years, and throughout that period, the foundation built on love and dreams that we shared progressively crumbled.

She's got a catch; she can't have me a child.

Hopefully everything will be well. I regret not having given up hope that we might become parents sooner if she had told me about her condition sooner, but she kept it a secret.

the ailment she'll experience in two years

Every time I saw her, my hunger gradually decreased as a result.

I kept going when Jeanette abruptly called. I answered right away and grinned at her.

"Good morning, honey!"

Can you go by my condo so I can give you a surprise? In her tone, she said, "I surely think you will love it." I know I will.

I said,

"I'm on my way, sweetie," and then I hung up.

I sped off to her condo since the heat I felt energized my body.

I almost rushed to Jeanette's condo when I got there, and as soon as I opened the door, I grabbed her.

She muttered with a smirk, "Woah, easy there; you're wild.

I said, "Don't stop me from doing this; I miss making love to you," and carried on with what I was doing.

Serene is unable to provide for my needs or wants; therefore, you can't hold it against me.

I'm merely a man with a desire that Serene is unable to satisfy.

because she consistently declines my requests for sex.

I'd like to try once more. She won't eat if my miracle occurs since she doesn't want to

Because she consistently claims that her condition prevents her from carrying another person.

I forget that I was married each time I engage in this transgression; instead, lust is the dominant emotion in my body.

I'm determined to get Jeannette pregnant.

Jeanette asked feebly, "Won't your wife know this?"

I coldly muttered, "What if she finds out?" "Is there anything else she can do besides divorce me?" before kissing her once again.

It doesn't matter to me how peaceful it seems.

because having a child is all I want.

Theodeus Alcazar is the CEO of my own business.

The husband of Serene a lying and a cheater.

Serene Pov

I'm going to bring the food I've prepared to my husband's workplace.

I feel like he's making me look bad, even though I know he doesn't want me to join the firm.

I simply disregarded it and grinned at myself in the mirror.

Serene, you can do it;your a strong

I was dressed in a high-waisted, basic white cardigan that seemed comfortable.

I went to the garage to get in the car after making sure I looked okay.

My initial thought was to call Aimee, my husband's secretary, and inquire as to whether Theo was at the office.

After only three rings, she answered it right away.

"Hello, ma'am,"Good morning, why did you call?"

"I'm just asking if Theo is there yet, he said he had a meeting this morning."He was in a hurry; that's why he left his pocket." "But don't worry, I'm on my way to bring it to him." I said.

"Ahh, ma'am".I feel her voice is nervous.

"Yes, is there a problem, Aimee?"I have a gentle question. I feel like something is wrong.

"M-mam, Serene, Sir Theo doesn't have a meeting today; he canceled it for an important matter." I was surprised to go to the car and immediately drive, and I braked hard.

Why do you appear to hear someone?" and "M-mam, are you okay?"

I ended the call without being shocked.

Theo isn't employed by the business.

Why did he then claim to have a meeting this morning? He seems to be telling me something false. No, he isn't; perhaps I just went to see him, or perhaps my significant other actually went to see him.

But is it worthwhile for him to conceal it from me and tell me a lie?

I have a lot of questions, and I feel like I should visit my husband's former condo.

I'm afraid, and my heart is racing.

My eyes' outer corners are also becoming warm.

I arrived at his condo; I was standing at the door.

I entered inside a door that was just slightly ajar. If that's how he got here, I have a lot of questions.

So I cautiously opened the door.

The door I stepped on was partially open. Is he here? My mind is full of questions.

So I slowly opened the door.

My eyes widened at what I saw.

Scattered women's underwear and bra and my husband's suit, I know it belongs to my husband.

I also heard some noises from the bedroom

No it can't be he's not

He can't do this to me

My heart beats fast, I stop myself from overthinking

Because I trust my husband a lot

because I know he can't do what I have in mind

As I got closer to the bedroom, the growling I heard got louder and louder

I cover my mouth and prevent myself from making any noise, but my eyes are treacherous because the tears I keep from escaping keep flowing.

