Painful Memories

Finals just started today and I'm really nervous, I hope that everything will go well. Namjoon hyung treated me and Taehyung to lunch yesterday to wish us good luck for the exams. I love how he's always kind to us, I wish I had an older brother like him.

"Morning Jimin-ah! You ready?" Taehyung asked me with his cute box smile.

I scratched the back of my neck. "I really don't know but I'm sure we can do it!" I winked and put my arm around his shoulder and we headed to our class. Everyone in the school's corridors were wishing good luck to us.

My best friend and I were quite popular even though we never really talked to anyone.

Girls whispered, "They're so boyfriend material!" every time we walked next to them.

We had another 15 minutes before the first exam, we sat down to revise a little in the garden, until my phone vibrated in my pocket. It was a message from Hoseok. "Come to the main door." I lifted an eyebrow and got up to go there with Taehyung. We found him leaning against the wall with a box of chocolate in his hands, he smiled widely when he spotted us coming to him.

"Hoseok hyung! What are you doing here?" Taehyung asked him. I bet he's extremely happy to see his crush before the exams, that lucky bastard.

"I came to see you." Hoseok whispered to him in a very seductive way that made my friend blush.

I was laughing at how cute they looked, they became closer since the day we started the training, Taehyung came almost every day to watch us in the studio to give us his opinions.

"I brought some chocolate for you guys, they say that sweets help you boost your energy." He smiled after handing the box to Taehyung.

"Well, I'll see you when you finish okay?!"

"THANK YOUU HYUNG!" We both yelled.

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Yoongi's POV:

The rays of the sun woke me up, I always hoped that one day I will be able to wake up in my room and find someone preparing my breakfast while smiling at me but this is just a dream. A dream that can't come true right now.

I am only a vagrant and a beggar, I am homeless and penniless, I eat the rest of food that the restaurants throw in the trash, and I spend my days rapping and hoping that people will give some coins. No one seemed interested in my songs, no one understands them. The only exception was that young boy from that day, I wonder who he was.

I looked at the address he wrote in the paper, I obviously didn't know where it was because I don't know anything about Seoul.

If I think about it well, he was kind of different, annoying but different. He said that I'm talented, it's the only thing that made me happy these last days.

Where can I meet people like him?

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3rd pers POV:

Jimin and Taehyung finished their first day of exams, they had only two more days and they will be officially on holidays.

"It wasn't that hard, right?" Taehyung asked his friend.

"Uhm yeah, not bad." Jimin smiled. "Wanna come to the studio with me?"

Taehyung rubbed the back of his neck. "I really would like to but you know, I still haven't finished some of my designs and the entrance exam is in the next week."

Jimin patted his friend's shoulder. "Good luck Taetae!" He smiled. "You were always the 1st in the drawing class, I'm sure you'll pass this exam." He winked.

Taehyung showed his box smile and kissed Jimin in the cheeks. "Thank you Jiminie!" He said, causing a lot of fangirling and fanboying too.

They were just irresistibly cute.

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"Hey Jimin! How was your exam?" Namjoon said after opening the door for him.

"Not bad!" The younger smiled.

Hoseok came to see him, he was sweating very much after the intense practices, he was still making the choreography for the song.

"Where is Taehyung?" He asked him. "He didn't come with you?"

Jimin smirked. "You already miss him hyung?"

The dancer's cheeks became redder than they were. "N-no, I was just asking." He rubbed the back of his neck nervously.

The younger laughed before he put his schoolbag on the chair and took a chocolate donut.

"Jiminie, I want to show you some of my choreography steps." Hoseok told him.

The younger sat on the floor to watch the dancer. He already saw him dancing before but something about his moves was different now. He wasn't only dancing, it was like his emotions and mood were controlling his moves. It was beautiful.

"Hyung, which type of dance it is?" Jimin asked.

"It's contemporary dance." Hoseok smiled. "You like it?"

"No." Jimin sighed "I love it."

Hoseok laughed at Jimin's facial expressions.

"Hyung, I want you to teach me. I want to be a contemporary dancer too." He stood up to face his hyung.

