Chapter 5: Confession

"What do you know about me?" He asks looking as cold and unfeeling as he did when I got here.

"About you not much really, About your family alot more."

"What can you tell me?" His hinting to something and I'm afraid he might know but I need to keep this going at least till Lana calls back.

"Depends." Wow am I that bad at stalling, depends? Really depends on what? On what he knows? His not gonna tell you stupid. What do I start with?

"Just tell me what you know." Ok nothing to bad, start out small, wait, what will I get in return he has nothing for me, he cant give me anything. Nothing he knows will help me.

"What do I get inreturn?"  He smirks at me. He most definitely knows something but what? What does he have on me?

"Nothing, well nothing other then walking out of here alive if that means anything." I laugh at that no it doesn't, but it will to you.

I lean back on my seat and cross my hands looking at him with what I hope is a smirk cause I've been thrown of my game today so many times I dont think I've got any game left.

"Not to me, no, but other people yeah it means alot. Ok, how about I tell you if you let me move the kid tonight."

He raises his eyebrow, please let this work, please let this work.

He pulls out his phone and walks away as he leaves I cant help but think about Alpha. I'm gonna need to call him and let him know I'm fine. I grab my phone of the table and dial his number while my eyes follow Jamie's every move.

"Hey Mesperyian, how are you sweetheart? Please tell me your ok." He says in a hush tone. Why is he whispering?

"I'm fine Alpha, what's going on? Why are you whispering?"He completely ignores my questions.

"Listen baby," did he just call me baby? What the fuck is going on? "you need to stay away, no matter what you hear or who you see do not come back." What the actual fuck. Before I can say anything else the phone starts to beep. He hung up, I lay the phone on the table and stare at it waiting for him to call back with answers but nothing happens.

Jamie reclaims his seat and lays his phone next to mine making me look up at him.

"Ok, there is no way that's gonna happen. There is no way I'm gonna let you take a 3 month old baby to God knows where just for you to spit out a couple of word that may or may not be true." Fuck! I'm gonna have to tell him, he has to know the kid is in danger if Reaper finds out about the child he'll have someone come for him and the fact that he knows Jamie well enough to call and ask for help tracking me down does not help.

I sit up trying to make myself look some what confident. I have to do this. It's the only ways.

"My name is Allison Rivers." I stop and let that sink in for a couple of seconds and then continue while looking out the window focusing on the streetlights in the parking lot.

"And if that doesn't ring a bell I'm your sister. The one you left at that house, the one that you said you would never leave." I look back at him hoping I'm showing anything but hurt.

"What? Where have you been? Why couldn't I find you?" Hes been looking?

"I've been in some way hiding. Looking for someone."

"How did you escape the fire, and how do I really know its you?" He questioned still not giving me any way of knowing if this is impacting him in anyway. I looked down interlacing my finger together and staring at my hands before speaking.

"On my 6th Birthday, before you left. Mother had planned a party she had invited family and friends it was a Minnie Mouse theme if I'm not mistaking, anyways that day when everyone had left I was in my room playing with my new toys when Uncle Sam walked in and closed and locked the door behind him. He did something and after a while you started banging on the door, when he opend it and walked out I was crying on my bed half naked. You asked me why I wasnt dressed and what Uncles Sam was doing and I said I was feeling weird and Uncle Sam wanted to see if I needed a doctor. You were 18 and didnt belive me so you stormed out I dont know what you did or what happend but when you came back your nose was bleeding and you helped me get dressed and layed beside me till I fell asleep. When I woke up you weren't there." It took everything I had to not cry, i had to keep it inside i had to hold back my tears but one slipped out and it was the first time in years that I had cried, I promised my self not to let go till I had all the motherfuckers buried, rotting in there unmarked graves and all it took was telling the one person that abandoned me right after it happened.

Before I could register what was happening I was being pulled into a firm chest wrapped in strong arms and when I looked up it was Jamie crying he had tears runing down his face and we held each other till I was no longer crying, he sat me back in my seat and sat beside me.

