chapter 3

I stopped in my daze when I heard the door open carelessly.

I stood up and wiped the tears flowing down my cheeks.

I immediately smiled when I saw him, he is still mine because he is still coming home to me.

But my smile immediately disappeared when I saw that he was very drunk.

I approached him and supported him.

'Let me help you'. I held him by the arm to support him to his room.

I was surprised that he didn't protest

He lifted my waist and faced him, now I was facing his handsome face.

I can read the strange emotions in his green eyes, I can't figure out what is inside the emotions I see in his eyes.

The way he looks on me now, is the way he looks on me before,

full of love and longing, God I miss this, I miss him.

I was surprised by what he did, my heart was beating very fast, overflowing with joy.

But the Joy that I feel at this drunken memory is immediately extinguished, and I am not myself.

"Serene" he whispered my name huskily, then buried his face on my neck.

My heart beat fast when he did that

Why is he doing this? To make me hope that this relationship can be saved? That he still loves me despite his covert cheating on me.

I feel tears flowing from my eyes,

He separated from hugging me and looked at my face, the tears in my eyes did not escape my husband's eyes

"Why are you doing this Theo?"

He didn't answer instead He looked at my eyes with full of

Regrets? I don't know

I don't want to hope. Because I know that in this relationship I am the only one who continues to fight and love.

He hugged me again and buried his face in my neck.

God I want to stay like this forever, If it's possible.

I looked up and bit my lip to stop sobbing

"I'm sorry"

I didn't hear what he said because he was so weak

He shrugs his head

"Theo don't be so hard headed"

why is he stubborn?

"It's already hard Serene". He smiled and whispered in my ear

My eyes immediately widened

Before I could protest, he grabbed my waist

And pressed a kiss on my lips

I was stunned, my brain couldn't process his soft lips on mine

Maybe I'll just make the most of the chance to be with him now, when it's over I'll go away

I slowly respond to his kisses, God I miss this, I want to stay like this forever

I felt the softness and love the way he kisses my lips.

He carried me in bridal style

At the speed of the incident, I only realized the touch of the soft bed behind me.

I watched him slowly take off his clothes.

I bit my lip

Seeing his naked body, I felt my cheeks redden when I realized that I was fooled by his pet, I blushed and looked away

I heard him chuckle,

"Shy hmm" he murmured then kissed my lips, I gave back the same intensity he was giving me this time, with full of love and respect.

I closed my eyes when I felt the hard object being slowly rubbed against my opening. I can't stop biting my lip as it slowly enters my womanhood.

I completely grabbed his shoulder when he suddenly hit it.

Tears slowly escape on my eyes. It hurts. Because it has been many months since we did this.

"Sorry" he murmured, I feel like I'm on a cloud because I'm so happy.

He kissed my forehead, the pain was relieved immediately

"Ohhhhh..... T-Theo" I couldn't help but growl loudly as he quickly moved forward.

We reach each other climax, he planted his seeds on my womb we reached dawn.

I am now lying on his chest, he is sleeping

While I kept staring at his very handsome face.

I think there is still hope to save this relationship.

I smiled

'I Love you' I Whisper to him, knowing

'I Love you' I Whisper to him, I know he won't hear it because he is already asleep maybe because of tiredness and drunkenness.

I kiss his forehead, and again lean my head against his hard chest

This is home.

I completely forgot the painful things that happened like it was just yesterday.

I drowned in the delicious sensation we shared that night.

I feel like we did it with love.

I hope everything will be fine tomorrow

I hope you don't leave me, because me?

I keep hoping that there is still hope, that you still love me.

Because of how you make me feel

I hope so.

I grunted a little and hugged the person next to me.

I buried my head in the soft and fragrant pillow.

I opened my eyes with a smile and first grabbed my husband who was no longer by my side.

"You're Awake". He said coldly while staring at me.

He was sitting on the veranda while smoking, his polo shirt was slightly open so his muscular body was exposed to me.

"Done Checking me". He smirked that made me blush.

Shett is embarrassing. but why should I be shy, I am his wife, I smiled remembering what we did that night.

"G-good morning". I said softly.

He just coldly looked at me.

I wonder about his looks, those looks of his are not the same as last night full of love and appreciation.

"If you can walk, get out of my room"

I was stunned when he said that.

What does he mean?

Doesn't he just have the happy memories we made that night?.

I swallowed and lowered my head, when I was weak to meet his cold gaze.

"But-

He cut me off

"Maybe you think I still have some love left because of what I made you feel last night". He said laughing while looking at me with a smile.

I sat up on the bed and looked up at him.

Is there really nothing in him?

Is he really just making me hope that our relationship can be saved?

Why does it hurt to love Theo?

Why do you always want to hurt me?

I smiled bitterly.

"I have a mistress I know you already know it and she's pregnant".

I looked at him in shock.

Tears immediately flowed from my eyes.

My brain could not process his revelations.

"N-no HAHAHA...

I paused... you're kidding me right, that's not true, tell me

I was crying while mentioning that word.

It is not accepted that there are others.

But here it is, from her own mouth that there is someone else, and what's worse is that she even got pregnant.

I laughed.

Why are you still hoping Selene, you are so stupid.