"It's not that easy Jimin-ah. You need to be flexible first." He said.

Jimin smirked. He walked toward Hoseok, he stopped and stretched a little bit before showing him how flexible he is.

Hoseok's jaw was about to drop when he saw what that little boy can do. "H-how?"

The younger started laughing. "You judged me huh?" He smirked again. "I was doing gymnastics since I was five."

He got up and rubbed his hands. "So, when will the classes start?"

The dancer shook his head in disbelief and chuckled. "This boy..."

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Yoongi's POV:

It was dark, there were less people outside and the restaurants were closing one by one, I must guess that it was approximately 10 pm. I couldn't eat anything today, I was very hungry and thirsty at the same time. Just a few people put some money on my paper cup so I just had enough money to buy a small water bottle.

I took my notebook to write some things on it when I saw a group of guys approaching, they were all wearing black leather jackets and looked scary as fuck. I tried to ignore them but it seemed like they were coming to me.

"Look at that pretty boy!" One of them said with a very disgusting face.

"Oh! He's really cute! I'll take him!" Another one said as he touched my face.

I tried to defend myself but he was too strong. "Don't you want me cutie?" he pouted.

"FUCK OFF!" I yelled but I didn't scare them, they started laughing at me.

"Aww! You're so cute when you're angry pretty boy." another asshole touched my hair.

"I SAID FUCK OFF!" I screamed.

One of the guys knelt to face me and smirked. "So, you know how to scream baby boy. It will be much better when you will scream my name later." He touched my cheek and licked his bottom lip.

My head suddenly started hurting me so badly that my vision got blurred I couldn't hear their voices anymore.

*FLASHBACK*

"Yoongi-aah! You're so pretty tonight, I wanna fuck you here and now!" A man's voice said. I couldn't see his face. He was wearing a black hoodie and a face mask. "Come here babe, put those pants away first I don't wanna see them." He said, coldly.

When I didn't want to move, he grabbed me roughly, he violently placed me against the ground and put himself on top of me. He started touching me everywhere, I couldn't do anything because he was blocking my arms. "Please STOOP!!"

*END OF THE FLASHBACK*

I was crying.

What was that? Did I just remember something? Who was that man? What did he do to me?

A lot of questions were killing my mind at that moment.

I felt someone kissing my neck.

"Your skin is so soft baby boy."

He is so fucking disgusting!

I wanted to push him but I couldn't do it. I was feeling too weak.

"DON'T TOUCH ME!!" I screamed but they didn't care about my words. They were touching me everywhere, some of them started removing my shirt.

"STOP IT PLEAASE!!" I was crying, I didn't want to be more miserable than I already was. I didn't want them to take advantage of my weakness.

"Please..." I started losing my breath.

My cries were of no use, no one listened to me, I am only a less than nothing after all.

I decided to give up, I could not defend myself, then it was better to let them take what they want and to leave me in peace.

I closed my eyes and left a deep breath. "I have no reason to live anyways." I mumbled.

After a few seconds, I heard the five men yelling in pain. I opened an eye and found them laying on the ground groaning with pain. I lifted my head to see a young guy taking care of them, he seemed so skilled, how can he beat five strong men alone?

"I SWEAR IF ANYONE TOUCHES HIM AGAIN I WILL FUCKING KILL YOU!" He yelled.

This voice...

"YOU HEAR ME?!" He repeated. The men were now shaking with fear, they stood up, one by one and ran away the faster they could.

The boy left a deep sigh and turned to look at me. My eyes widened when I recognized him, that nice guy from that day.

He looked cute but he was really muscular, really manly.

He knelt and put his hand on my shoulder but I felt like my skin was burning. "Don't touch me." I whispered.

He quickly removed his hand. "Uhm yeah sorry." He said. "Are you okay?"

I started crying because of his kind words. Why is he kind to me? I am nothing.

"Please, don't cry." He said with a sad smile. I lifted my head to see his close face, he is beautiful, really handsome. His eye-smile calmed me and made me stop sobbing.

"I'm Jimin!" He smiled to me. "What's your name?"

I hesitated, "Yoongi."

