Seeing my beauty

I saw her.

I saw her today and it's just like the last time. It's just like everytime that i think about her. I suddenly get the random urge to ask if she's okay. My gifts suddenly flare to life and i felt her today.I experiencedbexactly what had made her so scared as for her to carelessly be running down the stairs anyways.

"Have you found the video?" I say looking at Liam and he nods his head as he hands his phone over to me.

"Second video by the left sir." His directions aren't necessary as i can already see the video. I can already see the

video of the little slut who calls herself the next Duchess of Francois as she shamelessly moans my name over and over again.

I should feel angry at this. I should feel angry that she actually has the guts to make such a video and even post it on the Internet.

"Do i release an official statement sir?" Liam says and i shake my head.

"It's not like I'm considered the best person anyways. The video will help to make me more convincing"

"And remind me why we want that to happen once more Alex?"

I scoff as i chuckle at the sudden chance of address.

"What happened to all the 'sir' you were spewing out earlier"

"Pardon me for that. I don't understand you sometimes."

I have to smile at this. I have to smile at this as i simply open my phone and scroll to a particular picture.

"Sometimes people can't really get who they are. It is left for the world to decide."

"They can decide to see you as a good person if you simply stop letting others take advantage of you"

"I let them take advantage of me for a reason Liam."

He scoffs loudly at that. He scoffs loudly at that as he hands me his phone. "Is it right for people to say that about a twenty two year old?"

"I am a twenty two year old man Liam, people will think whatever they want to think. It still plays out to my advantage in some way"

"They don't see you as a good person. They all refer to you as the beast king" I have to take a pause here. I have to take a pause here as i look at the smug look on his face.

"Do you expect me to be suprised?" I say and that look visibly falls. The look on his face visibly falls as he looks at me with surprise in his eyes.

"How do you sleep at night?"

"With a content heart and knowing that everyone around me will mind their own damn business, but that's changing isn't it?" There is a momentary silence. There is a silence that stretches out forever and I have to smile at this. I know I'm harsh. I know that was harsh and uncalled for but l do not care.

"I'm not a good person Liam. I never was, Do well to remember that next time." He nods his head as he gets the car into gear.

"What are we to do about your current outfit sir?".

I ignore the deliberate formal address and look at my phone.

She's the one. She's the very same one, Blonde hair like the fired star blue crystal hazel flecked eyes and her nature.

I feel pure when I'm around her.I feel safe when i see her. I feel like there's some hope for me yet when i take a look at her and see her Beauty.

That's her name even, beauty making me smile

Liam looks shocked. He looks completely shocked.

"Did i just see you smile?".

Liam asks me this question and i realise that i had actually been smiling.I had actually been smiling and it sounds weird to me too.

"Are you sure you're okay Alexander?" He asks and I nod my head at him.

"I'm perfectly fine.We can drop by my place so l can change there"

He nods his head and i can practically see the question in his eyes.

"It's either you spit it out now Ir you keep it in forever" I say looking at him and he groans as he hits the horn.

"Get out of the effing road if you don't know how to drive!!!"

The person he may or may not have cursed at, i wouldn't care less if he did but this person practically stares back at him in shock and he sticks a tongue out at them.

I actually release a slight chuckle at this.

"Don't you think that's a bit too undignified kmof the soon to be prince of the Williamn people to do?"

"Says the soon to be king of Savannah who doesn't spend any actual time in Savannah. What do you find so fascinating about this hell hole of a place anyways??"

I have to quirk an eyebrow up at him.

"Is William this beautiful?" I say looking at him and he shakes his head.

"That is only because my elder brother is greedy and inconsiderate, as he would rather spend money on luxury cars and prostitute parties than actually using the money for what it's supposed to be used for"

"A very valid point there, so why not just escape to Sydney and have some time to yourself"

"That's because I would rather escape to Savannah where my best friend is the King and which is better than Sydney by the way" I smile awrily as Liam hoots the car horn maniacally.

"I friggin made you smile!!!"

"I made the King of Savannah smile!!!"

He keeps on hooting the horn and i shoot him a glare.

"Stop that. It's always creepy when you start that"

"Do you want us to get arrested in Sydney then?" I say looking at him and his face immidiately drops.

"I would rather have that we do not get arrested. I'm not sure what explanation i would give as to why we are here or more importantly, as to what you are doing here?" I nod at this. I nod as he coughs a bit clearly waiting for an answer but I'm not going to give him anyone.

I also don't know what I'm doing here.At first it had been okay simply being away from the eyes of the council for a while but now I'm suspecting something else. I'm suspecting someone else rather and I have to smile as I look at my phone once more.

Beauty.

I met her only once before now and she had managed to steal what was left of my heart .She managed to steal whatever emotion i had left with how innocent and pure she had been.

She thought I raped her.

She thought i violated her but yet even that just made me find her endearing because her naievity proves that she's still clean.

Her gifts were actually at work and she was standing in a crime scene. I happened to be there and the mistake was made.

Even with what she had thought happened to her she stood up. She stood up after reliving someone's worst nightmares and she started helping those around her.I love her for that. I want her for that.