Chapter 7

3 weeks have passed in which I didn't step out of the house door. I have spent my entire nights thinking about that dark night. It was one of these nights that I will never forget, it will stick to me like glue with glitter. But you know, I found that it wasn't my fault, I didn't do anything wrong, it was all him. Kim was a play boy, he was a betrayer. He was messing up with me, he was just having fun. But I truly loved him as a brother, a best friend and even more. And now, I am having the same feeling as him "he is totally nothing to me, just a memory" and this memory was from the past now and I needed to move on.

In order to move on, I needed fresh air so I took a shower, put on some warm clothes and headed to a park that had a calm, lovely view of the lake running there. I sat on the grass watching the beautiful view that was in front of me. The view was breathtaking and so pretty, like a mixture of art. I stayed there for some hours until it was time for the sunset.

"When the sun sets , I will promise myself to forget about that stupid guy and whatever he did to me and I will move on because I am strong " I said to myself.

The sunset started and everything seemed perfect, I loved the place, the solitude, the beautiful smell of the lily flowers, the sound of the water that makes me shiver slowly, and most importantly the wonderful sunset that was happening in front of me .

"I will-" and before I could start, the whole moment, everything, it was all ruined and by whom? By the most mean liar on earth (Kim , the jerk). "I see. After I was gone, you haven't had any friends," he smirked. What the hell?! What is wrong with this human? "Just go and leave me alone." I said not looking at his devil face and staring at the lake.

"This isn't your place, I can stay wherever I want, lollipop." OH MY GOD!! THAT JERK!!

"KIM! I have had enough."

"Enough of what? I haven't done anything."

I stood up and looked him straight in the eye "YOU HAVEN'T DONE ANYTHING!? STOP MESSING WITH ME KIM FREAK O'BRIEN. I HAVE HAD ENOUGH OF YOU AND YOUR SICK LIES. YOU TURNED MY WHOLE WEEK INTO A LIVING HELL. IF I AM NOTHING TO YOU, THEN LEAVE ME ALONE. JUST DON'T GET CLOSE TO ME, COZ YOU'RE NOTHING TO ME TOO. I HATE YOU. I HATE YOU SO MUCH. AND IF I COULD DO SOMETHING RIGHT NOW, I SWEAR I WOULD SIT YOU ON FIRE!!!!!" I could not keep that all inside me.

He didn't say a word, he stayed motionless. He was shut up, it was better.

"FINE, if you don't want to leave, I will." I took my bag and started walking away, but then a strong grip on my hand stopped me, and when I turned to ask him to let go of me, I turned to feel his lips smashing into mine furiously, they were filled, with anger, hate and so many other things I didn't understand. But then I pushed him away, I can't kiss him, how could he?

"WHY DID YOU DO THAT?" I screamed at him.

"Oops, I slipped," he smirked in a sarcastic way.

"WHAT THE HECK IS WRONG WITH YOU??" I hate him, that stupid, rude, mean, pervert guy.

I started sprinting as fast as I can. I wanted to get away from him, from everything about him. Everything he put me through and now this.

"This is a payback for shouting at me," he shouted.

I reached the house, my hands were trembling and I couldn't put the key in the door. I ended up crying in front of my house, on the floor. I was crying hardly, I have been hurt a lot and he knows that very well but why does he want me to suffer again?? Why?? Where did Kim the angel go? What happened to him? I was empty and broken again.

While I was sitting on the floor crying like a girl who has just lost her new dolls, Dolan came. I tried to wipe away my tears but they didn't stop. They kept falling so I just looked at the ground.

He kneeled down in front of me and asked sweetly" why are you crying Diana? Who is it who made my sweet sister cry ?"

I couldn't talk instead I cried even harder. He took my hand and pulled me up before pulling me into a tight hug. "Don't cry, it's okay. Shshshsh, I am here for you." He was very comforting and sweet. I felt his warm body next to mine, this was the first time I hugged him after maybe 5 to 6 years. It was nice and comfortable. I wanted to stay like this forever, with someone who cares about me.

