Falling in love is stupid

I jump out of the showers and i rush into the outfit i had been putting on earlier. Liam is right.

I have been behaving strangely ever since i got here.

Well I've been behaving strangely every time we come here but yet there was a difference in his statement this time isn't there.

He said i was so damn freaking happy and there's confusion running amok in my head.

Am i actually happy??.

I look at my reflection in the mirror and as usual i get a shrug from myself.

Not as polished as Liam, but still not bad for someone who's on his way to a meeting with greedy pretentious monarchs.

The five kingdoms are supposedly holding a meeting today and surprisingly enough i actually didn't get invited.

Well that's not surprising but still.

Arghhhhhh.I feel like jumping and smashing everything around the room.

I don't feel like this because I'm angry or anything. I'm just bursting with nervous energy here. I can already feel the part of me that holds the instinct to act tough and look like someone who can kill at a moments notice simply lying useless at one as it has been annihilated.

And i desperately need that part of me to surface at this moment.

I groan in frustration as i try to school my features into neutrality.

I freaking can't. I can't stop the damn smiling. Her face appears in my head.

Her face is always appearing in my head, She is so different from the rest of them.

The faces of the myraid of women father has pushed to me over the past few years appear in my mind once more and i feel a roiling in my stomach.

They are all beautiful. They were all beautiful at the time too but yet they were all part of a carefully conceived plot themselves.

I was maybe sixteen when all this was happening and i have to say that for a horny sixteen year old who should have jumped at the prospect of sleeping around, i was wise enough not to.

I feel father's plan had been simple. Simple enough that i should probably have not suspected a thing when some pretty innocent looking girls started showing up at school.

I'm guessing i should also not have suspected a thing when they all seemed to show an interest to know me on some more personal terms.

I wasn't ugly.

I wasn't that good looking either.

They all looked like the sort if girls you could fall in love with but that's what made me avoid them even more.

Almost all the guys in my dorm had either developed a crush or an extreme obsession with them.

I smiled subtly at thier stupidity.

I would have expected i be bullied but even at the age of sixteen i could inspire an instinctual fear in people.

I knew falling in love was stupid and so i simply shrugged and shot the whores a glare whenever i was chanced to be assaulted by them.

Falling in love is still stupid and i don't know why I'm being so stupidddd..

Arghhhhh...

I feel i am done with the letting out of the nervous energy. Liam just tells to refer to it as a tantrum but that doesn't sound right

"Done throwing your tantrum?"

I look at the door to see Liam standing there in what i consider casual wear but which still looks better than the tuxedo i have on.

"Are you also going out?" I say looking at him and he nods.

"Remember that thing I told you about?" I hate remembering stuff but I remember this quite easily.

"The stuff about the kidnapped royals?" He nods

"I want to do some snooping around of my own"

I nod back at him like what he's saying is of little to no consequence at all but yet i know that is not true.

It's an issue that's been on my mind too lately,well whenever i get the time to think about it.

Vanishing royals would be an issue of national concern but almost no kingdom has raised an alarm to any of it's royals haven gone missing.

The only reason is because no royal has actually disappeared.

Well no official royal that is.

"You need me to drive you to your meeting?"

Liam says and i nod my head.

He turns and walks out into the hallways but and for once i feel like l should actually take my driving lessons seriously or at least tell Liam to teach me.

I hear a car honk from downstairs and i groan.

I haven't even contemplated my life yet and he's already set to go.

I smile as someone's face appears in my head once more.

Beauty.

Just the name, just the mention of her name makes me feel calm. It makes me feel calm and jittery at the same time and i wish I could talk to her right now.

She doesn't really put herself on the spotlight much but she doesn't need to stand out before you know she's different.

I might be contradicting myself here because she does stand out.

The first time i saw her I had thought that.

Her sisters have pale white skin. She has a milky porcelain that shines in the sunlight.

Her sisters have small faces and pretty lips. She has a striking facial composition that makes her look cute and cut off from the world the same time.

Her sisters have blonde hair that sparkles a shining gold in the sunlight.

Beauty has dark hair. She had hair that would put obsidian to shame with the way it looks so sleek and smooth each and every time i see her.

She's like the most striking person ever and the memory of her makes me feel like the blood has rushed to my head.

She was so close to me the other day. Prince jack had probably recognised me because apparently the guy was in my head without me even knowing.

That's why Liam was so worried. I'm guessing....

I don't really know if he's worried about me or about the person he's practically been stalking the past two weeks.

The life of Prince Jack is a bit boring though.