chapter 1

It was 11 in the evening when I received a call from Philip saying they were infront of my condo's building. He seems to be with Blake who's drunk once again. So I hurried down to visit them.

Shortly after I got out I immediately looked for Philip’s car where he said they were there. When I saw that, I immediately saw them too.

Blake is already on the ground, while leaning his back on the car while Philip is trying to get him up.

I closed my eyes slightly and shook before I approached them.

"Philip." he turned to me and took a deep breath.

"Abi, thank goodness you came."

I turned to Blake who looked so wasted. Extreme drunkenness is obvious here because he really knocked out.

He's a hard drinking, so it's probably too much for him to be in this state.

I sighed and squatted to wake him up.

"Blake .." and first, it didn't move. But as I keep on calling out his name it also moves.

"Blake, wake up .."

"Hmm ..." he turned around at the same time so I kept waking him up. Until he forced himself to open his eyes.

"Abi ..." he tried to reach for me so we supported him. Then he embraced me.

"Get up. I'll bring you to my condo." I whispered to him as he hugged me.

I looked at Philip and gestured him to help me out.

When Blake and I got up, Philip piniggy him back for faster.

We went inside, we took the elevator to the floor of my condo.

"Just lay him there." I said after I made my bed.

Philip put him to bed so I fixed him. I pinched it before we left.

"Abi, I'll be going. Sorry for the inconvenience."

"What's new? You guys waking me up in the middle of the night became a routine to me." he was suddenly embarrassed so he got tired against him.

"But anyway, still thank you for bringing Blake safe."

He just nodded with a smile, then said goodbye as well. Maybe they are already looking for him.

When Philip left, I went back to Blake and I just gasped when I saw his situation. He just got off his bed and crawled on the floor.

Taena of this man, it was fixed earlier, I will make him suffer. *sigh*

I approached him and I squatted again.

"Blake, what the heck." I tapped him a little.

"Abi ..."

"Get up, and go back to bed. Go to sleep." I helped him stand up and sat him down. I leaned him on the side of the bed and stood up to help him stand up.

But then he suddenly grabbed my wrist and pulled me. I sat down again and I was still a little out of balance so I was held on his chest for support.

My eyes widened when I saw his drowsy eyes staring at me. I can feel the air that's coming out of his breathing.

We stayed in that position until it closed and he slowly leaned his head on my shoulder.

"Abi ..."

I gulp after hearing him say my name that way. At the same time I sighed.

I closed my eyes when I started to feel his hands crawling until he could insert it into my shirt.

"..i want you. I want you so bad." his breathing is heavy and that's when I knew he's after something ... again.

He looked at me again. Stare, until he grabbed me with a kiss.

At first I wasn't fighting back and I keep on closing my mouth not to give in. But when he started to caress my back with his bare hands inside my shirt, I moaned. That's when he entered his tongue inside my mouth.

I don’t know what happened, but I gave up too.

We kissed for about a minute until the journey of its hands rose even higher. The next thing I knew, his other hand is one caressing my right boob and the other one is unhooking my bra.

After removing the hook, he immediately caressed my chest and played my nipples. That just gives me chills so I just moaned.

When we parted our lips we stared. After that, he started to unbutton his polo, and took it off. Then he kissed me once again while pulling my shirt up to take it off as well.

I feel, at these times, that he is not drunk. Because his hands are straight and he also knows where to hold to weaken me.

When he took off the clothes above me, he drowned me again with a kiss as he wrapped me around him. It forced me to stand up loaded. It was about to fall, but he immediately knocked me on the bed so he fell on top of me.

He explored every bit of me with his lips and it just keeps me moaning from time to time.

The cooking of his kisses that seemed to descend on my skin. I'm losing my hormones because of what he is doing.

His kisses went farther. It went downhill until it took off what I was wearing below.

I can feel him being aggressive because he almost ripped my short while removing it.

My moans got louder when he kissed my womanhood.

"B-Blake..ah ~"

He spread my legs wide open and he started to dive in without hesitations.

"Ah ~ ahh ~ hmm ~"

My loud growls filled the four corners of my room. Nothing comes out of my mouth but his name.

After he played with my femininity, he came back to me and kissed me again while his naughty hands played with my two breasts.

"You taste good, Abi. You always taste good." he whispered still panting as he removed his pants.

He played with her for a while before he finally inserted it into my femininity.

"Ah ~" I growled loudly. "B-Blake ..."

"That's right. Say my name, I would love to hear it." at the same time, he insisted on coming out of his manhood to me.

