the conversation

Chapter 5

"Huh? what? Why me?" I behaved nervously and took my attention away from his face. I gently squeezed my thigh to release the tension.

“Because I'm driving. I was distracted by my sweat. We might have an accident.”

"O-okay. Just wait."

What the hell Natasha! He just doesn't have that! You are the only one to assume!

I shook my head a few times and looked for a handkerchief in my shoulder pouch.

I was holding the handkerchief so I came a little closer to his place. He began to wipe his forehead down the side of his head. I bit my lip when my hand went to his neck and nape. I hope he doesn't notice that my hand is shaking.

"Finished." I tried to speak calmly so that he wouldn't be surprised by my actions. I put the handkerchief back in the bag but I could feel something forming on my forehead.

I just used my own palm to erase those. It's like my system can't use the handkerchief I wiped on him. It's not that I'm acting. He doesn't stink so why should I hate him? It's just strange.

"Should I turn on the air conditioner?" I ask here. I just want to talk because I know what's going on in my imagination. I hope he will talk to me sensibly. I'm just trying to make myself comfortable with him. I don't like who I am.

"All right. It's hot." I turned on the air conditioner and once again we were enveloped in silence. I don't know what to ask to open a conversation. He doesn't know how to get along. One question, one answer doesn't even know how to extend the story.

Suddenly, the conversation at the restaurant came back to my mind. About Margo who was said to be the girlfriend of this man I was with.

Is it possible for him to leave because he might be an issue as a cheater? Did he leave because someone might tell Margo that he was with another woman? Maybe that's why he's sweating because he's afraid of women.

I know Margo. No one will not recognize that girl. It was idolized when I used to go to the theater. Actor, model, and famous in the field of toy industry. He said he loves children that's why he chose his business. That's what he said when he was invited to real and fast talk "I know Margo is kind so don't be nervous Gov. Just say that your maid is with you."

“Are you saying?”

"The governor is narrow-minded." I whispered. "Because we should eat at your house to avoid issues. Gov, the next time you go out, you should wear a cap so they don't see you."

"I don't care about the issue."

Gosh. Why did you leave? Why are you tense? Sweating on the forehead. Maybe Margo's Gov is under.

"Let's leave so you don't get crowded. I will avoid you from the media as long as I have you."

That's why you avoid me because Margo will be jealous.

"Margo? She is not my girlfriend."

But you have a girlfriend so you don't want an issue. If not Margo, who?

I don't care but I'm curious.

"You're the only girl I care about even though you ran away with the fork at the restaurant." It laughed a little and shook its head. I just processed what he said and looked at my hand.

I'm holding a fork! Why did I bring it? Why didn't I realize that I was holding something? I've been using my hand for a while but why didn't it hit my eye?

"Adorable move Natasha. You make me euphoric.”

"Adorable move Natasha. You make me euphoric.”

It shakes its head while laughing. He enjoys my disappointment. It's good to knock on the head.

"You're married. All of a sudden you're dragging." If he hadn't dragged me along and said we were leaving the right and gentle way, it wouldn't have happened.

"Okay. I will never think that you did that.”

After he let go of those words, I didn't speak again. I kept biting my own lip. Shame eats me!

I wish it was that easy to forget such things. Case not e. There are things that you almost swear to erase, that's what keeps running through your system.

We arrived at the mansion as if we didn't know each other. No looking, no speaking but feeling every presence. We were like wind that could not be talked to and turned.

Even before he got out of his car, I automatically got out when it stopped in his garage.

I almost made my steps to the dining area run. The scene is thirsty. My throat was dry so I drank three glasses of water. If I feel normal, if my pulse is normal, I will vomit after three glasses go down my throat. I'm not a fan of eight glasses of water per day.

"Feeling thirsty." I almost hit the woman who suddenly spoke behind me with a glass. I turned it around and tried to smile but inside I was cursing it.

I haven't moved on to the fork yet, Faye, so I really want to hit you with this glass I'm holding. Thank you for keeping me calm.

Sister Angel came next and was having sex so a young woman was forced to leave.

"Why are you sweating beauty?" He held my wrist while watching my face. I wiped the grain he was talking about with the other side of my fist.

"There's nothing. I didn't take a shower earlier so I'm already hot."

I put aside the woman's palm to run away. I don't want it to be a story. I just want to take a bath and enjoy the comfort. Maybe my worries about earlier will be washed away.

I was about to leave when sister Angel grabbed my shoulder and shook me slightly.

"Is something wrong?" Wearing his goofy smile, I shook my head in response. "Do you like beauty in the car?"

I was breathing heavily when I ran away from him in the dining area. The loud laughter he let out chased after me.

"That's just a joke beauty!" I was already on the stairs when I heard his comment.