In front of me are two people who enjoy sex

"Won't your wife know?"

I couldn't bear to watch their cheating and swindling, so I hurried to leave as tears continued to flow from my eyes.

But before I could get away, I heard what Theo said that shook my entire being.

"What if she finds out? Is there anything she can do. Besides I'm planning to divorce her"

How did you do this to me Theo?

With each step of my feet there is a weight on my whole body

I tried to walk to the restroom and when I got in, it was immediately locked

That's when my tears fell, almost blocking my chest from the pain in my heart

"Why are you doing this to me, Theo, am I still lacking?" I said and shed my tears again

I'm like a crying child whose throat almost hurts from my sobbing

I know I can't give you a child, but is that reason enough for you to cheat on me?

Tears just kept flowing in my eyes

It hurts,

But I have to be a martyr

If I could forget what you did, I would have done it

I came home early to cook Theo a new dish, I hope he likes it.

I tried to deny the facts that my own eyes witnessed.

That's not true I convinced myself.

While cooking, I heard Theo's car arrive, so I immediately set the table and put plates, spoons, rice and dishes on it.

I smiled because he still came home to me.

When he entered, I immediately greeted him, I was about to kiss him on the cheek, but as I expected, he avoided it. So I felt a needle in my heart.

"How are your meetings? Have you eaten? I cooked for you" I asked him one after another

"I've eaten, just throw it away" he said coldly

"But I worked hard for it, taste it at least a little" I insisted

"I'm full dmn it" he said cheaply

I was surprised, but I immediately got over it, and smiled at him.

I immediately took the plate and spoon to pour it on him but he threw it away and angrily looked at me with disgust in his eyes

The corners of my eyes are hot hahaha it hurts.

"DON'T YOU HEAR ME SERENE? DID YOU BECOME DEAF TOO? HAHA I THOUGHT YOUR DISABILITY WAS JUST NOT GETTING PREGNANT" he shouted which surprised me

"Get out, don't show your face in front of me because I don't want to see it".

He pushed me at the same time, so I fell down and hit my head on the end of the table.

The pain in my heart thunders from the painful words he throws at me, to expose my shortcomings

I couldn't do anything but bend down and stop the sobs and tears that wanted to come out.

I can feel the blood flowing in my head, I can't feel the pain, because there is nothing greater and equal to the pain I feel now.

It hurts to love Theo, I whispered to myself

"S-sorry, take a rest". I looked up when I said that, but he just looked at me coldly with hatred in his eyes

It's like I'm a huge mistake He's made in his whole life, and I laugh with that.

He loves me I know that,

He told be he love me, I put it in my mind and immediately remembered our happy past, I couldn't stop smiling.

Maybe that's all I can hold on to, he loves me, Yes he loves me. He can't crush me that hard.

I stood up even though it was difficult

I picked up the pieces of the broken Plate.

When I finished, I went straight to the guest room, Yes, to the guest room because he began to treat me coldly.

I volunteered to change rooms, because I knew even if he didn't say it.

I know it seems like I was a big mistake in his life.

I hugged myself while whispering.

'I hope that when I wake up tomorrow, all the painful events of today are just a dream'

Days passed and he still behaved coldly, he often got hot when he saw me

Not a day goes by that he doesn't hurt me physically and emotionally,

He always blames me for my shortcomings.

I understand him again and again even though it hurts, even though he kills me again and again with his painful words.

Because I love him so much I tried to forget the betrayal that I witnessed face to face.

Most of the night he comes home at night smelling of alcohol and full of red marks

On her neck and clothes, she also smells like a woman.

I bit my lip

Prevented from sobbing

How long will he make me feel that he doesn't love me anymore?

How long will I put up with what he is doing?

The pain is very painful

I don't know what sin I did to God, and why he gave me such a painful punishment.