"Ah ~ ah ~ B-Blake .. ahhh ~"

THE NEXT MORNING.

I woke up when I felt the warm touch of the sun on my skin.

When I woke up, I immediately saw the open window. I turned around and that's when I realized that I was already alone.

I sat up as the comforter covered my body. I 'm still naked.

I looked at the side where he slept last night and I just gasped.

I got off my bed and went straight to the bathroom to wash and get dressed. After that, I went out. I went straight to my kitchen and I drank some water. After I passed the dining room I stopped when I saw a ready to eat breakfast in my table.

I slowly walked over there, and in the flower vase in the middle of my table there was a letter stuck so I picked it up and read it.

Morning,

I prepared you breakfast. Sorry for disturbing you last night and for tiring you once again.

Make yourself full. Love you.

Blake.

I sighed as I closed the letter. I was still staring at the prepared food on the table. Then I pulled a chair.

I was about to start eating when my phone rang. I answered it and it's Blake.

"Hello?"

[Good you're awake. Did you see the food I prepared?]

"Ahm, yeah."

[Consume it all. I woke up early to prepare you that.]

"Of course I'll eat it all. You know me, I don't waste food."

[Good girl.]

"By the way, you left so early. Where are you?"

[Ayanna called me this morning. She said she wanted to talk to me so I rushed to her.]

I was stunned by the sting of food.

"What did she say?"

[Well, she wanted to reconcile with me and she said she's sorry for what she acted. So I'm sorry for what I reacted. We're okay now.]

I bowed.

"Well ... good to hear that. Hope you'll never fight again."

[Yeah. I hope so.]

I bit my lower lip.

[Anyway, about last night--]

"It's okay."

I heard it breathing widely.

[Thanks Abi. Thank you for always understanding me. I'm so lucky to have a bestfriend like you.]

*sigh*

Bestfriend.

Yeah, I'm just your bestfriend and that's what I forgot to stick in my nail last night.

I gave in to you again, because my brain lost my level in your life again.

I'm your bestfriend.

I'm just your bestfriend who you only ran to if you had a problem. Your bestfriend who you only look for if you wanted something. Your bestfriend that you only approach when you are fighting with your girlfriend.

And your bestfriend who allows you to have s*x with just to comfort you.

Your stupid bestfriend,

Abigail's POV

I’m on the rooftop now, sitting in an old chair and lying my head in an old desk. Reflecting about what I did once again.

"I know you'll be here."

I looked up and my charming friend Jessi exposed herself to me.

I just looked at her for a while and gets back to my position.

"I'm not feeling well." I said lazily.

I heard it pull another old chair and it sat across from me.

"Did you do it again?"

I didn't speak right away. Instead I gasped. Don palang, Jessi found out right away.

"You really are an animal." he scolded me. "You did something and then you're not feeling well? You're a bit stupid in that part."

I let out another heavy sigh as I lifted my head. I sat up straight and leaned back in my seat.

I looked at Jessi and by the looks of her I felt it again.

Jessi knew from the very start what skills I was doing. She was the only person I told everyone all was going on with Blake and me.

I told her everything, from me having feelings with my bestfriend to agreeing to be his comforter by having sex with him.

I can’t quite imagine how I got into this situation. What went into my brain to get me into this mess.

A big mistake, that every after doing it I regret but I still give.

I'm a fool in that part.

"Look, bigail. I'm already running out of words to say just to convince you to stop that. You're not only adding up your mistake, you're also torturing yourself."

I stared at Jessi. And after a while I lean closer towards the table. I put my two arms on the table while still looking at her.

"Slap me."

Its eyes narrowed.

"Slap me as hard as you can."

This time his eyebrow was raised.

"Stop playing around me, bigail. I know my slaps have no effect on you. Besides, my hands are tired. Because it doesn't work, you're just torturing me." she crossed her arms.

I sighed and dropped my shoulder again.

"What? Aren't you coming in again? You already missed the quiz earlier because of what you're doing."

I worry more and more. That's another one. My grades are dropping because my concentration is also being affected. It seems like, I've been focusing on Blake lately. He and Ayanna, his girlfriend, fight even more often.

"Now what? You have nothing else to say." I think it's grinning at me. "I really don't know about you." he said shaking his head and placed his bag on the table.

He took out his notebook and laid it in front of me. "Oh there, notes. At least you can answer another quiz tomorrow." at the same time he also stood up.

"And if you decide to go back to class, I'm just at the library. Come with me and we'll be together."

I nodded then nodded. He sighed before leaving and messed up my hair.