salary for being my secretary'

Chapter 12

A white envelope with written ...

'your salary for being my secretary'

That's what was written ... I was hesitant if I would take it but in the end I took it too ..

It's not my fault, isn't it? He pulled me and brought me Here ... It's not my fault and I'm not indebted to him ...

I held on tightly to the door knob before finally closing it ...

I took a taxi again and delivered to the bar ...

"Anastasia !!" Shocked, my other colleagues said.

I just smiled and went to the room then came out again ...

"Welcome back Anastasia ..." Danica said smiling.

I'm here in my room and I'm mumbling ...

It's been a week since I came back here ... it's been a week that my life seems to have no direction again ..

I've been thinking of him the whole time ... even though I know, he doesn't care nor think of me even once.

I stare at the ceiling and the many what if's that come to my mind ...

If I ever told him everything ... He will listen?

If I had told him everything from the start? Will he understand?

Hays ...

** Knock ** knock*

"Anastasia ... Are you ready?" Danica asked outside my door.

I was too lazy to stand at once Said ....

"I'm done!" I answered lazily.

Actually I don't want to ...

I don't want to continue this life ...

I don't know why I'm here e I'm not doing anything here really ... I'll just hang out myself with those boys but when it comes to bed The thing to talk about ... I always refuse.

Sometimes my colleagues say ...

I hope all, I hope you just gave it to me

That's always what they would say when my sister April told me that she had a request for me but I refused.

All I do at the bar is drink and then go back to my room and cry ...

I wanted to forget but I seem to be having a hard time..the amount of remorse that enters my mind.

After I got dressed, I came out ..

I'm currently on the sidelines and drinking alcohol ... always.

I was busy drinking while looking at nowhere when suddenly Sister April came ...

"Hey there's a goose ----"

Sister April no .. how many times have I said ... I don't want to! I'm just here to forget .. "I said because I know .. he will say that I want to be with someone .. and offer a very large amount ...

He stared at me and smiled ...

"How can you forget if you don't change your mind and heart?" He asked me a meaningful question.

I was stunned for a moment because I knew Sister April was serious at this point.

And she has a point ... I need to forget him by having someone to help me forget.

I nodded to her as a sign that I agree .. she smile again and whisper ...

"Room 4 ..." He said softly and stood up immediately.

I went to room 4 nervously ... Of all the rooms, why are you still here?

Why is it still in room 4 where it all started ??

My hand trembles as I turn The doorknob ... Am I really going to do it right?

I slowly opened the door ... The Light was on as I entered ..

I saw him inside and shocked was visible in his eyes

The breath he let out was heavy ..

If he's shocked ... I'm shock too! I didn't expect it's him ..

I wanted to leave but I couldn't move ... He approached me slowly because of my retreat ...

** Click! ** He switched off the light.

"When the light is off..nothing will change us?" He whispered in my ears ..

And with that I hold onto his neck and pull him closer to me ...

I kissed him passionately ..

"Nothing will change .." I said as we parted and gasped for air.

We did again ...

We managed to seem like No Anger between the two of us.

It feels like with Love and a gentle care.

I woke up as if someone was hugging me ... I turned it around and I was surprised ...

Because he's still next to me ... I look at the clock and it's 7:06 am..but haven't you left yet?

I look directly in his face ... The Boss of his Face when he's asleep and he's even more pogi .. I really miss him!

I didn't expect that when I woke up now, he was still by my side ... I thought it was just like the first time I woke up. He was gone and only money was left ..

I slowly stood up and picked up my clothes one by one ... then got dressed and when I came out, he was still asleep. Am I tired?

The smile on my lips flashed and I kissed him gently on the forehead ... Good and I woke up.

I slowly opened the door and immediately came out ... I don't want him to see me when he wakes up and then he'll regret why I'm still the one he's sitting next to ... I'm going to be hurt again.

When I got down, I found Sister April ... maybe the others were still asleep.

She's smiling widely at me ..

I asked but of course I'm not angry in fact ... I'm happy..Because I saw him again.

He nodded slowly and sipped coffee from the glass he was holding.

"Because I know you still have an unfinished agenda so ... you're the one I'm going .." I was confused by what my sister said so I stood beside her ....

"What do you mean sister April?"

"Danica is the one she wants to be with ... but I thought why not you? So I planned it all so you can get along" he explained with a smile.

I was stunned for a while ... so that's why he was shocked to see me ... Because he didn't expect me.

"Oh why are you silent? Aren't you still ok?" He asked worriedly. I just shook my head in response ...

I don't know ...

I don't know if we're ok ...

I don't know if he has forgiven me.

Is it enough to say that he has forgiven me for the grunts I heard From his mouth last night?

Is that enough to say we're ok again?

Are his warm caresses and almost loud saying my name enough for me to say .... Everything is fine ??

I sighed and looked seriously at sister April ..

"Even if he doesn't forgive me, April ... it's okay, I'm just happy that we met again ... This is the happiest day since I came here again ..." I said and I was serious ..

Even if he is more angry with me, I will accept ... I love him and that is all I know.

And I can let him go if that's the right thing to do.

My tears are dripping ....

"Hey are you okay?"

"It's okay ... my sister only hurts me when I think about it ... it's too late ... last day to see her and be with her ..." my sister gently caressed my back ...

I can ask myself ... Of all the men why is he still there?

Why is he still so hard to reach ... How can I say that?

Rich and handsome ... I really hope he will be mine?

I will let him go now sister April ... I will forget him .."

"And who said I would?" There seemed to be Anger in his tone.

I slowly turned around ...

"C-cristoff ...?" I said hoarsely to him ...

He's there ...

Crossed arms leaning on the stairs ... has he been there before?

Did he hear everything?

I felt ashamed again ... and immediately wiped away the tears ... I felt the heat on my cheek.

It slowly walked towards me ...

And because I was sitting I immediately looked up at him ...

He leaned closer to me ..

"Let's go home now baby .. maybe another man will come and take Kapa from me" with a smile He said.

I stared at Cristoff for a moment ... can I really hear that?

Am I not dreaming?

He's smiling at me now and Our closeness to each other ...

"U-uyy what let's go home now baby you There ... Will you house our Anastasia?"

Cross arm says sister April ..

Cristoff barely stood up properly ..

"It's not possible until there's no marriage ..." he interrupted what Cristoff was going to say ..

Cristoff is very aggressive ...

"I said No..I mean I'll just take him back to his condo and be my secretary" Cristoff replied shyly.

"Good!" Sister April promised ..I just laughed ..

My sister winked at me when I entered the room ..because Cristoff didn't seem to leave without me ..

"Thank you ..." I said softly as Cristoff pulled Nako into the room and he helped me put away my belongings.

After a few minutes we are also finished ...

"Ate, first of all, we thank you for taking care of this woman!" He was with me at the same time.

Sister April laughed and waved ..

We got in his car and he immediately turned it on .. I wanted to ask Cristoff how he forgave me but maybe later ...

The flight is also about a few minutes or about an hour when we arrive at the condo ...

TO BE CONTINUED.....