Idriss: ok take care of yourself ok?
Me: yes
I give them a kiss, I go to bibi's car
Me: Salem
Him: okay? My kiss?
Me yes and you ?
I kiss him
Him: yeah, beautiful
Me: thank you too
Him: what does the baccalaureate do?
Me: I'm so happy wallah I'm proud of myself wsh
Him: MDR I too am from you m wife
Me: thanks where are you going?
Him: restaurant
Me: strike out tomorrow it's the hlel and the magno compé we're going to have to sleep together and...
Him: if you're not ready, I won't touch you, you'll go talk to your mother that we want to make it the gold of the honeymoon
Me: I'm fine but don't ever cut me off again I hate it
Him: calm down
Me: yeah
We arrived downstairs we walked to a simple but magnificent Italian restaurant we came in he escorted us to our table we sat down he brought us the menu
Me: bibi what are you going to take?
Him: Pizza for dessert, a tiramisu
Me: well I take the same
The server arrives have ordered 10min he brings us back our pizza started to eat it was I taste my pizza
Bilel: Dirty bagra go!!
Me: and you then bagro?
Him: MDR shut up please
Me: but yes you like it when I talk to you huh
Him: well yes your my wife
Me: yeah my man
He gets rid of it, he brings us back our tiramissu I didn't like bilel, he ate his + mine, this big one, he pays for it
Me: where are you going?
Him: in the fields
Me: okay
Got in the car, directions to the fields, walked hand in hand, talked for a while, my foot hurt from walking
Me: Bibi my foot hurts
Him: climb on my back
I get on my say laughed they would have said idiots arrived at the car got in the direction of the city it must have been 6 p.m.
Me: people looked at us too strangely lol
Him: We're in Paris, you see an Arab wearing black, it's weird as well
Me: yeah I admit
Have continued to speak we arrive in front of the city
Me: Salem see you tomorrow in sha Allah
He holds me back pulls me to him
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KISS ME I admit I responded to his kiss I push him
Me : … ??
Bilel kissed me I pushed him back I had tears in my eyes I wasn't ready wsh
Me: you had no fucking right
I go out without giving him time to answer short in my hall there were the boys I calculated it not going up there there was inna that's all I undress do my ablutions pray then I go to bed and fall asleep
The next day I slept for 1 day wsh it was 8 a.m. I see inna, Assa, Sofia, Bînta, Mathita, Nana my cousins who were sleeping on the floor on a mattress I go back to sleep were awakened around 12 p.m. by mom they all leave to take a shower I shower the last I took my time around 12:30 p.m. I get out of the shower I move to the hammam with the girls it was pampered got their nails done then went home it must have been 2 p.m. easy the girls got their makeup done, hair then it comes to my turn she makes me henna then a big bun with donut then she put a jewel on my head, she made up her eyes simple in gold, black with red lipstick I was MAGNIFICENT lol I put on my black and silver caftan my glittery gray Louboutin hehe gift from Moussa MDR my mama puts my jewelry bracelet, earring,necklace when you're done I look at myself my mother looked at me with shining eyes I started to cry I take her in my arms I started to tell her everything about my "love" marriage
Me: I don't want to mah I want to stay with you
Mah: my daughter it's for your own good and then it's you who chooses her so you have to assume your choice I knew you didn't want it I felt it my instinct told me that you didn't like her but it's too late
Me: it's ok, I'm calming down, call the make-up artist
Mah: be strong my daughter I love you
Me: me too mama
She leaves I think about my life the make-up artist comes back to put my make up on and leaves the boys enter the room
Me: you are beautiful
Moussa: wsh who are you?
Me: Ah Ah Ah so funny
Idriss: your beautiful little sister
Me: thank you
Moussa: have moved to the room big head
Me: who takes the girls?
Idriss: she moves with Safia, she's waiting for you downstairs
Went down to the bottom of the building there was no wall content there will be all the tess at the wedding wsh MDR I go up with moussa towards the room we arrived back there were serious people I say hello to everyone I sit down on the throne it was serious beautiful the room 10min later heard the Youyou, tam-tam the whole family of Bilel enters as well as him he was magnificent in matching gray Qamis slippers I give him a big smile PTDR he sits on the throne with me and grab my hand
Him: you're beautiful
Me: thank you too
Him: thank you, you're fafa for yesterday, I'm...
Me: it's nothing excuse me I freaked out for nothing and then I replied to your kiss but in fact it's just that it surprised me you see
Him: yeah you left like a thief wsh
Me: sorry MDR