REGRET

KEAGAN'S POV~

"I missed you so much after our one-night stand. I missed you terribly. Did you miss me too?" She fluttered her eyelashes, which flustered me.

She bit her lip, her fingers suddenly moving to my belt, savagely tugging at the buckle to undo it. Her frenzied gaze never left mine, making my heart beat furiously against my ribcage. Fuck she was so fucking hot. I wanted to drag her to her knees and ram my cock into those full lips.

My head was spinning with lust, fueled by her seductive movements and the way she stared at me, but I knew this was all shades of wrong.

Fuck! I was married, and my mate was asleep and exhausted just right behind me, a few walls separating us. I forced a frown on my face before taking a step back, watching Emma’s mouth part in shock.

"Emma... You need to stop this right now. I'm a married—"

"It doesn't even matter!" she whisper-yelled, moving towards me. "I know how much you miss me. Just let me prove it to you and show it how it was between us.”

Warning bells began to ring in my head. This was bad... So, so bad but I couldn’t stop.

“Please,” she begged, her leg imploring me closer to her molten core, dress riding up her hip to expose one long, smooth leg to my hand. When her eyes found mine, they were misty and greedy. “I need to feel you inside of me. Don't deny me this.”

Oh shit! Her words were enough to drive a man to madness. This couldn’t be happening right now. Despite my mind saying no, my body was responding with frightening eagerness to her hunger. Her hand captured me between the legs, where she rubbed my firm length through my linen pants with a satisfied smirk. “Feel this? I did this to you. Let me give you mind-blowing sex ever.”

Grabbing her wrist, I roughly yanked it away from my throbbing cock with a glare. “Don't you fucking get it? Things have changed, and whatever that happened between us, it was an accident and besides, it happened way before my marriage!"

Her eyes still stared at me with challenge. And it was then I realized something. Emma was sexier and had that spirit to challenge, and that was a wild charm. Jessica was the opposite, dull, weak, and always exhausted. I couldn't stand her anymore but Emma on the other hand…fuck.

Sighing, I looked away and felt her walk closer. “ Just this once, baby. One more taste, Alpha Keagan and you will never regret this.”

With a nod, I knew my fate had been sealed.

Emma led me quietly out of the room, heading in the direction of the guest room. She quickly began to undress, my eyes trained on her. I felt my mouth drooling and at the same time, my hands began to slide over the buttons of my shirt.

“Turn around," I ordered. And she did as she was told.

“Bend over," I growled again, I wanted this to be done quickly. Emma walked to the mattress, bending over like I ordered.

 “Such a good little slut. So fucking eager for my cock. Spread your legs.” I reached down for my cock, positioning it at her entrance.

“Fuck me harder… please.” She whined. I didn't even like that needy sound.

“You’re a dirty slut, aren’t you?” My hand slips beneath her head and I wove my fingers into her hair, yanking at it. It drew her head back to expose her throat to me, making her whine louder as her eyes rolled back.

My head bent to capture her moan in my mouth; devouring the sound and feeding it back to her as my hips and tongue turn sloppy and rough. I pounded into her, feeling Emma reach that point of no return.

“I—I—Oh. My. Fucking. Goodness,” Emma gasped, words punctuated by emotion. Her hands climbed up her body to her mouth, fingers catching between her teeth.  Her breath began coming in pants so loud, I knew she was about to shatter.

And just as she tightened around me, I rolled her onto her back once more and pounded relentlessly inside of her, the cries of ecstasy exploding from her lips unchecked, and I swallowed them with my mouth.

It felt so good feeling Emma convulse and throb all over me, pulsing and shaking as I fucked her into oblivion. As her wild, keening moans escalated, I slip a hand over her mouth, sliding my fingers inside her mouth, where she licked and sucked them wildly. My hips bucked when she contracted around my turgid length.

I kept fucking her until she screamed, before I placed my hands over her mouth to muffle it, watching her come apart on my cock.

Immediately I had my release, fuck! I felt my senses return to my damn body. The room turned silent, all that was left was the harsh, rasping sound of our breath as we rode the high of our orgasms.

Guilt coursed through my veins like ice, chilling me to the bone. A heavy weight settled on my chest, making it difficult to breathe. My heart sank into the pit of my stomach, a queasy sensation taking hold.

 An unrelenting tightness gripped my throat, and I found it challenging to swallow past the lump that had formed there.

Fuck!

What if Jessica sensed the betrayal through the mating bond? I couldn't face her.

Shit! I couldn’t even think about how her facial expressions were going to shatter with hurt.

Hanging my head, I squeezed my eyes shut, attempting to escape the accusing images that danced behind my eyelids. My face contorted with remorse, a deep line creasing my brow as my lips pressed into a thin, grim line.

With trembling hands, I raked my fingers through my hair, gripping it tightly as if I could somehow purge the guilt from my mind.

Fuck. Fuck. What the fuck did I just do?

Emma tried touching me, but I shot her a warning glare. Hissing under my breath, I moved away from her and sat up on the bed.

I was totally fucked.