Starting of Anger or Love

Chapter 5

Alexes POV

Here I am now in my room in the Mansion lying down. I came home here because I wanted to talk to someone. I want to hug my parents to give me courage but when I arrive they are not out of town they will be back in about 3 days, Manang Linda, our butler here at the masion, told me.

I call Mitch but he doesn't answer, maybe he's busy with his boyfriend..I hope it's not all Mitch ... I'm annoyed he says to myself where else do I need someone to talk to you

To this day I still can't believe that Kenny and I met again.

I should have been happy, I should have apologized to him, I should have hugged him but why do I feel so annoyed and angry for him.

Yes, I am angry with him because for more than 11 years he has never done anything for us to talk.

I thought I was the only woman he loved so much. Why did he just show up? those are the questions in my mind so I slapped him earlier

Since I couldn't sleep, I went down to the pool area and went for a walk to fall asleep.

I'm still thinking about Kenny and what happened earlier.

The cold of his dealings with me. Maybe he already has a girlfriend and then he changed a lot, he's no longer the former Kenny that I really loved ... I cried again at the thought.

That's enough self ... I reprimand myself. Sometimes be brave for your fun. You have to be brave now to be happy ... I remind myself.

you tell me you're in love with me

like you can't take your pretty eyes away from me

It's not that I don't want to stay

But ever time you come too close move away

Ma'am Alexes, your phone is calling, I think someone is singing ... Manang Linda told me

I picked it up sitting on the side table by the pool ..

Thank you Manang for the milk you brought ... I said.

There's nothing wrong with that, I'm happy and you always come home to the mansion Alexes ... he says with a smile on his face. Manang Linda is no different from us, especially from me because she is the one who raised me and is with me without Mommy and Daddy.

I wanna believe in everything that you say cause it sounds so good

Oh, your phone, sister, you've been holding it before, won't you answer, maybe it's your parents ... go ahead, I'll be back inside ... goodbye to me.

All right ... I said

Who is calling this. When I looked, only the number was written.

Hello Good evening. my introduction ... yes me i know you ... I said

No one answered on the other line. I waited a few more minutes but they still answered.

Hello if you do not want to answer why did you call what you need. You need someone to talk to, you can't sleep either, you don't have anyone to tell you how you feel, won't you ask me if I'm okay. I'm not okay because I'm so angry. I don't know who I will be angry with myself or the person I have truly loved from then until now but he doesn't care about me anymore. He doesn't know how I feel because he really doesn't know what really happened to me. You don't want to answer, do you know me or wrong? Just call me ..... I was stunned by the last thing I said and I looked at the number on the screen again as if it was the one who called me 5 or 6 months ago. That's right oh Sh*t why did I say those things I'm stupid.

You think you are Alexes Magna Comlaude but when it comes to love your b.bo.

That's right, I was dumbfounded and made fun of the man who couldn't fight his love for me.

Who is that person and why is he calling me.

Alexes POV

Ahhhhh..I think I had a good night's sleep ah ... I said to myself when I woke up.

I looked at the Wall Clock.

I woke up suddenly and screamed. I hurried out of my room and went downstairs..its already 10:00 a.m. I'm late for the office. Daddy and Mommy are gone so I am the one expected in the company.

Manang Linda .... I shouted ... please pack me some sandwiches, I'll just eat them at the office.

Manong Ador, please get the car ready, I'm leaving.

Where are you but there is no one here inside.

When I reached the worst part of the mansion I was surprised by ...

Good morning Bhaby .... he said to me with a smile.

Your sexy ... more to this..and swallowed sailing saliva.

Ke.n..n ... y ... a..nong .... gi ... na ... ga..wa .... mo .... di ... to ... I stuttered the question.

The viscosity of it looks at me as if it will eat me whole.

He was wearing a black T-shirt with denim shorts and then he just took off his shoes as if he lived here.

Feel at home feel at home Ka ah ..... nakaismid kong sabi.

He ignored me instead he took off his T-shirt and approached me biting his lower lips.

What are you going to do .... backing away I said.

Woooohhh ... its beautiful body is nice to hug ... its muscles and abs are rock solid. 1,2,3,4,5,6 as I did in its pandesal ... wow dish..He hehe ... fix yourself ... I scolded myself.

I went backwards until I was leaning on the stairs up.

What are you doing Why are you suddenly undressing in front of me ... I said angrily.

It even came closer to me that our bodies were almost touching.

I took off my clothes so you could wear something .... hmmmmp ... he said while blowing air on my neck.

He just said it weakly but it seemed like my maximum level ringtone on the phone used to be non to me.

What the h ** ".... I hugged myself when I realized that I was only wearing a bra and panties. Because I can't sleep when I'm wearing clothes. That's why I feel like I'm going to be eaten whole by this lunatic.

I would have taken the T-shirt he was holding above him so that he could hold me in his arms.

The hardness of his muscles seemed to be delicious here confined to his arms. Hey, come on ... I said to myself.

What is a Bhaby ?? its question.

Oh, he heard .... ahh nothing ... I said

My T-shirt you crave, my body with the viscosity of your looks ..... I'm cursing it.

