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Chapter 6 I CANT STOP!!

DAMIAN'S POV

Zephyr's voice filtered into my head. "Damien, what are you doing? You're killing her. Stop it."

My thoughts raced back, "I... I can't. I can't stop myself."

Zephyr's voice grew more urgent. "You need to stop. Look at her. She's dying. Get your fangs out of her."

My inner voice trembled, "My God, she's delicious. I... I just can't stop."

Zephyr's voice, filled with frustration and desperation, replied "If you don't want a dead body in your arms by the end of this, I ask that you snap out of this?"

That snapped me to my senses. With a shudder, I forced myself self to pull my fangs from Leah's neck.

I licked the bite marks to stop the bleeding and aid the healing. As I did, my heart pounded, both from the rush of the moment and the struggle within myself.

Leah, barely conscious, groggily looked up at me and weakly asked, "What just happened?"

Not sure myself, I looked into her eyes, compelling her, "You are to forget everything that happened here at once and go to sleep".

Nodding slightly, she went limp in my arms and I lay her down gently

With that, I swiftly left Leah's room in a flash and headed to my chamber. Once there, I pressed the bell lying on my table side, summoning Nana.

Waiting for her to show up, my mind went back to everything that just happened.

Panicking, I wondered how far I would have gone if my wolf hadn't intervened.

I was both shocked and scared at how quickly I lost control of my urges

Shaking it off, I turned to see Nana come into my room and stood expectantly.

"Go to her chamber and check on her", I ordered her.

She bowed a little, muttering "Yes, master" before turning to leave.

"Bring me Tania", I said to her retreating form.

She stopped for a bit, gave a little nod, and left.

I laid back on my bed, clutching my head. It all seems too much. This was the first time I had ever lost control, it had never been like this.

No one had made me feel like this, what's with her blood? It tastes so good, it's taking everything in me to not go back and continue.

I groaned, grabbed a pillow, and threw it.

What the fuck is wrong with me?

I have never drank this much blood and still want more. Where the bloody fuck is Tiana?

I turned towards the door, frustratingly, only to find her already sitting down, with her neck bared open and her eyes closed

"I would appreciate it if you announce yourself the next time you come into my chamber", I told her, already striding towards her.

There wasn't a response, not that I was expecting any. We never did create any bond apart from that of a bloodsucker and a donor.

When I got to her, my hands skimmed her pale neck, and my barely satisfied hunger came back stronger. My eyes dilated, and my mouth opened, revealing my protruding fangs.

I lightly grazed her neck with anticipation, hoping she would fill me so I couldn't find a reason to give in to my urges.

A little gasp, a little whimper and I sank into her, breaking through her translucent skin.

The first few drop of blood I tasted tasted like shit and I hurriedly pulled my fangs out, looking at her with pure horror and a bit of disgust.

"Leave now", I bellowed, causing her to stand up and take a few steps backward while using her hands to stop the bleeding.

I looked at her hands, wishing I could bring her close and stop the bleeding but I couldn't.

I feel irritated, I need her to leave.

"Go to Nana for treatment", I advised, trying to be a bit helpful.

"But master, did I do anything wrong?", she asked timidly.

"TIANA, GET OUT", I shouted and she ran out.

I turned towards the direction of my bathroom and headed there, shedding my clothes on the way.

On getting there, I immediately turned on the shower and stood under the outpour of cold water, trying to combat my urge and getting lost in thought.

" That was a bit rude" " Zephyr's voice filtered through my thoughts.

" I know. Thank you for earlier, you did save a life, not mine thou", I replied to him, in my head.

"you are welcome, but why did you think you acted that way? What's wrong with her blood?", he asked.

Focusing on his voice, I sighed a little as I thought a bit about his question.

" Hell if I know. I just couldn't stop. That was the first time I have lose control and couldn't stop sucking. I hated myself for losing control that bad. I could have killed her. For a moment there, there was no difference between me and a reaper", I replied, throwing my head back, and letting the water hit my face.

"Don't beat yourself over it. What so special about her?", he asked curiously.

"I don't know, I guess I'm still trying to find out", I told him but my mind drifted back to the first time I saw her.

Walking around the compound, waiting for my father to be done with dinner with his real family so I could talk business with him.

She walked passed me, totally lost in her phone, oblivious to me standing and watching her.

My eyes were glued to her form, drawn towards her surrounding energy. The pull was gravitational and I didn't even try resisting.

My wolf whispered mate, my mouth opened showing fangs, ready to mark, my nose raised, sniffing out her scent and branding it to my brain.

I couldn't move until she left the premises and even then, it took a while to shake off the chains of the attraction

I asked around for her identity, I was saddened hearing she was getting married to my half brother but I didn't take myself entirely out of her life.

I kept tabs on her, protecting her from the shadow as she lived a beautiful life. It no longer was a bond of mate but something more, something unexplainable.

When her life took a turn for the worse, I watched her more closely and I was thankful I did, I wouldn't have been able to save her when she fell off the ledge.

I remember almost losing my mind as I watched her fall off, my legs moving on their own accord as I rushed to catch her and take her back to her hospital room.

The few days that followed were pure hell, I was always checking in and the day I came a bit late, I was informed she was already headed for Aiden's place and I went after.

Took advantage of the whole chaos and her anger to claim her and bring her to my place only to try and kill her.

I sighed again and turned off the water, grabbed a towel, and started cleaning off the water on my body.

"Master, master Damien", Clinton, my beta's voice echoed.

I came out and looked around for him but didn't see him.

"Master Damien, do you hear me", his voice echoed again.

I almost turned to look around for him before I realized it was in my head.

Clinton was mindlinking me and I didn't even realize.

This situation got me bad!!

"Yes, Clinton. What is wrong?", I replied to him.

"There is a message for you", he replied

"Can't it wait? I don't think I'm in the mood for that", I replied to him, already digging Into my closet for clothes.

"No sir, it can't", he replied again, his voice more determined.