he left me my broken heart

Chapter 11

The shoulder that I came out of the bar fell ...

Sister April and the man and I just talked for a while ...

His story is 5 years since he didn't see the child and he didn't know where it was .. he also said that Anastasia is its name ..but not me!

My tears are dripping again ... Why should I even hope?

E Isn't he gone?

Dad is gone ...

I was surprised to see Cristoff outside the bar ... he was staring at me..but I just avoided looking ..

I know he'll wonder what I'm doing inside..but I don't have the strength to fight him anymore ..

I was about to take a taxi when he grabbed my hand and pulled me into his car ..

I struggled but of course he was stronger than me.

I just sat quietly next to him ... And I was looking out the window ... at this point I knew that my eyes were swollen.

"What are you doing here?" He asked suddenly .... But there He was answered.

"Anastasia in talking to you ... So answer me!" He seemed annoyed.

I turned to him angrily ..

"Can Cristoff..I'm not in the mood to argue with you!" I said angrily .. I would have opened the car door but I couldn't do it .. it means he locked it.

"Answer me first Anastasia ..." She insisted .. I just stared into her eyes ..and the only thing I could read was ... ANGRY!

"What do you want to know?" I asked angrily.

"Fu*ck .. Anastasia ... I want to know the truth!" The confusion is obvious in his voice ..

Shall I say?

Shall I say that I work there and I am the woman next to him ??

But what if he gets angry or he scolds me? I feel like I can't do it when his heart goes away from me ... because it's only now that I'm hurting.

Am I falling for him?

"What ?? Anastasia can't answer ..." Because of the stares she was throwing at me, I just looked away.

My heart is beating so fast and I feel like I'm going to faint because of the pain I'm feeling.

** Knock*knock*

There was a sudden knock on the car window ...

"Sister April ..." I said nervously.

"You left your phone ..." he handed me the phone ...

Then he turned to Cristoff ...

"Hey .. Isn't he the man who always wants to be with you ..for 2 nights ata Yun ... have you seen Pala yet? You're Anastasia not talking ha..he's your boyfriend!" Sister April said long as she took my breath away.

I can't look back at Cristoff's behavior ...

"I'm sorry, it looks like you're LQ ... All right, next time ... bye Anastasia!" He left at once and waved at me.

I sighed when Cristoff called me ...

its y --- you? "He couldn't believe his promise ...

I just swallowed and closed my eyes tightly ...

Cristoff quickly started the car ... I almost sank because I wasn't wearing a seatbelt.

I cling tightly to the side because I feel like my soul will fly as well ..

When it suddenly stopped, it was also when I lost my heart ... I swallowed many times and immediately opened the door, if before it could not be opened now I have done it.

I almost ran into the gate .. why am I running after him?

Why don't you just tell him the truth? Maybe he will be enlightened if I tell him everything ...

In case he understands everything about me ...

I quickly entered the condo and quickly entered the bedroom.

I seem to lose strength every time I sigh ...

What do I do now ??

The door opened and a man without emotion entered ...

"Like I said last night..were having a dinner tonight! You must be prepared .." He said without looking at me ... and there was no emotion in his voice.

It was as if a knife had stabbed me in the heart because of Yun's expression.

"C-cristoff .." I said as he tried to turn away ..

"I don't want to hear anything from you .." he said seriously and heard his sigh ..

I thought he needs my explanation? But why does he not want to hear anymore? Was it because of the others he found out Everything? Is it because I am not the ONE who told him.

"And don't worry this will be the last night we meet!" And With that he totally leave.

He left me with a broken heart ... He left me with my heart shattered into pieces ...

Yes I will admit, the very first day I found out he was The man I stayed with for 2 nights ...

I fall for him .. He's not that hard to love ... you can say he's different from the others.

I was holding my heart as I continued to moan ... I feel like I'm losing air.

I couldn't breathe and heaven and earth seemed to fall.

