CHAPTER FOUR

Watching the men come and go out of their house intensified that curiosity and watching them through the hole was enough motivation to know that. .she wanted to be different from her mother, less stupid and naive. But able to wield the power between her legs to get whatever she wants.

She had seen it in movies, read it in books, seen the way the men fall around her mother and give her what she wants.

She only wondered why it didn't give her mother joy or sense? Her mother was stupid!

But She was going to make this gift, this sexual gift give her joy, fame , prestige and...love

Yes love too.

I mean, she was beautiful, she was a senior .

She had people who wanted to be like her, begged to be like her.

She had men falling for her even now.

She had her first experience with one of her mother's visitor's son when she was away.This was a couple of years ago. He had come to look for her mother to give her something from his father , not able to reach her on phone but Chidera had answered the door.

'Is your mother around ?"

"No she isn't, why?"

"My father sent me..to give her something " he touched his breasts pocket

"Give her what?" She eyed him

"Money!" He said dropping his hands

She wondered if he knew what his father did with her mother. .

'What for ?" She asked coming out abit and resting by the door

He shrugged ,

But his eyes had left her eyes and was staring at her. She realised he was looking at her body, she was wearing a short bum short and a see through bodies with a half tub inside. She was still a Virgin , "untouched " as her mother would say.

''What are you staring at?" She had asked him frowning. .

'N-nothing! " He stuttered.

Yes, she has always been beautiful, a round waist even for her age, a lovely set of twin towers and bright eyes. .

Even her mother praised her. Everyone praised her. So she knew he was admiring her

She felt excited. .

What if he admired her fully. Her mother used to say men would kill for a woman with her body

"Atleast the solder gave me a beauty for a daughter " she prided herself, telling anyone who ever cared to listen ..

''My daughter would be miss world one day" she sang..

Chidera snaps back to the boy standing infront of her.

Then she had the most inspiring idea. Mother was away, maybe she could play..

"You want to come in and wait for her ?" She had asked him.

He didn't look much older than she was. He was reluctant at first, then he nodded. They sat on the sofa, watching a soap opera on TV.

Tick

Tock

Tick

Tock

The grandfather's clock sang hanging on the wall. He was sipping the fanta slowly she had given him a few minutes ago. The envelope he had for her mother was lying on the table next to her and they were sitting side by side. She had always wanted to try it out, what her mother did and what she saw on TV; the touching; the actually touching, kneading , caressing and actually penetrating .

Now she was too scared to go along with it.

She stood up, " Its like mama wouldn't come now, when she comes I will tell her you brought something from.....?"

"Papa John. That's what my father said to tell her " the boy says

"Okay..papa John. .so you are John? "

He shakes his head " No, I am Luke. John is my brother " he said getting up.

They walk to the door, she infront and he behind. .

A cockroach picked then and crosses her path and she jumps screaming, hitting him and they both fall on the sofa

'Sorry " she told him

"Sorry " he said , his hands holding her waist.

His hands felt hot to her bare skin, and his breath was equally hot to her cheeks.

"Its okay' she rolls off him, hitting the ground and standing up adjusting herself staring at him

He gets up and then looks up, his mouth drops open

A raised eyebrow, she looks at him.

"What? " She asked. .

He blinks a little, his mouth still open, he stutters and then points. .she follows his finger to find out that one of her twin towers had popped out to say hello

"Oh my God " she covers her breast. .

But something got her attention, his frontal area of his shorts had a different look, like a rising bulge.

She points at him,

He looks down to see, then he grabs himself, obviously embarrassed.

And that was it.

She smiles at him and him at her,.. she asks him if he would like to touch and he nodded, she nodded to his question too.And before long they were exploring each others body.

For a young boy he was big, and for a Virgin she didn't realise it would hurt so much. But by the second and third time, she didn't feel it anymore. .

Luke came every day till he went off to school out of states.They never told anyone, and mama never found out.

To mama, she was the perfect daughter who despite seeing her mother do all kinds of things. .she still remained pure and chaste just like her mother wanted and asked her to.

But...

What mama doesn't know won't hurt her.

After Luke there have been -Emeka, Chukwuka, chima and some other faceless people. And little gifts like necklaces, cloths , shoes and gadgets she got and a few changes to buy randoms.

Yes, she loved the life. She doesn't have to be stupid like her mother, she would be smart, beautiful and use her body to get what she wants.

She was glad holiday was over, back in school she could do whatever she wanted.

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