"Come on let's get inside," he unlocked the door with one hand while the other one was wrapped around my shoulders.

When we entered, he closed the door and took me to the living room. We sat on a couch and his arm was still around me. I leaned closer until his head was on the top of mine.

"Now tell me, who is that person who should be hiding in a good place right now? Because if I find him he is so dead."

I chuckled because his words seemed serious and at the same time he was sure to kill the guy as if he was in a movie.

"He is someone you know, I can't tell you more than that." I can't tell him his name. What if he hits him really bad? I can't let that happen. Kim might end up with a broken head since Dolan is very strong.

"Diana, I am your brother. If I didn't protect you, who will? I won't tell anyone, just tell me." He said but still I didn't answer.

"I am your brother,Diana. You can come to me whenever something goes wrong, I will help you. Come on. If you love me then tell me, I hate to see you so messed up and not be able help you."

The things that he just did, in fact helped me a lot. He completed "don't you love your big bro?" Of course I loved him, but it's just that, it has been a lot since the last time he was that sweet to me, and I am just not used to this.

"I love you Dolan, like a lot. But before I tell you anything, will you promise me not to beat that guy? Please."

"Just tell me everything and I won't beat him" Ah, thank god.

I told him the whole story from A to Z and he listened carefully even though he was going to blow up when I told him what Kim did in the park.

"AFTER ALL THIS you don't want me to kill him or even punch him??After all what he did to you?? He made you cry that much and he won't even take a payback." He was angry, very angry.

"But you promised,"

"Diana, if you accept what he did to you, I don't, I don't accept my sister to be treated like this."

He stormed to the door and I followed him. Before he could open it I stood in front of him with my arms blocking the door.

"You promised, I trusted you." I said begging him not to shove me off and go hit Kim.

He threw his hands in the air and said "Ugh, fine. But if it wasn't me who will teach him a lesson then time will."

"Thanks god." I whispered under my breath.

After that Dolan suggested that we should watch a comedy movie to cheer me up, and I agreed. After the movie finished, I was so tired and sleepy. So Dolan said that we should go to sleep.

I don't know how, but I ended up sleeping with Dolan on his bed. We were a few inches away from each other. His baby blue eyes were shining so brightly under the moon light that was shinning from his window. His face was bringing comfort and his smile was perfect. If I wasn't his sister I would have fell in love with him. But right now I am his sister so I can't. Talking about love I wanted to ask him a very important question.

"Dolan?"

"Yes."

"Can I ask you a question?"

"Of course."

"Do you have a girlfriend?" It sounded a little bit stupid coz Dolan is the charming prince of every girl's dream so I was sure he had one. Maybe I should've asked about her name.

"Well, I don't have a girlfriend."See he - what? Wow, why?

"Why?" I asked curiously.

"Actually I never found the right girl. I like to impress girls but girls don't impress me. I mean they all are beautiful in their own way but I just can't find the right one ."

"Oh, but what does the right one seems like?"

"Looks like curiosity is killing you," he teased.

"Hey, I'm your sister. I have the right to know." I hate being teased and people always tease me because they know I hate it.

"Okay. Well she must be beautiful, lovely, shy, kind, friendly, secretive but still shares her secrets with me. She should be easily teased, and good . She should be a good girl just like you." awwwww now that was driving me crazy about him. Diana! Don't be stupid, he is your brother.

"But I thought you liked bad girls?"

"Well, she will be bad only for me," okay now he turned into a fictional character here.

"I hope you find her one day. And I hope you guys stay together forever."

"I hope so too," his eyes were shining with hope, he really wants to find that girl so bad.

"She will be so lucky. But I am luckier coz I am your sister," okay now that came from, I don't know where it came from!!

He chuckled and said "yes, you are lucky."

After that we talked about his life, and he gave me a lot of advice about life, I tell you my brother turned to be a pro in advising. His life was very interesting. It was filled with happiness and sadness, and I felt like I was totally in another world when things in his life happened.

Thanks god for having such a brother. I will try from now on to be there for him always and forever and I will trust him with everything I have.

The night ended up and we were fast asleep.