07

After Franseca's departure, I found a room connected to the bedroom which serves as a dressing room, I couldn't leave them hanging in the middle of the living room because Ken is a big maniac, I don't want to wake up the animal that lives in him . I allowed myself to put my things away in the dressing room, taking care not to touch Ken's things.

There were so many clothes, the tidying up took me an hour or two, thanks to her, it allowed me to think about something else since I've been here.

I collapsed in bed tiredly and I can't tell how I fell asleep.

In my sleep I felt fingers caressing my thighs going back and forth up and down, before I even realized what was happening his hand had already arrived on the bottom of my stomach, I jumped from bed to second

Me: I'm going to take a shower. Say I'm heading to the bathroom

I immediately went into the bathroom by locking the door behind me, I stayed there behind the door, taking care to catch my breath, my hand on my chest I let myself slide on the floor.

I decided after ten minutes to go take a shower, a long shower, letting the hot water penetrate my skin, was doing me a lot of good, I didn't want to go back to the room, I was taking all my time.

After long minutes in the shower I decided to go out. I dressed in simple t-shirts and shorts.

Ken: I was getting impatient. Seeing me back in the room

Me : ..

I don't know what to answer him

Me: what do you want from me?!

Ken: that you do your duty as a woman

Me: I don't want to

Ken: You want us to do it by force?!

Frisians run all over my body. He got up suddenly, I took a step back

Ken: Ella?!

I don't like this habit he has of calling me that and this way so provocative and imposing, I have the impression of belonging to him, if it is not already the case.

Me : ..

Ken: Ella?! In an insistent voice

Me: yes Ken

He got closer to me

Ken: Who am I?! Putting her hands crossed behind her back

Me: my .. my .. husband

Ken: that's what it seems to me

In a quarter turn, he grabbed my hips and carried me around his waist

Me: Ken. Say I have against my heart

He muffled my words with a bass that only he liked. Feeling his hands walk around with no modesty on my body, touching my chest, I hated it, I took no pleasure in it. I let him do what he had to do on my body, I was on the verge of tears.

When he was finished, I wanted to get up to go and wash myself against everything, he held me back

Ken: No, stay. He put his hand around my waist. Why do you want to run away?! I am not satisfied with you. He bit my shoulder

I had this lump in my stomach and throat that just wanted to get out.

The next morning

I woke up with aches all over my body, beside me he was not there, I had a relief for fear that he wanted to sleep with me again this morning.

I don't want to think about what happened last night, I let him do what he had to do with my body, take his sinister pleasure in it.

Looking at myself in the bathroom mirror, I missed a seizure, I was filled with red marks all over my body, the blow, the chest, he sucked my whole body like a vampire, I I had hickeys all over my body, my chest was throbbing, what has this man done with my poor body.

I took a hot shower, the hot water running over my skin to relax my muscles. When I left the bathroom I had missed calls from Ken, I don't know what he wants from me but I don't want to hear his voice, I don't want to see him, not even in painting. I did not try to call him back and when he made other calls to me I hardly answered, I left my phone ringing in the void.

Ken came home only in the evening, his face tight, his wrists closed, he stared at me furiously.

Ken: Where's your phone?!

Me here . Showing her my phone on my lap

Ken: Didn't you see my calls?!

Me: I didn't want to answer you

Ken: Really?! Don't we have a date at your father's house today?!

Me: to tell him what?! That his daughter is married to a sadist?!

Ken: You talk to me differently. he said more calm

Me: leave me alone!

Ken: Excuse me?!

Me: You heard right! Leave me alone ! Do not come near me ! Do not talk to me !

He took a quick step towards me

Ken: I'm your husband! Grabbing my face. You owe me respect!

I received two monumental slaps which I hardly expected to arrive, then followed by his, slaps as big as each other, he had rings which made them even stronger. At the taste of blood in my mouth, I realized that this man was beating me like no one had ever done, my crying didn't hurt him, my apologies even less, my call for mercy I don't think that 'he heard .

Me: Ken please.. Say I'm getting tired

Ken: first and last time you allow yourself to talk to me like that. he shouted. I'm not your fag

He left me on the floor before going into the bedroom.

After a few minutes he went to the kitchen

Ken: How do you plan to feed me?! Dreaming in the living room

Me : ..

Ken: you didn't cook?! What were you doing all day?! he cried

Me : ..

Ken: I'm fucking talking to someone!!! he cried

I got up somehow from the floor

Me: I'm going to cook you something. Wiping away my tears

Ken: No! Why didn't you cook anything. Grabbing me by the forearm

Me : ..

He squeezed my forearm tightly

Me: Ken please I'm sorry I'll cook you something

He suddenly released me, I went to the kitchen, as soon as I found myself alone, I cried, oh yes I cried, I don't understand anything, I don't understand anything about what he is going on in my life, what does God want to do with me, why is my life taking this turn?!

A few minutes later I served him the food at the table, he was in the living room watching television

Me: it's ready. I say very slowly. I could barely speak cause my cheeks hurt so much

He came to sit at the table, after serving I was going to go to the room when did he stop me

Ken: Where are you going?! Sit there! He ordered without even giving me time to put one in place.

I sat two chairs away from him.

A few seconds after her phone rang, I could hear the voice of her interlocutor, it was a woman, they talked for a few seconds, she asked her to come urgently because she was hot, I heard everything Her phone volume was loud, or there was so much silence between us that I heard everything. He didn't even touch his plate, he went into the bedroom the next five minutes he was outside.

Without even a word, or a look, he went out to join this girl, I hope he will stay there all his life.

I ended up clearing the table, putting away all the food, turned off all the lights, I went to bed sounded.

When I woke up the next morning, I had a headache, my skull, my cheeks, I felt that my cheeks were swollen as well as my lips, and indeed, my head is going to explode! I have the mark of his ring on my cheek, I can't move my mouth. The light bothers me, it gives me even more headache.

I tried a hot shower and an aspirin to calm it all down. After the shower and my aspirin, I pass an ice cube bag on my face to deflate my face.

I settled in the living room to continue my novel quietly but unfortunately my thoughts were elsewhere, I could hardly concentrate.