*** 6 pm ***

At 6 o'clock I received a text from Cristoff, ... He said he was downstairs.

I looked at myself in the mirror again ... everything is fine with me, but it's a bit obvious The redness in my eyes.

I sighed before walking out ..

When I came out of the gate, his car was already outside ... I expected that he wouldn't pick me up so I was a little happy to see him ..

"H-hi .." I said, I wanted to talk to him right now ... I wanted him to know everything ... but he didn't look or even answer me ..

I calmed myself because I feel like I'm going to cry again because of what he's up to .. it's really different when you get used to it,.

You're used to it, you two are ok ....

When he arrived at the restaurant, he came down first, which made my heart heavy ...

The car door opened and just followed him ...

"Hi iha..and Cristoff ... how are you two?" Her mom asked kindly.

I just smile and look to Cristoff ..

"We're not fine!" He answered without hesitation.

"Why what happened? Have a sit first!"and his dad was just sitting and listening.

"She lie to me ..." Cristoff didn't answer emotionally ... I just bowed.

Why needs to let them know? Why isn't he talking to me?

"Iha .. why you lied to Cristoff ... you don't love him? Or you don't trust him?" Her mom asked calmly.

"Ma'am .. there are lots of reasons behind every lies ... Every lies brings heartbreaks specially to the person who did it ... I wanted to explain but

"Explain what Anastasia ..? Now you're just going to explain when I know everything?" He angrily turned to me.

And that's where my tears were stopped ... they kept dripping from my eyes ...

I was hurt by every look he gave me ... as if I were a sinful person ... it looked like a criminal in his eyes.

"Cristoff ... calm down..she's right you have to listen on her explanation ..." it's his dad.

"N-no ... I'm done with this .. Im done with you !!" And he sprang to his feet.

I stood up crying and walked away ..

Shock and confusion can be seen in the eyes of her mom and dad but I can do it?

Cristoff was the first to create a scandal .. I thought we would pretend to be ok in front of them but not Pala. !!

Maybe he also meant it to happen so that he wouldn't have to ask or look for his parents ....

I took a taxi and delivered ... but not to my condo but to the bar ..

When I got off, I immediately paid Kay manong and walked in ... I found Sister April with her back turned while she was also fixing herself ...

"Sister April ..." I cried. He turned to me in shock..and I immediately hugged him.

"Ssshhh .... Anastasia What happened?" He asked while nuzzling my back.

But I still can't answer because of the weight I feel and I feel I have to consume my tears first ...

"Karen, you take care of the outside first ..." He called Karen's attention and she nodded before finally leaving.

About a few minutes later, I let go of Sister April and I's embrace ...

I sat on the sofa and he left and he came back with water.

He looked at me and smiled...

"Whatever your problem is ... Don't worry, everything will be fine ..." He said. I drank water and then I told him everything ...

Sister April always apologized ... because she said she didn't know that I hadn't told Cristoff everything yet.

But I just answered him with .... "It's not your fault Sister"

"So what's your plan now?" He asked me when I could say that everything to him ....

I smiled bitterly at him ...

"E-edi old habits ..." I answered and entered the room.

Nothing has changed in this room of Mine and nothing has been changed for me ..

This is where I will rest first and tomorrow I will pick up my belongings in the condo ....

I slowly closed my eyes until I fell asleep because of the tiredness and weight I was feeling.

** FUTURE ***

I woke up early ... they were all still asleep.

I took a taxi and delivered Kay to the condo ...

When I got out of the elevator, I immediately went inside and went straight to the bedroom and took out my belongings one by one ... then I put everything in my suitcase and bag.

I sat on the bed and looked around. I couldn't help but feel sad for the twing. I remember everything with him ...

I went downstairs and went to the kitchen ... my heart got heavier ..

It's like only yesterday When we ate together and teased ... My treacherous tears were dripping again.

I seemed to notice something on the table so I immediately went there ...

TO BE CONTINUED....