Chapter 5

Chapter 5

Hunter’s pov

I kept trying to get a hold of CeeCee. I just needed to know why she did it. Why did she leave me? I thought we were happy. Could I have been that wrong? Was she unhappy and I just didn’t notice it? Was it because I was always gone? I just really didn’t know what exactly went wrong.

I went to the restaurant where she worked, and they told me she’s out of town. So, she not only dumped me via email she just takes off. Did she hate me this much? I was hurt. Devastated actually my heart was broken.

How could she claim to love me then leave like that? Did I do something wrong? I kept her out of the spotlight to protect her. Was I wrong in doing that? I thought I was doing the right thing. I thought she knew how much I loved her but apparently not. Or she just didn’t care. Thinking that really got to me.

I didn’t want her to have to deal with the drama I deal with on a daily basis. I thought it would be too much stress on our relationship. I thought it would end us. I guess there never truly was an us.

I gave up my career to be with her. I didn’t really know what to do now. All my future plans included her in them. How do I figure out where to go from here? How do I have a future without her in it. I didn’t know if I could.

I needed to find out where she went and go after her. She owed me an explanation. I decided to go back to the restaurant. I sat at a table and ordered my usual. Maybe I could over hear where CeeCee had went.

A woman that looked a lot like CeeCee was my server. I asked her what their famous chef had special on the menu tonight. She told me that CeeCee was away because she had entered a cooking contest but would be back soon to plan her wedding.

I almost chocked on my meal. Did she say wedding? CeeCee is engaged? What the hell. She has lied to me all along. I thought she was my girl. What was this? Was everything she had ever told me all lies? I didn’t want to believe that.

Was I just some fling before she got married to the real man she loved? I felt lost. I had so many questions. I needed to see her. I felt lost. I had so many questions. I needed to see her. I had to know the truth.

I paid for my meal then quickly went home. I packed my bags then took off. She was going to see me. She owed me answers. Then maybe I could move on and put all of this behind me. I would have closure.

I was just glad her mom told me where she was. I don’t know why she did. It was even together. Did she tell her mother about me? No that couldn’t be since her mother just told me she was marrying someone else.

I was so glad I was able to rent a private plane last minute. I can’t believe I was going to Paris. I was chasing after a woman that was marrying someone else once she got home. I know CeeCee said her father wanted to one day pick her husband. Was that what was going on?

If that’s why she left me, we can figure it all out. I would go to her father and get his approval. I would do whatever it takes to be with her. She didn’t have to run all the way to Paris to get away. This was all just a little crazy.

The more I thought about all of this the more upset I got. If this was about her family I don’t think she would be doing this. No, I think she’s in love with someone else and didn’t know how to tell me the truth. She’s a coward a cheater and a liar. All of which I hate.

I am such a fool because I fell for all her lies. Now here I am still falling for all her craziness. I should have just called my agent and went back to work. I should be doing the movies. I shouldn’t be flying half way across the world for someone I thought I knew.

Maybe I shouldn’t even worry about finding her. Then again, I know if I didn’t go and talk to her I would always wonder what if. I will always have these questions in the back of my mind. I didn’t want that either. I just didn’t know what to do. I was so broken and confused.

I still had the ring I intended to give her in my pocket. I don’t even know why I’m bringing it when I know she will be wearing some other man’s ring on her finger. I guess I just wished that her family was wrong. That this was all some sort of joke.

I decided to write her a letter. I needed to put into words everything I was feeling. I didn’t want to leave anything out. Who knows if I would have the courage to say it all when I see her. At least with me writing it down I could give it to her or send it to her. Either way she needs to know how I feel.

Once I started writing all the emotions just started to pour out. I didn’t realize how much I truly loved CeeCee until I lost her. If I didn’t know how much she meant to me then how could she have known. Maybe I was to blame for all of this.

That thought stopped me dead in my tracks. I was far from perfect. I know it was hard to keep everything a secret, and I was gone a lot. Now I felt like finding her was the best thing I could do. I was going to pour my heart and. If she still wanted to marry this other guy after that then I would walk away for good.