CHAPTER XI

CHAPTER XI

We're in my bed while I'm on top of him. Moving up and down. After we had sex in the bathroom, we decided to moved here. It's more comfortable than the standing position. I don't know what time is it already. All I know now is I want more of him.

"Avin. . . I'm near again." I made my move faster than before until I reached my climax. He changed our position. He's now on top of me. He made his way inside me and move like there's no tomorrow. Seconds later, I felt him cum inside me.

We are both panting and breathing heavily when he rested his head on my chest. When we were both calm, he laid beside me and hugged me tight. While I put my gaze on the ceiling.

"Stephanie, I will never get tired of having sex with you. Everything was awesome," he whispered near my ear.

"You didn't use condom, did you?" I asked, neglecting what he said. I felt him stilled. "I should take pills. Or have a Depo shot. What do you think? You always forgot wearing a condom."

"Do we really need that? What matters now is we are both satisfied. Don't worry, I won't cum inside you again," he said, sounding mad.

"Not cuming inside isn't sure. I don't wanna get pregnant. I'm not ready to be a mother. We don't even love each other. We are just fubu. No love, just fuck. You said that last night, remember?"

He sighed deeply, "Yeah, no love, just fuck. That's our motto in life. Do what you want, Steph. Just don't have sex with other guys."

"We should have conditions or rules. Just like a real deal in business, we have those," I seriously said.

"Okay," I felt him nod. "First rule; no other people, it's just the two of us. We should be exclusive with each other. No boys for you, no girls for me. No kissing with others."

I switched my position to meet his eyes. "Second rule; I should have my pills or depo and a monthly check up for me and you."

"Why?" his reaction was kind of disappointed. "We are both clean. I did had sex with other girls from the past but I never forgot to use protection."

"I know. I just want to make sure," I reasoned out. "And if you used condom with other girls, why are you not using a condom with me?"

"I'm too focus on you that I forgot it. Also, you said you will take pills right? Or depo? So condom will have no use. I love it raw with you. Don't compare yourself with other girls. You are different." He gave me a soft kiss. "Third rule; don't think of anybody else whenever we are together. I want you to only think about me."

I gave him a sarcastic laugh, "That's impossible. Can't I think about my work?"

He shook his head, "Babe, whenever we are together I'm having an amnesia. I always forget my work."

"That's ridiculous," I said, shaking my head a bit. "Fourth rule; don't fall. . . In love. We should keep our hearts away from this. No love, just fuck."

His face went dark. The unnamed emotions are on his face again. I still don't know what those emotions are for.

"I wonder if you can do that." I glared on what he said. "No emotions attached then, only lust stays."

"Yeah. No emotions attached. Don't fall in love."

"Fifth rule; let's enjoy every minute of this relationship. Enjoyment will heal you. So let's keep enjoying this shit," he looked seriously in my eyes. "Sadness, pain, grief, and love. . . Are not allowed in this relationship."

I agreed by nodding, "I will take note on that. I promise to follow the rules. I don't have anything to add. How about you?"

"I still have one. Sixth rule; If this relationship will last until a year, we'll get married without hesitations."

I blinked a few times to think deeply about his last rule. Is he crazy? Marriage is a different thing. We don't love each other.

"W-what? Are going insane? We agreed to no love, just fuck. Why the heck did you involved marriage here?" I'm confused.

"Are you backing out?"

"No—"

"Then agree to the last rule. I'm sure about this. I'm ready to face the consequences. I hope you, too."

I bit my lower lip. Marriage? But that only if we last for a year. Maybe this won't last long. I hope.

"Fine. I agree with the last rule," I rolled my eyes. "Anyway, we won't last that long. I'm sure of that."

The sides of his lips rose up. "If that's what you think. Before we end this conversation, we should have a punishment if one of us didn't follow the rule."

"What kind of punishment?"

"It depends on us if what kind do we want. When you didn't follow, I'll give you a punishment, and if I do the same, you will give me a punishment as well."

"I get it," I sleepily said. "I wanna sleep now. I'm tired." My eyes are already shut when I felt a soft thing touched my forehead. "Hmm. . ." I pushed him.

"Sleep well, babe. Sorry but I'm not sorry for making you tired," those are the last words I heard before dozing off to sleep.

Sunday morning came. Usually, every Sunday, I go to Taden and take him with me the whole day, and have a dinner with my family. But since I was with Taden just a day ago, I decided to just go alone. I'm sure even on Sunday, a doctor has a work.

He was hugging me when I woke up. It took me minutes before getting out of his hold because it was tight. I feel sore all over but I don't mind. All I think was getting off of him. When I successfully done that, he woke up. He hurriedly got up from my bed.

"Where are you going? You are leaving me again? The last time that we had sex you left me without waking me up," he looks furious. I think I traumatised him the last time.

"I won't go anywhere. I'm in my condo, remember? This is my place, why would I go out? I will just cook breakfast. I'm famished," I explained. "Get off of me now." He looks reluctant but he still followed what I said.

"Okay. Just cook our breakfast. Don't leave again without saying anything," he seriously said. His face is blank. I can't read him again. His aura is darker than before and his eyes looks so intimidating.