Chapter 7. First Deep Talk

Today, Sean came to my house to ask for my guest list. After yesterday we measured the ring and ordered the invitation, today he and I had to take it to the printer to complete the printing request. We sat on the couch in the living room looking at the list of names we were going to invite to the wedding.

I handed him my list of names, he frowned.

“Why only a little?” he asked to which I shrugged nonchalantly.

“I don’t really have many friends,” I mumbled, Sean narrowing his eyes suspiciously.

“Are you ashamed of this marriage?”

I was surprised and a little offended by the question. What does she mean by saying ‘I’m ashamed of this marriage?’ Instead, I feel like the luckiest woman to be married to a billionaire.

“No, I don’t really have many friends, they’re all just acquaintances, unlike you.” I glanced at the guest list he made.

“Why most men?” he asked again. Oh, God! What’s wrong with this guy??

“Isn’t that right? Isn’t that great? They can tell I’m yours now,” I commented, looking at him, trying not to upset him. Sean put my guest list on top of his guest list, then unexpectedly he kissed me a little harshly and passionately.

I was getting used to his treatment, I wrapped my arms around his sturdy neck, one of his hands squeezed my breasts, my passion sped up and my groin throbbed. Sean’s kiss moved to my neck and continued down to my chewy mound that was wrapped in a bra, I shamelessly sighed his name, this was so delicious, my stomach was tickled by millions of flying butterflies. Sean unhook my bra which was in front of me without realizing it when my shirt button was fully open. My position is now lying on the sofa and Sean is fondling my chewy mound, I squeeze his hair while enjoying the caress, my groin is throbbing and my body wants more, then I hear the sound of a car entering the garage, my eyes open in surprise.

“Sean, aaahh.” I tried to fight this pleasure, Sean’s kiss went down to my stomach.

“Sean, Mooom.” I stifled a sigh, Sean’s kiss stopped in front of my groin which was still covered in hotpants, I heard the sound of a car door closing, and we hurried to fix our appearance, Sean kissed the top of my breasts before he hooked my bra back on.

“Mine,” he whispered sensually in front of my twin mountains, I held my breath for a moment then exhaled again when Sean re-attached my bra and helped button my shirt, mama came after a few seconds we finished cleaning.

“Wooooww, who’s being intimate, Mama’s jealous...,” Mama mocked, I took a deep breath and then chuckled, I glanced at Sean who was smiling holding back his laughter.

“How was the invitation? Is it done?” asked mom.

“Today will be, Mom.” I answered.

“Yes, Mama, go to the room first, I want to rest for a while,” said Mama, then left in front of us, I breathed a sigh of relief.

“Can I continue with that?”

One hit landed on Sean’s arm, the man groaned in pain.

“Feel it! Who told you to be perverted,” I snapped, squinting my eyes in disgust.

“But you want?!” Sean giggled, I pouted my lips, he’s annoying when he’s in his annoying mode like this. He tucked my hair that was hanging down from my face behind my ear. He grabbed my chin and made me look at him for a moment then kissed me again like a few moments ago. I tried to push his body but it had no effect at all, I was afraid mama would see us. When the kiss returned to my neck I tried to make Sean stop.

“I’ll see you later, Sean!” I said trying to hold back my sigh.

“I want you now, Ariana,” Sean pleads against my neck.

“Not now,” I said, and Sean pulled his face away from my neck and looked at me.

“Why??”

I bit my lip nervously, I’m not ready to do it anyway, he will be my first man if he will do it later after we get married.

“I’m… not ready yet,” I admitted embarrassed, I looked at Sean nervously mixed with embarrassment, I knew for sure he had often had sex with women.

“Have you ever had sex with a man before?”

I don’t know what color my face is now, hearing that vulgar question, I’m definitely embarrassed. Shaking my head while looking down, Sean lifted my chin, he looked at me with a look that I couldn’t understand.

“Is that true??” he asked as if he didn’t believe me. I turned my head and tried to shift my thoughts and attention to our guest list. I’m feeling embarrassed right now, this is the first time a man has asked so openly about my sex life. Sean grabbed one of my hands which was currently holding the paper, he put the paper I was holding on the table, he kissed my fingers which were in his grip.

“I want to be the first for you,” Sean said while looking at me with his sincere gaze, I was stunned. I suddenly hesitated to make a decision.

“Not now, I’m not ready.” That’s all I can say, and it’s a fact. Giving up one’s virginity is not like giving up a packet of candy, but it’s about the dignity and honor of a woman.