Chapter Two
I’m still trying to catch my breath when I feel Sky’s arms wrapping around my waist. He pulled the blanket to cover our naked bodies.
“Sleep,” he mumbled on my ears before nibbling it a bit, earning a moan from me. “You’re tired,” he whispered seductively. Instead of doing what he told me, I decided to just stare at his face. From his thick eyebrows that perfectly suited to his beautiful eyes. His eyes are full of desire and passion. And God made this guy perfect for having the pointed nose and arrogant seductive red lips.
“Stop staring,” he said hoarsely but I didn’t listen to him. I continued staring at his face as I raised my right hand to touch his face. He opens his eyes and gave me a cold stare. Once again, I ignored him and just continued tracing my finger on his forehead down to his nose.
"What are we?" I asked him, his lips turn into a straight line. He parted his lips, ready to say something.
"We are happy," I smiled bitterly before closing my eyes tight. Right, we are happy. I felt him hugging me tightly, I didn’t hug him back and just force myself to sleep. I felt him kissing my temple but I didn’t bother to give that attention.
I just fell asleep without knowing it. When I woke up the next morning, I let out a deep sigh when I saw that he’s no longer beside me. I closed my eyes tightly again and covered my body with a blanket as I stood up to go to the bathroom.
This is what happened every single time. After we’re done fucking, he would just leave like that. I am his toy, nothing but a toy. For him, I am just a little slut, his little slut that he could wherever he wants. That is my role in his god damn life. I am fine with that as long as we are together.
I was about to open the door of my bathroom when it suddenly opens making me move backward. I saw Sky just wearing a towel on his waist, he is wet. Literally wet! I mean, his hair is still wet and there are some droplets of water on his face from his hair. I gulped twice before looking on his neck down to his chest. Oh, fuck!
“Love the view, little girl?” I raised my head to look at him and I saw him smirking at me. I pouted my lips before glaring at him. But wait? What is he still doing here in my unit?
I thought he went home already?
"Why are you still here? What do you need?” I tried to sound like a snob even though I am happy that he is still here.
He didn’t answer me and just decided to walk passed by me. I was about to scream when he suddenly removes his towel but god disappointed when he is already wearing a boxer. His buttock is visible in my eyes. Damn that butt, it’s fluffy and I love touching it.
Stop with your weird thoughts, Isabelle! You are embarrassing; you’re fantasizing about a guy who said that you guys are just happy. I rolled my eyes and just went inside the bathroom to do my morning routine.
I did my best to be as fast as I can because I am afraid that once I go out, he’s no longer here. But when I got out of the bathroom, he just got inside the room wearing an apron and holding a tray of food and a glass of orange juice.
"Come here," he gestured his hands
"What's with you...?" I paused, raising my right brows "Sky," I continued
He just gave me a boyish grin, he put the tray on the bedside table before he stood up and walked towards me like a male model. He is still wearing his boxer but his chest and abs are covered by the apron that he is wearing. I never thought that I’d imagine someday that apron is something I want to tear apart just because I want to see him half-naked.
"This is nothing, Isabelle" oh right, everything for him that I am included is nothing. Why can’t I just get used to it? I heave a sigh before slowly sat down on my bed. I am just wearing a bathrobe, not minding if we are alone in my room.
He is not even shy to expose his body around me, so why would I feel shy about it? I have nothing to be ashamed of my body. He sat beside me before he took the plate. It’s fried rice, hotdog, and sunny side up egg.
"Did you..."
"Who else will?” he cut what I was supposed to say. I glared at him and took the plate away from him but he just put the spoon inside my mouth. “Eat, you petite…” he said as he watch me munching the food he put inside my mouth.
"I'm not petite!" I tried to defend myself.
"Yeah right, just eat" he continued feeding me and I just let him do that to me. Because honestly, it’s making my heart flutter. What’s with him? What did he eat today and he is being like this?
"Don't look at me like that, Isabelle" he said when he noticed that I’ve been staring at him for too long. I took the spoon away from him and put on some food to try to feed him too. But he just looks at it before he shook his head.
"I'm just curious," I started.
"Hm?" his eyebrows cross as he focused his eyes on the plate
"Like, why are you still here. Why did you cook breakfast for me, and-"
He didn't let me finish my sentence; he pressed his index finger on my lips.
"Is that bad?" he asked, I slowly nodded my head. He licks his lower "And why?" he continued
"I might forget we are just in a deal that I should remain as your toy-"
"What? Toy? What are you saying, Isabelle?" he looked so confused and surprised at the same time. I bowed my head, it’s embarrassing to say that in front of him right now. I only just realized that it’s something I should just avoid talking about, how I wish that I could disappear already.
He never mentioned that I am his toy, his little slut- but that I what I'm feeling.
"It’s the truth, I am not your girlfriend" I said in a very low tone, I don't know if he heard it or not. But I don't care,
"You're not my girlfriend," see, I am just his toy. "But you're not my toy either. What are you saying, Isabelle? You're hurting my ego" I looked up to meet his eyes.
"And you have the guts to say that while I am the one..."
"I thought you don't want me to be your boyfriend since you don’t usually talk to me in the school. You never even introduce me to your friends that’s why I thought this what you just want. I know you, Isabelle. You don’t like attachment, that’s why we are like this. I never dared to court you because I know you will only reject me.” I bit my lower as I listened to what he was saying.
"Oh god!" I feel like my face is turning red already. All this time, we’re thinking the same to each other! He thought that I don’t want to settle with him and same goes with me!
“That’s why I am not asking anything, Isabelle…” he paused. “I thought that you are just using me for your…” I didn’t let him finished and covered his mouth with my palm. And wow!? He is the one to think of that when I am the girl here?!
"What do I know?! You're just acting possessive and territorial but you never mentioned to your friends that I am your girlfriend or something like that," he just grin on what I said.
I was surprised when he suddenly hug me and rested his chin on my shoulder. I don’t know if I should hug him back that’s why I just let him.
"Stupid," he mumbled, I was about to say something but he cut me off. "Why would I introduce you to my friends if you're just nothing, everyone knows how much I like you but here you are, having tantrums because you think I'm just playing around..." I let him continue what he was saying.
It was just, I am so happy hearing him saying he likes me. Like he's telling me how important I am to him.
"I like you, Isabelle..." damn this guy, "I like you very much" He lets go of the hug before he cupped both of my cheeks "So to stop your tantrums, okay fine. You're now my girlfriend."
"But last night I asked you what are we and then you said we are happy?"
"Because it's the truth, we are happy" and that's it. I am so happy