our program

Chapter 6

I lay on the bed with a heavy heart. Maybe because of crying I fell asleep quickly. I was taken aback when I felt a heavy arm resting on my stomach. Even if I didn't blink, I knew whose it was. I know very well what Vincent has done to my heart and to my whole being

I slowly opened my eyes. His beautiful gray eyes looked at me. Vincent is lying beside me while sincerely looking at me. No one tried to speak. Only our eyes spoke to each other. Vincent's appearance blurred in my vision due to the recondensation of my tears

It's annoying, won't it end?

I couldn't stop my tears from falling while still looking at Vincent. There are traces of anger and annoyance in Vincent's eyes. He sighed deeply before he wiped my tears using his thumb. He kissed my eyes before he said the magical words again

"I love you" he said while not tearing our gaze to each other.

"Liar" and my tears fell again.

I sat down because I was afraid to give in because of his eyes staring at me. Vincent also sat down and immediately wrapped his arms around my waist. He hugged me sideways. I cried even more when I felt the warmth of his hugs.

"Can I explain?" there is fear in his voice

"For what?"

"I want to tell you my side"

"I don't want to hear it. It hurts too much. I told you, didn't I, that I don't like the idea of ​​having a relationship because I know the day will come when it will happen. I will only be included in the list of women you cheated on" she sobbed me while saying this

He combed my hair using his fingers.

"No, baby. That's not true. Hear my side first. Please" he planted a kiss on my shoulder.

I remembered what Thirdy said before we parted, explain why you think it's wrong. I nodded to grant Vincent's wish.

He let out a sigh when he saw my consent.

"We had an immersion. My phone was used for documentations, so there are pictures there. I let my blockmates to use my phone during the immersion. When our program was over, I took a break, I didn't know that I fell asleep and that started everything. Athena checked my phone. She said it was a dare coming from our blockmates. He posted on my account and his account. I was sleeping through out that game so I didn't know anything. I swear baby, I won't be able to hurt you ka. When I woke up I saw Kim and Ethan's missed calls, they were very angry with me and that's when I found out what Athena did. I got mad at her and I quickly went to campus and that's when I caught up with you in the parking lot" it's a calm explanation.

"And you think I'll believe it?" I don't know but it seems that I got angrier because of what I heard him say. I tried to remove his hug but he didn't want to let me go.

"We can call Athena right now or my blockmates to confirm what I said. You can also check Athena's account she apologized in her account. Check your messenger for sure my blockmates have also messaged you"

I reached for my cellphone and followed what he said. I saw Athena's post

"It was all for fun nothing serious going on between me and Vincent. Thank you for those people who are rooting for us" This is his status.

I looked at Vincent who was still hugging me

"Do you look like you're apologizing? What are you loveteam? Do you have a fansclub?" I said to him irritable.

Little by little, a smile appeared on Vincent's lips. He planted a kiss on my nape this time.

"Check your messenger" he ordered me which I followed.

There I saw a tons of messages saying sorry for the dare they did to Athena. They said it was just for fun. I sighed upon reading those messages. Vincent planted another kiss on my cheeks this time.

"Check my timeline now" it ordered again

I went to his timeline. There I saw an album full of my candid and stolen shots. I opened it and saw that some pictures were taken when I was 10 years old. I read his caption.

To the woman I've met a decade ago,

You've been my sunshine in my gloominess. The rainbow that peeks after my storm. The stars that beautify my lonely sky. The oasis in my desert. You brought so much bliss in my life. Having you is one of my greatest blessings for you are my greatest treasure.

Calixta Alana Monteverde, I love you everyday!

I read it several times and every time I re-read it I feel different emotions. My tears flowed again because of the pity it felt. I felt Vincent's hug tighten as he planted a kiss on my temple. I sob as I looked at him.

"I've been in love with you for more than a decade now" he confessed as he lightly brushed his thumb on my lips.

I just nodded with what he said

"Now, it's your time to explain" there was authority in his voice

"About what?"