I went straight to the room. The door was not even locked. Close your eyes tightly, and exhale.

After showering, I thought about getting some air. Only one thing came to my mind to achieve a peaceful place that I could claim. It's half past six in the evening so the darkness and light are competing, the nice breeze is blowing on my face, and the surroundings are quiet The hidden clock ticks. In other words, time passed quickly without me realizing it.

I had already decided to leave the place but I felt heavy breathing on my back.

I looked at the concrete branch in front of me and there was a familiar palm. The expensive watch and the arm with a few veins are signs of his love of exercise.

"What the hell—"

"Shhhh. Don't move. Just relax.”

Do not create noise. Don't move. calm down Three words but equal to countless nervousness. I swallowed and felt the hair on the back of my neck stand up because of his short breath.

"I'll give you the education you want Natasha just like what I've said to you before. I'll give my trust on you so you should tell everything about you when I'm not beside you. Don't think, don't refuse, just accept it."

Student? I seem to have missed that one time when I was locked in a room for a month. I don't even remember that he promised me that because of the loss of hope. But now he will not only give trust but also education. He has helped many things but I don't know why he does that.

“Thank you for the trust but may I know your reason for helping me? Why did you give Venus the coffee shop? Why did you increase mom's financial and pay the physiatrist? So now you're ready to give me the education?"

I didn't even move. Forced to calm down, I was able to ask my question without any fear in my chest. I hope that now I will have a reason to keep quiet. To erase the doubt in my system.

"Because they deserve it. You deserve to accept all the opportunities and happiness. Don't ask. Don't be confused. Don't refuse. Just accept it without doubt.”

I don't know how I got out of it earlier, I just realized that I was going to the dining area to drink water again to swallow all his help.

The lord is good. Everyone will leave you. Reality will hurt you. But the Lord will not leave you and cast you aside. He is the equivalent of 'infinite'.

Just as I opened the living area to go back upstairs, I was greeted by something I didn't expect to see. The spoke person with his two guards.

I bow in respect. I don't like his aura. It's smiling but I feel it's not real. His lips give shelter compared to the warmth of his eyes.

"Good evening."

I also smiled and started to walk for him to leave when he suddenly let out a word that caused my legs to stop voluntarily and focus on what he was about to say.

"Don't be too happy. All fun has a corresponding bomb. You don't realize, there is already time counting down to hurt one of you. Maybe he, maybe you.

"I warned you until early. Stay away. Because his help and actions you receive, will destroy his future and dreams.

"Don't be selfish. Ija. Tick ​​tock tock"

With each drop of a new morning, I bring gratitude for the rewards I have enjoyed.

I can't even tell him but I can feel them. I do all his wills. I didn't disobey a single one He answered all my needs in school. School supplies, tuition fees, and more.

A private school and known throughout the area. The trip was quite far so he provided a private bodyguard.

My brother Jeff was the one who picked me up. There was no day I was allowed to commute.

Every night he also asks me about my day so besides reporting to the professor, I also have an oral recitation to the governor.

He gave me a cellphone that was a big help in my research and studies. He also always asks and texts me when I'm at school. There is nothing wrong with reminding and asking. Instead of eating, what am I doing, and come home on time.

I study hard. I will try to repay the kindness given to me one day, so as long as I can, I better squeeze my own capacity to make him proud of me.

I put aside the threats of the spoke person. I didn't tell him anything about that even though it was his number one wish that he needed to know everything that was happening to him.

"Good morning Natasha."

"Have a nice day."

"If you need anything don't hesitate to ask me Natasha. You are welcome to join us.”

They are Marie, Luis, and Hancy. Beautiful women, and rich. We are only freshman but the three of them are already famous. Maybe rich people look up. I will not deny that they are beautiful girls. Their bodies are wrapped in expensive things and their luxury is extolled. They are also part of the cheering squad. I also heard that Marie's sister is the leader there, so it is clear that when her sister graduates, she will take her place.

"Natasha!"

I turned my back and smiled at the one who called my name.

She is Grace. He became my close friend here at school for a month. That's right, I've been staying here for a month. Just because time is fast.

The woman approached me so I turned my attention back to Marie's group. Marie's arms are now crossed over her chest as she turns to Grace with a frown. The situation of his other two companions is also the same.

"Natasha, I really can't figure out why you persisted in going with that cheap guy." He frowned and raised his eyebrows while saying that word without taking his eyes off Grace who was now bowing.

"I don't even know why someone like him can't live with him. He is also human. There is no reason to avoid him. Come on, Marie, Grace and I will go first."

After saying that, I grabbed Grace and headed to the mooring. A place where you can breathe fresh air and quiet atmosphere.

"Grace are you alright?" I tried to look into his eyes. It is bent and covered by long, thick and curly strands of his hair.

To Be Continued...