He put my notebook and pen in his schoolbag and stood up. "Yoongi hyung, I want you to come with me."

I lifted an eyebrow, not understanding what he meant. "Come with you? Where?"

"You're not thinking about staying in the street, right? Those bastards can come back anytime." Jimin said seriously. "I have a place where you can stay safely."

I frowned. "Where is it?" I asked coldly. The stranger rolled his eyes and grabbed my arm to make me stand up. "Stop with the questions and come with me."

I quickly snatched Jimin's hand from my arm. "I told you not to touch me." I said threateningly.

The high schooler put his hands up and chuckled. "Fine, fine. I won't touch you. Let's go."

I followed him silently, I didn't know where we were going but I just stayed behind him.

We stopped at a convenience store. "You must be hungry, wait for me here." Jimin said, pointing at a free table outside.

"Welcome!" The handsome worker said. Jimin smiled to him and went to look for something to eat. He bought two cups of beef ramen.

"Where is the hot water machine?" He asked the worker. "There!" He pointed at the corner of the big store.

He followed Jimin there to help him put the hot water inside the cups.

"Thank you!" Jimin smiled.

"Here is your ramen!" Jimin came back with our food.

I licked my lips after smelling the delicious smell coming out of the cup. "Thank you." I mumbled quietly.

Jimin smirked. "It's nothing." He said before he started eating.

It was just a cup of ramen, but it felt like heaven, it has been days since I ate anything except a few pieces of bread and small bowls of rice that were offered to me by one of the waiters of the restaurant. I was so hungry, that I was eating very quickly.

"Hey, eat slowly hyung, it's still so hot." Jimin chuckled. "Don't worry, if you're still hungry after, I can buy you another cup."

I stopped eating and stared at the guy in front of me. "Why are you being so nice to me?" I finally asked.

Jimin rubbed the back of his neck. "I don't know, you didn't seem like a bad person maybe that's why."

"How can I trust you..." I mumbled, hoping the younger didn't hear it.

"Trusting me or not is your choice." Jimin surprised me.

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3rd pers POV:

"Jimin? I thought you went home, why did you come back?" Namjoon, who was still working on something, asked the younger.

"I have a favor to ask you hyung." He said awkwardly before telling Yoongi to enter the studio.

The producer raised an eyebrow after seeing the guy with a dirty hospital gown. "Who's this?"

"Long story but, can he stay here for the night?" Jimin asked hopefully.

Namjoon stood up and signaled him with his eyes to follow him in the other room, leaving Yoongi alone.

"What do you mean stay here? Why would he?" Namjoon whispered so the stranger won't hear him.

"He has nowhere to go, he got bullied in the street, I can't let him stay there." Jimin said with a sad smile.

"I know that you're being kind Jimin, but how can we trust a stranger? And don't forget that we're working on music, we don't need any distractions." The older said.

Jimin didn't know what to say until he remembered something. "He writes songs! I heard him rap before, I swear he's good hyung."

Namjoon sighed heavily. "And?"

"And he can maybe join us? You said that we need talented people so here is one." He smiled.

The older rubbed his chin, he thought for a few moments about what the younger just said. It's true that they needed more people to help them but he didn't know if he should trust someone like him. "Well, I'll let him stay here for tonight. But, tomorrow he'll have to impress me if he wants to stay with us."

Jimin smiled widely. "Yes! Thank you hyung!" He hugged the producer.

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"Yoongi hyung, you can stay here tonight." Jimin smiled.

Yoongi bowed shyly to Namjoon.

"I heard that you write songs." Namjoon told him.

The stranger raised an eyebrow at Jimin.

"Actually, I still haven't told you that we are working on a music group project." Jimin said. "We started the training two months ago, we are three for the moment; Namjoon hyung, a guy named Hoseok and me."

Yoongi was confused. "I see," he mumbled.

"We'll talk about the details tomorrow, it's too late now. Jimin, I will drive you home." the producer said.

The younger nodded with a smile. "Yoongi hyung, there is a blanket in the other room, you can sleep on it, see you tomorrow!" He smiled.