TWELVE

"What is my problem? Why the fucking hell are you touching me?" He seethed.

"Why didn't you wake me up, you of all people know this is assessment week " I continued with a growl.

"Wait I'm just your fiancé, not your bodyguard. It really isn't my business if you wake up or not. I really don't care" he said with a dark voice

"I hate you. So fucking much" I pointed at his chest

"Well you see cupcake, the feelings actually very mutual" he said, removing my finger

"Why can't you just be a human being for once, do you know what I went through just because you don't want to have a heart for just once in your life?" I asked, frustration resurfacing

"Look, like I said before, I don't give a Damn about you or whatever you do.

I don't know what your problem is this afternoon but I think you should find something or someone to deal with your bad day. This wasn't part of my plan okay. " he said standing up, pointing to our rings

"You know who you remind me of? You remind me of someone that is so bitter

Someone who's only interest is for himself

Someone who doesn't care at all

You know who that is?

You remind me So much of your father. At some point, I was beginning to doubt your resemblance now I know that you are exactly like him by heart. And that is why I despise you" I said, anger in my voice

"Don't you ever, ever say that to me again" he whispered coldly to me before walking out leaving with my angry tears

God, why are boys so stupid!

...........

I've been contemplating whether or not I should knock on the apartment door to speak to my friends. I know I was a teeny little bit kind of harsh but in my defense, I was so frustrated but even so, they were only trying to be there for me. Deciding on what to do, I stopped fidgeting and knocked which was opened by Carter making me almost knock him instead.

"Sorry" we both said

"No it was my fault" we continued

"No, it wasn't" we stated

"Yes it was" we went on

"Shut up" then we hugged each other so tightly. One down, two to go

"You don't have to apologize; I get it you were frustrated. I understand you and I'm sorry still" Carter says apologetically

"No I overreacted and I put my anger on you guys and it wasn't meant to be. And I'm the one that's meant to apologize really" I gave him a tightlipped smile

"We are all Sorry love. We both have a part to play okay?" Melia said as she and Brooke entered the living room

"Oh I love you guys " I cooed

"I love you" they chorused as we went in for a hug

"So after your outburst with us, I followed you with the intention of trying to be there for you but uhm I overheard your argument with Alex. Everything okay?" Brooke spoke up as we stopped hugging

"He's too much of a pain in the ass. But I kind of also took it too far when I mentioned him being exactly like his dad" I said remorsefully

"Oh burn. That's got to hurt" Carter said in mock pain

"Yes I know but he was really pissing me off and I had to defend myself and well he got a little too pissed" I sighed

"I think you should at least apologize like you did with us" Brooke suggested and the others nodded in agreement

"Yeah, he can be a jerk sometimes-"

"No all the time" I say interrupting Melia

"Well okay, he is a jerk but comparing him to his father. Of all father's. His father?. Now that requires an apology" she analyses

"Okay I will talk to him when I get back to the house" I say defeated

"Speaking of houses, how's your mansion?" Carter cooed

"Carter, you need to stop spending too much time around ladies"

............

After my cab dropped me off at my place, I took small steps to the door, fiddling with my hands to pass away time.

I hate feeling guilty and I can't believe I'm going to apologize to that airhead but it is what it is. Placing my hands together, I walked to the front door and opened it revealing a very tired Lexis. Upon noticing me, he stood up and began walking away.

"Wait, please. Just wait" I told him but he stopped for a second and continued walking so I followed him

"For God's sake, stop walking and hear me out" I snapped causing him to stop.

"What the fuck do you want and please make it quick, I have a lot of things to do" he said in a cold manner but I ignored it.

"I'm sorry okay. I'm sorry for snapping at you, I'm sorry for getting angry and I'm sorry for referring you to your dad and I'm sorry" I mumbled

"I don't know why you just told me that but I don't need it, not now nor ever" he said shortly before walking upstairs.

Well, I deserved that. So I went up to my room to binge-watch Gilmore Girls on Netflix with my MacBook.

After an hour or so of Netflix, I realized that I couldn't sleep so I decided to take a walk around this excessively huge house since I haven't gotten any chance to do so.

I checked out the living rooms, the pool room, the bar area, while some doors were locked, the others weren't but trust me, I'll do a little break in very soon.

There was one room that was closed but the lights were still on, so I decided to check it out. Opening the door, I saw a figure by the balcony which I'm guessing was lexis, so I used this as an opportunity to get lexis to accept my apology.

I quietly entered his room, taking in the sight. There isn't much to see, because it's plain with no pictures, no wallpapers, just his scent of his cologne that's evading the room. Somebody must be living a pretty sad life ay?.

I continued quietly till I entered the balcony of his room to join him when he spoke up, startling me "you know most people prefer knocking"

"Well that's the reason why I'm not most people" I replied a little too sarcastic. I mentally face palmed myself

"What do you want, I'm not ready for your pity patter this night okay?" He sounded frustrated and tired

So being the human me, I just said: " I just wanted to apologize about earlier and I really do think you should get some sleep".

"Fine! I forgive you alright? But do not tell me what to do or what not to do." He snapped

"Ugh! I'm just trying to be human and to know what's up with you, you don't always have to be a bitch to people who just want to help" I sneered walking out

I regret ever apologizing. Stupid Lexis.