Without Dignity

C HA PT ER 1

Introduction

Hi everyone my name is Anastasia Hilson, I'm 22 years old ... others will call me 'the most expensive toy' ...

Why ??

FLASHBACK

Get out of here Anastasia..You don't matter!" A loud slap landed on my face.

I was shocked to stare at my recognized Mother .. yes, she's my stepmom.W-why?" I asked in surprise while crying.

Why did Kapa ask! You're really g*go!" Sabay Sabunot nya sakin ... Remember I'm just 15 years old at this time and I don't have the strength to fight him.

He pushed me hard because I was sitting on the floor.

I only arrived because I slept at my friend's house for some group projects so I really don't know what he's saying.

You !! You're a killer!" It growls at me.

My eyes widened as I stared at his Angry Face ..

Anastasia, leave, before Kapa gets hurt more by mama" I stood up weakly ... and shook.I didn't do anything ... sister Beverly!" I beg you.

And will you lie to Anastasia?" Sister Ella added angrily.

I called them ate because they are older than me .. and they are also real sisters ... They are the children of aunt Beatrice to others ..

I don't know what you're saying ... DADDY !! DADDY !!" I forced myself to go inside to look for Dad ... I want to see him, he is the only one who understands me.

He just loves and appreciates me.

Since Aunt Beatrice became his wife and we have been together here at home. My two step sisters have always longed for me.

Reprimanded, hurt .. but I can't report because they always help me ..

Your daddy Anastasia is gone..YOU KILLED HIM!" He sighed causing me to weaken.

What ?? No !!" I'm crying on my knees ...

No! I can't do that ...

I tried to enter but the three of them blocked ..

Sister Beverly was 17 and Sister Ella was 18 ..

I probably don't have the strength to fight them ...

Please let me see my dad!" I begged but ..they didn't let me, they kept pushing me out ..

Aunt Beatrice !!" I slammed the gate once but no one opened it for me ...

What do I do now ? Where am I going?

The heavy downpour accompanied my crying ...

I immediately sat down and seemed to lose strength ...

I remember those days when I seemed like a princess ...

Gives everything I want ..

My daddy spends time and love.

Protected and not allowed to cry or get hurt but since They came into my Life ... in my dad's Life ..

Much has changed ...

And lost Everything should be mine.

Where am I going now?

What can I do at the age of fifteen accustomed to the good Life ??

I slammed the gate again ...

And I was given a little hope when it opened Sister"

Then include your garbage!" He threw my clothes at the same time ...

And he closed the gate loudly again ...

I picked up my clothes in tears ...

Daddy !!

I can't do this ...I still can't ...

That you don't have ...

End of flashback

Oh, that's mumbling, isn't it?" My sister April elbowed me at the same time ..

I just smiled at him..

And entered my room ..

Everything is still fresh for me ...

And I can still feel the pain that was caused to me ..

Hate and Anger are forming in my heart ..

I know you shouldn't plant Anger but ... It looks like it's a big tree with big roots that can never be cut down ..

I violently wiped the tears from my eyes ...

I don't have time to cry and get hurt ..

I just closed my hands.

After that incident .. at the age of 15 I looked for a job ...

I experienced being a Plato Cleaner ...

Bakery keeper ..

Water carrier ..That once in my life I have never experienced it ..

But I tried to cope ...To live and stay Alive ...

Coming to the Point I want to disappear from the world ...

I almost killed myself ..

But I thought, I have to live because I still have something to finish in the future ...

And here I am .. still kicking and still breathing ...

At the age of 21 I found myself here at the bar .. I became a waitress ..

And Sister April is the head of our bar ...

But One Day ... Sister April approached me ..

Someone wants to date you ..." My eyes widened and I shook as I faced my sister April ..

I'm a waitress, Sister April, I won't pay ..." I dropped the tray on the counter.But you know ..but dimo itry, many people rerequest you..and it also helps for your savings..the income is bigger." She convinced me almost everyday ..

Until one night I talked to my sister April ..

I'm ready, sister. "I said weakly as she smiled ...

That's good to hear .. so because they request you .. let's try 50,000 per night if anyone agrees" he said smiling.

I just nodded ..

50,000 for One Night is very expensive in fact but as Sister April said..They THEMSELVES requested, so why not try?

At first I was very nervous like .. I don't know what I'm going to do although other women who are here taught me but I'm still very nervous ..

I go on the stage wearing a mask to cover my face .. because I can't stand the shame ..

I danced as the music started ... I was only wearing a bra and panties ..

I was afraid to stare at the group of men ..

In their eyes ... LUST was visible ..

After my dance I sat on the side as my sister April approached me ..

Room 2 ..." he whispered to me.

Sister--" I called in shock.

You can..you can do that!" She cheers me up.

Right for my future plans ..

I have to do this ..

The first night I did that thing ... I was almost crazy.

The crying and when I locked myself in the room ..

Flashback

After my sister April whispered to me, room stood up to me and went to The room ...

My hand trembles as I open the door ..

And exposed me to A dark room ..

A man I can't look like immediately pulled me and laid me on the bed ..

He started kissing me on any part of my body ... while I looked like a statue and couldn't move.

He started to take off my clothes and that's when the calvary of my life began ...

I silently cried every time he moved ...

I held on tightly to the bed while she was still moaning.

It hurts! I wanted to stop and push him but I managed ... I tried to resist even against my will.

I didn't say a word until he finished ... and lay down next to me.

Because I was tired, I also fell asleep ...

I woke up with great pain in my lower part .. when I woke up my eyes were no longer beside me.

The only thing left was The thick money lying on the bed.

50,000 .." I count here.

Even if I got that amount, it seems like I've already ruined everything for me ...

I immediately went down to the VIP room and entered my own room.

Crying that I cleaned myself ..

I didn't go out or eat for two days

I hold on tight to the money, .. it's almost crumpled.

My tears keep flowing while Angry facing the mirror ...

Why do I let all this happen?

It's your fault !!

Anastasia ..." I was shocked when my sister April suddenly came in, she has her own key. It's here in my room..because she's symepre. The head of our bar.

I immediately stood up and hugged him ..

Sshhh..you don't have to force it if Mona doesn't want to .. stop it!" He told me sadly.

I'm shaking away from him ..

Here ..." I handed him 10,000.

No .. Anastasia ... it's yours .. for Yan in your plans in the future..fight for yourself!" Because of what he said I hugged him again.

She's Right!

End of flashback

TO BE CONTINUED......