Chapter 4: Infarction

Narrated by Amy

Caroline: -Come on, Ms. Amy, it's almost time for the meeting - Caroline calls me.

Amy: -Yes, yes, I'm going.

I finish my coffee, and make a little run over to her.

We enter the meeting room, and go to our respective seats.

It's my dad who's going to run this meeting, I look at him, and he doesn't look very well, he looks down, slightly sweaty.

I get up from my seat and go to him, Sally is close to him directing the work.

Amy: -Is everything ok dad? - I ask very worried.

He looks at me strangely.

George: -Yes, daughter, it is.

It doesn't sound very convincing to me, but Sally starts the presentation and I go back to my seat.

Caroline: - Is everything ok, Miss Amy? - Caroline asks me softly when she reaches me.

Amy: -I'm not sure - I say with a frown, I have a bad feeling and I don't even know why. My father still doesn't look very good to me, he's sweating and he's turning white.

I jump out of my chair, just in time to catch him so he doesn't fall flat on the floor.

Amy: -DAD - I scream.

What comes next is confusion, me sitting on the floor with my dad slumped in my arms, Sally white with worry, people all back trying to figure out what's going on.

Caroline: -PLEASE CALL AN AMBULANCE - I hear Caroline screaming.

I look at my dad, there collapsed and unprotected on my lap, I stroke his face which is cold and sweaty and cry, tears streaming down my face.

Amy: -Dad - I murmur - please don't leave me, I can't be without you either.

At the hospital…

Narrated by Amy

I'm sitting in the hospital waiting room, I can't stop crying. Matt is here by my side, hugging me, he is always there in good times and in bad times, and this is a bad time, I don't know how my father is doing or what happened,

Meg is in the chair across from Caroline and Sally.

-Amy Harrison? - the doctor calls me, but I'm not even here.

Matt: - Amy, the doctor is calling you.

I get up fast.

Amy: - Sorry doctor, I was distracted.

Doctor: - It doesn't matter - he sits down and asks me to do the same.

Amy: - How is my father, doctor? - I ask worried.

Doctor : - Your father had a heart attack Amy.

I put my hand over my mouth, startled, and the tears run down my face again.

Doctor: - Calm down Amy, he's out of danger now

Amy: - Thank God - I say a little more relieved.

Doctor:-Your father is a strong man, he will recover well.

Amy: -Can I see you now?

Doctor: - Of course, come with me - he says getting up and I follow him.

I enter the room and see my father sleeping, I sit there in the chair holding his hand for a long time. I lose track of time and even think I dozed off. George: - Amy! - He calls me and I raise my head quickly.

Amy: - Dad, how are you feeling?

He smiles, a weak smile.

George: - I'm fine, my daughter.

Amy: - Oh dad, what a scare you caught me, please don't do that again.

he laughs.

George: - It wasn't planned, I swear.

We laugh and I hug him.

Discovery

Narrated by Amy

It's been a crazy week, between the office, where I'm full of work, the visits to my father in the hospital, who thank God is getting better, and if he continues like this, he'll be released next week.

Today I'm going to see Christian, I need to distract myself and he's leaving in two days, so I'm going to enjoy it, I don't know when I'm going to be with a man in bed again lol, predicted.

I'll meet him at the hotel room, and as soon as I enter he's already waiting for me, completely naked, damn it, ready to attack me, I feel like a helpless prey. He grabs me and undresses me almost immediately.

Christian: - I miss you, your body.

He says this as he kisses me nonstop, lays me down on the bed and puts his hot mouth on my intimacy, and sucks and licks and puts his tongue with an urgency to make me come, and I don't take long to do it. I moan in pleasure and he puts me on all fours and enters me.

Christian: - I'm crazy about fucking you, I like to fuck you like this, deep down.

And his cock enters me quickly and comes out and goes back in deep, deep, I delirious with pleasure until we come together and I fall on the bed and he on top of me.

Christian: - You are magnificent - he says getting up - I'm just going to take a shower and I'll be right back - wink at me and enter the bathroom.

He closes the door and I hear the shower running.

I curl up on the bed, ready to go back on the attack when he comes back from the shower, when someone knocks on the bedroom door.

I wrap myself in the sheet, it must be room service, he must have ordered something.

I open the door and am completely surprised by what I see, must have been wrong in the room for sure.

-Good night - there at the door saying good night, there is a woman who must be about my age, with a child in her arms, maybe two years old.

Amy: - Good night, do you need help?

She looks at me with a look I can't go decipher.

-How long has this been going on? - she asks and I get even more confused.

Amy: - Sorry, I don't understand - I say frowning, something is missing.

Christian: - Who is Amy? - He asks from inside the room.

The woman, taking advantage of my distraction from him having spoken, enters the room.

Amy: - Huh, what are you doing? - I ask indignantly, but is this woman crazy?

When Christian looks at her, he turns white and takes two steps back.

Christian: - Susan?? What are you doing here?? - he asks perplexed.

Susan: - What am I doing here?? That's what I ask Chris, you said you were coming for work, is this by any chance part of your job?? - she says pointing to me.

Amy: - But what's going on here? Christian, who is this woman?

Susan:-I'm his wife and this-she points to the child on her lap-this is our son.

Now I'm the one who's perplexed and I feel ill at the time, I can't be, he didn't have the audacity to do something like that and put me in a situation like this.

Amy: - Is this true Christian? - I ask looking at him completely surprised.

He looks at me and puts the bitch off his face.

Christian: - It's Amy, sorry but I didn't know how to tell you.

Amy: - You didn't know how to tell me? But are you crazy? Put me in a situation like this? I'm not one to hang out with married Christian men - by now I'm getting dressed.

Susan: - I thought I was aware of his situation.

I look at her in horror.

Amy: - Of course not, my god, no, I would never get involved with him if I knew he was married, let alone with a child in between, never really.

Already dressed and with my honor on the floor, I tell him.

Amy: - Never, ever talk to me again, see where you see me. I never thought you were an unscrupulous man, if you have a family, dedicate yourself to it and don't walk over the fence. Shame on Christian.

He continues to look down, looking like an embarrassed dog.

I look at his wife.

Amy: - I'm sorry but I didn't know. Goodnight.

and leave. What a shame, to be caught naked in bed with a married man and his wife on top of that.

I'm going to get fucking trauma for these idiot men.