HAHAHA ... he laughed as his grin widened even more as our bodies came together and he pressed me to my waist and raised my head.

Our faces came together as I could smell its fragrant breath, as well as the scent familiar to my sense of smell using it. This is the smell I loved to smell when we were together.

My gassshhh ... will he kiss me ... words formed in my mind.

Oh no this is my first kiss..when that happens what will I do. Even though we were then, we just hugged and held hands without a kiss, even in the face of our agreement before I answered him because I was very young then and it was still forbidden. I just closed my eyes to those thoughts.

I came back to my trance as I felt him wear his T-shirt on me. I was blinded by the caller.

HAHAHA what do you think of me..isn't it forbidden to kiss you hmmmp Bhaby ... he said with a smile then touched my head and gave me my hair like he did to me before when I wanted something he didn't want to basin or follow.

Go up and get dressed so you don't stumble here ... he whispered.

What he said embarrassed me. The longer he stared at my body.

I ran up the stairs.

Bhaby be careful with the step I see oh ..... shout it then laugh out loud.

Even when you're really annoying Kenny ... I said in disgust.

Rude ... I also shouted here and then I took off the slippers I was wearing and threw stones at it to hide my shame.

Which made his laughter even louder.

Alexes POV

Earlier I was here in my room round and round t. I don't know what I'm going to do if I'm going to go out to the office or I'm just going to be locked up here.

I was embarrassed to go out lest Kenny was still downstairs.

What are you self even when you are so careless you are not careful.

What will I do? I lay down on my bed first.

As Alexes..think..you're smart, aren't you Magna Comlaude?

I calmed myself and then thought about what I would do.

Think ... think .... think about one two three (why did you sing?) ... aha ... I woke up in my bed with what I thought I would do.

I picked up my cellphone that was on top of the bed.

I'm ready to go to the office. I've been dressed for walking before.

I called at the office.

What are the few calls that I don't answer. maybe they are all busy maybe they need an Executive and Manager there.

Because of what I thought, I quickly zipped up my shoulder bag and went downstairs. I hope I remember that Kenny might still be downstairs. I went back to my room first.

I'm like this fool..I said.

I thought first.

I was right to call Manang Linda to ask if Kenny had left.

I dialed a number of Manang Linda

Hello Manang Good morning..Bati ko dito.

Oh sister, you were called and I was just here in the kitchen. can you tell me something, can you come here? then at noon it will come down. You haven't had breakfast before .... he said worriedly.

Manang is really just like my Mommy, she treats me like a real child..because she's the one who raised and took care of me since then. The focus is on working with our family so we can get married.

Ammm Manang I have a question for you. Did you see anyone else down there a man before? I ask here.

What other person is Kenny, are you referring to him, sister? ... this is a tender question for me.

Opo Manang. Why do you know him. then who enters him here in the Mansion? ... I wonder the question.

Ah, it's a long story. Just come down here and eat, he's not here anymore, leave ... he said.

Because of what Manang Linda said, I happily went down the stairs and went straight to the kitchen. I'm already hungry, it's past 12:00.

if someone should,

love is no different

but you

no one else can force me

you revived

the flow and beating of my heart with love

I'll sing another song to the kitchen.

as long as I have life

I love you so much more than you think ....

I stopped singing when I reached the Dining Area and the people there were laughing happily.

Manang Linda, Mommy, Daddy and ................... Kenny?

I slowly turned around to go back to my height suddenly ....

Oh sister where are you going .... Daddy called me.

Come on, daughter, come with us to eat, we've been waiting for you for a while ... Mommy said.

I approached it and wished my parents well.

Ammm ... Mom Dad I thought you were out of town. I ask here without looking at Kenny.

Then will you meet? .... I sniffed at Kenny at the same time.

AHHHHH ... sister, we just went home because your Daddy and I suddenly felt bad ... but we're okay now ... Mommy said.

I'm referring to Kenny I'm still not looking at it I'm still ashamed of what happened earlier.

Then just wait, why is there no other man here in the house wearing this dress, then Daddy and Mang Ador shouldn't be wearing it, eh, the distance of their body shape. Wearing it fit perfectly on his body. Maybe there's a new extra dress..I'll also answer my questions.

We'll talk about that, sister, someday you'll eat ... Daddy said.

I sat in the chair next to Mommy.

Oh..but you sit there don't you want to sit next to your Mommy because you don't want her to fuck you anymore do you want your Mommy to fuck you in front of Kenny ..... Daddy said jokingly.

Move here next to Kenny iha..add more. go ahead and force it.

All right I said and moved to the seat next to Kenny.

While eating I do not say a word.

Mom, Dad I'll go into the office first ... I'll say goodbye to them as we're already in the living room and watching T.V ..... Kenny is still with me.

They didn't notice me because the three of them were happy talking about why the three of them seemed so close. Why hasn't this man left yet, I guess he intends to live here ... I'm disgusted with what he's doing to be close to my parents.

Mom, Dad I'm already jealous ahh..you don't pay attention to me anymore ... and they laughed three times at the same time.

My annoyance increased especially and tin

TO BE CONTINUED....