Chapter 6

I woke up in the morning to the voice of my mom calling me. Mom likes to get up early and she doesn't like to see me sleeping till 10 o'clock. She thinks it's bad for my health but she doesn't know that I have been having a lack of sleep these days. Anyway, I pushed the covers of and went to the bathroom. After that, I made breakfast with mom until dad and my brother came from the market.

We sat on the table, and everybody started eating. "Mom, dad. I am going to the beach with my friends today so don't add me to your plans list," Dolan said. "Okay honey, and when are you coming back?" Mom asked. "Next week," he answered. "Aha, but don't get yourself into trouble, because I have had enough of your sick fights," dad added. "Yes , dad." Dolan said with an annoyed face.

Dolan is my big brother, he is 3 years older than me. He always gets in trouble because of his awful pride. And he has caused dad a lot of problems. However, he always gets what he wants, like ALWAYS. One of the things that he always gets is a girl's heart, and with what? With one smile. I wonder how he never mentioned he had a girlfriend. Anyway we have a good relationship with each other but we are not that close or similar.

I finished my breakfast and headed to my room. Ding dong! My phone's background lightened up with a message from Will "I am having a small hang over at my house tonight. Can you come? It would be nice to have you over. By the way Kim is coming." Going to his house? hmmmmm... Why not !?. "Okie dokie, but tell me your house's location and at what time."

He sent me what I asked for and then I went to do some other stuff.

After I took a shower, I opened my closet to choose the clothes I was going to wear. After trying on so many clothes, I settled on a light, pink, sweater that has snowflakes pattern, and a pink, skinny, pants with a pair of blue chukka boots.

I styled my hair into a fishtail braid and put my scarf around my neck. I added some lipstick and mascara. And I was ready to go.

I reached Will's house, walked to the door and rang the bell. Ding dong! Ding dong! Then someone opened the door, it was Chris. "Hey!"

"Hi Chris,"

"Come inside." He ushered as he widened the door.

"Thanks," I said.

"Umm where-" I couldn't complete my sentence because as I turned around to look at him he was only a few inches away. Omg! That's so close.

"You smell like candy," he said.

"Umm well I-"

"I like candy." He cut me with a smirk on his face.

"I like candy too, that's why I put this candy perfume," I said moving a little bit backward. He cupped my face with one hand and whispered in my ear "Too bad, I have a girlfriend or else I would've taken you instead, you're prettier and smarter."I think my face turned into a tomato sauce after his words. I felt my whole body boiling. His face was so close to mine, I could feel his breath touching my face. Oh my god! I was melting. Diana! No, wake up! But what am I supposed to do?

I started breathing heavily, "where are Will and the others?" Thanks god, I managed to say something. He backed a little bit and then he took his hand off my face before someone called his name. "They are up in his room, his room is on the left, " he said before walking away with the smirk still plastered on his face. I started taking the steps of the stairs but then I saw Will and Kim standing up and they looked like they were discussing something important. I didn't want to interrupt them so I decided to go down again but then I heard my name being said. "I am going to make her my girlfriend, do you have any objections?" Will asked. "Why are you asking me that? Do I look like her brother or her father to you?" Kim answered.

"That means you don't like her? " Will asked again.

"Like her!? No, I don't. And I don't care what ever you do with her, this is non of my business." I wonder who are they talking about . Will looks pretty serious while Kim is just calm.

"You don't care? Then what is she to you?"

"Why do you care to know?"

"Just answer the damn question, what is DIANA to you??" They were talking about me, I was that girl, but what is Kim going to say? He will probably say we are best friends because that's what we are.

"You want to know? She is just a way of killing time, she is nothing to me."

"WHAT THE HECK DOES THAT MEAN?"

"This the truth, I never liked her. She is just something that I use to kill time with. Why would I care about her?! She is nobody to me, just a toy." What? Is he joking? This can't be. This is not Kim. No, no! "I don't understand, I WAS NOTHING TO YOU!! " My thoughts were out and I was standing in front of them.

"Diana you.."

"Yes, Will. I heard everything." Then I turned to face Kim. "I AM A DOLL TO YOU!! I DON'T BELIEVE YOU KIM! YOU ARE JOKING, RIGHT? THIS IS A JOKE ,RIGHT? PLEASE ANSWER ME. THIS WAS AN ACT. PLEASE !!" I yelled in disbelief. Why didn't he answer? This can't be true, can it?

"No, it's not a joke. It's true. You are nothing to me." he said coldly.

"BUT, BUT I TRUSTED YOU!! I BELIEVED YOU!! WE WERE BEST FRIENDS!!" My tears started running down my cheeks before I knew it.

"That's your problem Diana. You trust people easily and you believe them even though you don't know them very much. I wanted to give you a lesson in life and enjoy my time as well, and that's what happened. " He said as he got down the stairs. He was standing in front of me smirking as if he had what he wanted and won the victory. "All of the things that happened were lies !? You lied!? This was a lesson ?!" I questioned with my voice about to crack.

"Yes, lollipop. And looks like you understood the lesson so it's time for me to leave "

"Don't call me that again . " I said ." I HATE YOU , I HATE YOU SO MUCH. YOU ... JERK!! " I shouted as I ran down the stairs to the door. I needed to go home. I can't stay here. I am pathetic, broken, stupid.

As I ran out of the door, I felt the cold breeze hit me like a truck, it was cold but calming. I needed to breath but as soon as I started walking in the street, someone was chasing me, his voice was calling me heavily and he was getting closer so fast. I didn't turn around to see him, no. Instead I started running, and as soon as I saw a taxi, I jumped in it and went home, leaving Will behind me.

I entered the house, frustrated, broken , and crushed. There was nobody home. I ran toward my room crying and screaming. Why is this happening to me? Why me? Why are people so cruel? Why can't I ever learn from my mistakes? Why? What did I ever do to him? I am such an idiot, stupid girl who's failing in everything. I am nobody, just a human, a useless human. I can't even tell anyone about anything that happened today. No one will ever know how broken I am. Not even a person will know that I am suffering, because I always suffer alone. I always cry alone, I always go through hard times alone. Why? Because I don't like to bother people with my pathetic problems. I think I will be a burden on them. They always think I am strong but it's just the opposite. I always smile though I am being teared inside.

All these questions and thoughts span around in my mind like a spinning wheel. I was lost. I couldn't do anything except crying. So I cried myself to sleep.

The next day, I woke up with tears still falling from my eyes uncontrollably. This happened before and it was happening again. But no, I can't let anyone know. I went to the bathroom and cleaned my face very well.

When I got out of the bathroom, a fake smile was drawn on my face. And as I expected nobody noticed anything. The day went slowly as a snail.

Will kept sending me messages asking me if I'm alright and I was answering by the most famous lie "I'm fine." Kim of course didn't send me anything because I am just nobody.

Nobody to him.