CHAPTER 3

I looked at her when she sat on the floor with a THUD and i can witness holding her knee tightly ..

she is crying bitterly, but I can't controll myslef anymore then! cause I cant see he like that...I know their is no mistake with her ....but.......now.......only she us bearing all the pain which is unlimited!!

All I can do is ,sat next to her and caresses her back to console her but I can feel that she is sobbing more when she feel my touch....

what I can do to calm her???? Really I dont know...Infact, i cant controll my inner emotion anymore,cause really iam at edge of crying...but i dont want a tear to escape from my eyes,it make her weak again,so i bite my lips to controll the sob which comes from my mouth unknowingly...

Iam witnessing a girls pathetic situation now! iam speechless now.i cant able to see her painfully ...cause I know how she loved him..

Yes! SHE LOVED HIM.........

But how she gets to marry a stranger now!! that's it.......the cruel.play of GOD..

All we can do now is to curse the fate of her life..how she can marry a stranger by loving a another person wholeheartedly on other side. But ,now it's time to be.....

I dont want to stay here for any single minutes,cause l wont able to witness this play...l wont able to see her pain.. l won't able to cry out all my pain to see her in this state ... all I want is to ran from here and let out my all pain..But how can i?How can I leave her alone here....I know iam hurt,but she is hurt more than mine.right? I only witness their life,but she lived that life..Yes, ofcourse she have the pain of killing herself....I cant able to bear the pain ..then how can she??

No!!! I want to be strong ..I want to support her..I wnat to stand beside her and hold her tightly and want to stay with her...so i need to hide my emotion and make her strong..i want to be.......

I took a deep breathe to calm myslef but a lone tear flowed from my already wetted eyes..that passed through my cheek and fall to floor within sec,but I dont allow the next tear to step out...before that I closed my eyes tightly and recalled our friendship sweet moments and a small smile crept on my lips to remember the past memories of us....

The time we had....the happiest time ,the only time which we lived peacefully....the time which made

our heartful...Yes ! The bonding time of mine and her!!!

OUR TIME

.....to be continued

with love,

zoella here