Chapter 11

Blae POV

"What boy," says Gary and charges Thayer. I think his friends see what Gary doesn't, 5 big ass men behind Thayer. They don't move though, they don't need to. Gary throw a punch and Thayer dodges it and do a karate move on Gary dumb ass. One kick to the head and Gary is out.

Thayer walks over to me and grab my hair, "you were fucking with him."

"No Thayer, I swear."

One guy from his group stepped up and said, " she's telling the truth Thayer, she didn't do anything." Thayer wasn't listening though he was long gone, lost.

"Ian stay the fuck out of my business. He then starts to drag me to the door. Everybody is watching, but I don't care, I have bigger problems right now. His truck is brought around, and he throws me in the passenger seat and gets in.

"So, you're trying to play me with your ex, it’s not enough that I blocked him from calling you. You still want to fuck with him huh," he said and grabbed my head and shoved it toward the window, my head connects, and I see stars. I feel a trickle of blood running down the side of my head.

I turn my body to face him and say, "Thayer, listen to me, I didn't lead him on baby, he attacked me. Thayer please!!"

He was past listening to me; he was mumbling to himself about whores and fuck boys. We arrived at his place and went through the garage elevator and took it up to his penthouse.

I am slung across the floor as soon as we enter. I quickly take my shoes off because I might have to run and hide. I get up and run to the kitchen. It has an island in the middle. I run around it to create a barrier and plead my case.

"Thayer baby listen to me. I don't want him; I only want you. He forced me on the dance floor. I didn't do anything Thayer!"

He wasn't listening, he jumped across the island and tackled me to the floor. He raised his fist high and brought it down on my face. I tried to roll over to protect myself, but he wouldn't let me. He just rolls me back over and hits me again, I cry out. He stands up and starts to take off his belt and start beating me with it.

"Thayer please," I scream.

He drops the belt and grabs me by my hair and drags me to the bedroom and throws me in the closet. After I realized what he'd done I started banging on the closet door screaming. Did he actually lock me in here?

"Thayer please don't leave me here." I quiet down after a while, the liquor and the beatings getting to me. I can't rest, I need Thayer, dumb as that sound, I can't sleep without him. This whole time I've been sleeping and cuddling with him, I've become spoiled.

"Thayer I can't sleep like this. I'm sorry, next time I'll try harder to get away. Thayer pluuu..eesse I can't sleep alone," my voice is hoarse. I shouted one last time, "Thayer pleeeease!!!"

The door opens and he stares down at me. I quickly crawl out and climb up him and hold him and cry, "Thayer why would you not believe me. I care about you. I wouldn't do that to you. Thayer please don't hurt me anymore. I can't sleep in that closet, I need you."

"You love me," he stated.

"Yes."

He grabs me by my face and starts kissing me.

"I do Thayer, don't make me sleep in there, I don't want him Thayer please.” I'm babbling all kinds of things to make him believe me. I love him and I want him to believe me.

He picks me up and carries me to the bed and we sleep the night and the next day away.

The next day after I wake up to licking on my face. I open my eyes. It was a dog! A white and grey dog, a German shepherd to be exact, "Hey fella where did you come from."

"Me," Thayer said walking in.

"Thayer, you got me a dog."

"Yep."

"Is this supposed to make up for how you treated me, sometimes you are so horrible to me Thayer. Why?”

"He's a massive shepherd from England," he said ignoring me.

"Thayer!"

"I don't want to talk about it. It's over, unless you still want to talk about how you were on the dance floor kissing your fucking ex."

"I just want you to listen to me sometimes, that's all, but thanks for the dog."

"You're welcome, what will you name him."

I look at him really well. "ash, I'll name him ash."

"Great," he said and left for work.

Ash was pretty big already, I should have named him bear, because he's big and hairy. "Ash I'm going to leave Thayer if he doesn't change, what would you think of that buddy, just you and me." He lays his big head on my lap. "I mean he hasn't even said he loves me back, what should I do. Should I stay and hope that he will change or leave and rip my own heart out."

All my life I have watched men dominate women, especially my mom and dad. She waits on him hand and foot and I know she loves him but she can't do anything without his say so and I don't know if I want to live my life that way. My dad's side of the family is full of lunatics, they all dominate their women. I'll go talk to him. I get up and put on a little makeup to cover my bruises. They are mostly gone but I still put some on. I finished getting dressed and left.