Actually I was hell afraid to be with her,i know i made a mistake ,yes I was late....but what i can do...
She needs me with her almost the whole day at the same time her mother needs me with her too...they both didnt even care about my self...iam hell tired ,running from her to mom ...finally now i can take some rest...I guess! But God knows.
But i know ,I cant blame both of them.... cause only i can manage the situation right here...only i know the real problem thst going here...only I know!!
I just nodded my head and slightly smiled and moved towards her...but my smile didnt last for longer,before that she made a deadly glare through the mirror ,oh my God, iam dead now!!
But I didnt allow her to do that,before that I pinched on my ears and blurred,
Sorry sorry sorry.......I know iam late..but you can't understand the situation on outside..their are many guests...some faces are known and some other many faces are unknown.. your parents and siblings cant manage the whole situation, that's why they all are calling me to downstairs...sorry for being late...
She nodded her head and sit their silently..
I know what she is going through.....in fact ,only I know what actually happened to her. ..
I just called her ....she looked through the mirror for some hope.. I just smiled at her but that didnt returned...I cant speak to her because their are many others on the room...they are just blabbering nonsense which irritates me but more than for her!
Finally whole person in the room looked at her,when she speak
Excuse me...if you are done talking ,will you please out...
Everyone grinned their eyebrows and complaint about attitude aboutaàa others through murmuring and goes out while giving me a deadly glare by some women ...
I looked at them without any expression ,cause i know i didnt do anything..
Last person left the door by shutting the door heavily which make a thud voice....
Finally she turned towards me by taking her heavy dupetta from her hair and folded to the table and sigh a reliev...now she look like a girl who got some freedom..
After a silent gap i speak
" i tried...but... (i can't complete because she cut off)
" but u failed..., am i right"...
I nodded..and looked down,I know their is some fault in myside too...that's why iam risking myself for her..iam all tried the all possible way to get her down...but all vained..
She raised my face and make to face her...I only showed the tear filled eyes in front of me...
My sight too blurred ....a lone tear slipped from my eyes...
She hold my hand and caresses it..
She then speak " so i need to live my whole life with that stranger ,right"
But i cant utter a single word...all I can do is, stand like a statue their...
I looked at her when she sat on the floor in a thud and hold her knee tightly...
She is crying like hell.....i cant controll any more...i cant see her like that...i know their is no mistake with her..but .....now .....only she is bearing all the pain..I sat next to her and caresses her back to calm her down ...but she is bursting into more sob...
....to be continued
with love
Zoella here