"I didnt want to go, I went to look for him and he was making his way to his car I beat him up and came back to you, when you fell asleep dad pulled me out of the room. Uncle Sam had said I beat him up because he found me touching you in your room and tried to get me out. Before I could defend myself dad was already swinging, mom didnt want to hear anything told me to go before she called the cops and to stay away but I didnt want to leave you, they called the cops on me and I ran before they got there. After a couple of years I found out they hadn't made any statements against me and tried to come back but you had moved, the house was empty and I found no school records or anything for you guys until the day of the fire that I was watching the news." There was silent, we didnt say anything more then what needed to be said, there was no sorry needed from either one of us. There was just a comfortable silence, we enjoyed being back in each others lives but today wasnt the day for catching up and we both knew it.

My phone started ringing and with teary eyes I answered.

"Yes" I sounded broken to myself I knew she would worry but I didnt have time to get my shit together I needed to know what I was working with.

"What's wrong Ally?" I said nothing because there was nothing to say. I cant tell her I was with Jamie because she was gonna want to come and that was out of the question.

"Ally please, what's wrong?" She sounded desperate I heard her slamming her fingers on the keyboard and knew she was starting to track me down I couldn't allow that.

"Nothing, what did you get?"

"Ally, tell me what's going on?"

"I will but now is not the time what did you find?" I heard her sigh before there was movement and she started to speak.

"You" there was a pause wich made me confused." I found you. You are what they are holding against him, apparantly you were claimed several months ago by Alpha. Someone wanted you but he claimed you making it so that no one else could."

Why would he do that, I could have taken care of the person who wanted me, why would he not tell me.

"Who?" I asked a little scared of the answer.

"Reaper." My heart stopped and my mouth dried. What does this Reaper want with me.

"Reaper wanted to claim me?" Jamie looked at me with anger visible in his eyes, he was finaly showing something.

"Yes, I dont know why but yes he had wanted to claim you and tried but Alpha said you were already his." Jamie took the phone from my hand and I didnt protest I was wrapping my head around the fact that I've been claimed for months and had no idea.

"Hello." Jamie said he had put the phone on speaker and set it on the table.

"Who are you?" Lana asked.

"You can call me Afentikó"

"So Boss, cool, Mesperyian can we trust this guy or no?"

"Yeah, I think we can." Jamie looked at me and raised his eyebrow as if asking if I was seriously doubting the fact that I could trust him.

"You think or you know?"

"Yeah, we can trust him Athena."

"Ok well I have been traking Reapers calls and he has been communicating with a guy that goes by Axe his from the Zeus Son's MC in florida. I dont know what they have been talking about but there last call was an hour ago, and Mesperyian. His on his way there."

"Shit, I'm here Athena." I look at Jamie "find me this Axe guy. And have your old lady pack up some things for her and the baby I'm gonna have someone pick her up." He nodded his head. And walked away, I picked up my phone and took it off speaker.

"Hey kid. I'm gonna send a woman and baby over to you. Make her feel welcome but dont over share."

"Ok Mesperyian I'll call you when she gets here." Next I have to call Alpha and hope that I can still trust him.

It took a couple of tries but he answered. "Where are you Mesperyian?"

"Not important Alpha, now I'm gonna need something from you and I'm assuming I can still trust you even after finding out you claimed me without my concent and this pall of yours Reaper is following me and you not telling me."

"How do you know all this? And I'm taking care of Reaper, I'm doing everything I can to keep him off you."

"Again not important, and I guess what your doing is not good enough since his on his way to me right now."

"Shit, I told one of the guys to call me if he left. I'm sorry Mesperyian, I'm so sorry I dont know what he wants I'm trying to find out. I'm so sorry!"

"What ever. I need you to send a guy with a van to a location I will send you, after you get the location pass it along and erase it."

"Ok baby, and Mesperyian, dont ever doubt that you can trust me. If I ever had to, I would hand my cut in for you. So dont ever think you cant come to me for anything." I dont know what has been going on with him lately but those words ended me and the little restrains I had broke my eyes were floded and all I wanted, all I needed was for him to hold me and not let go.

"I miss you." I whispered, it was true I've been gone for a day but we haven't been close for a while now he just stoped training with me and talking to me and I didnt know why but it was killing me.

"I know baby, I miss you too. I promise things will go back to normal after this." He said in a low voice, but did I want things to go back to what they were. Did I want to keep seeing him waltz around with other girls or to keep bottling up my feeling for him. I dont know and now was not the time for this, one problem at a time I told myself and said my goodbyes before getting up to find Jamie we needed a plan and I had to go back home as soon as possible.