"About Thirdy Beltran. Why are you wearing his varsity shirt? Why did he have a picture waiting for you outside the restroom? Why were you seen sitting side by side in the parking lot? And most of all why did you let him drive you?" he asked bitterly

I chuckled upon hearing his questions.

"Answer me Calixta Alana" he said when he said my full name.

"I have a shirt because he spilled juice on the one I was wearing earlier. I didn't bring an extra shirt. He waited outside the cr to introduce himself. Then he saw me crying while walking because of what I saw and read Athena's post and agreed I'm going to take him because I was hurt too much earlier"

I looked away when I said the last words.

"Is the explanation okay?"

"Yeah but I'm still jealous tho" and he hugged me even tighter and hid his face in my neck.

"Are you still mad?" he asked me

I didn't answer right away.

"Not anymore" he held my chin and guided my face to face his direction.

"I love you" he then gave me a smack on my lips.

Despite the clarity of what happened to our issue, my doubt still hasn't disappeared. The fear that I might lose him forever if we stay in this relationship

"Do you think we should continue our relationship?" I asked fearfully

"What do you mean" Vincent immediately frowned

"V, I can't lose you. Earlier I thought our relationship was going to end. It hurt me to think that you cheated on me but it hurt me more to think that I would lose you" I bowed down when I said that.

"No, no one will leave our relationship. I already waited for more than a decade so I will not allow you to leave suddenly. I told you I will fight for us" he cupped both of my cheeks.

I looked into his gorgeous eyes. Full of different emotions but fear dominates more.

"If you're afraid of losing me then don't let me go. Just hold me in your arms" he pressed our foreheads together and kissed my nose before closing his eyes "Stay in my arms, baby" he pleaded.

I closed my eyes to feel the heat coming from his palms.

"Say, you'll stay please. Say, you'll choose me" he begged

I can't explain how I feel at this time. Am I willing to gamble again? But I also can't bear to see him held by others when I have already experienced his love. It's scary to gamble but it's even scarier to think he's happier with someone else.

As others say "if it rains heavily and you don't have an umbrella, just enjoy the rain" Even though I have many fears and doubts, I know that Vincent is the only sure thing.

I crossed our lips.

"I stay yesterday, today, and tomorrow. I'll choose you everyday V. Everyday"

He responded on my kiss as he heard my answer. His first kisses were gentle and slow but as time went on they became more passionate and searching. He squeezed my waist tightly to guide me towards his lap. I am now on his lap while both of my legs are straddling him. No one wants to let go of our kiss full of excitement. I kissed him passionately and torridly. With so much emotion I was feeling, I couldn't stop myself from biting his lips. I can taste the blood on his mouth.

"I'm sorry" I said while running out of breath

"I like it" as he ran after my lips and kissed me harder. I ran my fingers through his hair to see his beautiful face. His eyes are closed while savoring every corner of my lips.

The heat I feel is different this time. My body wants more. I can feel his hard bulge between his thighs. I grind my hips above him. Both of us moan when we feel the intensity. I did it again and it feels so good. Even though we have clothes on, it seems to sting every time the delicate part of our body rubs.

"Don't tempt me C, I'm fragile" he mockingly said as his kisses went down from my lips to my neck.

I slowly closed my eyes as I felt a tingling sensation every time he would lick and suck my neck. He bit my earlobe that made me stifle a moan.

"I like that" I said in a hoarse voice. He did it again. I bit my lower lip to suppress my intensified emotion of pleasure.

Little by little I could feel his hand crawling into my nightgown.

He unhooked my bra with the use of one hand. His hands quickly covered my chest.

"Aahh" I moaned softly as he continued to kiss my neck and massage my chest.

I can't help but grind my hips. I tilted my neck to give him more access. He started unbuttoning my shirt and when he succeeded, he stared at my two bosoms with his eyes full of admiration.

He caressed it with his big and calloused hands. He then pinched my nipple that sent thousands of tingling sensations in my belly. He touched and massaged it in a circular motion. I don't know how to hide my grunts because of the strange taste that Vincent makes me feel.

I closed my eyes when I felt Vincent's warm mouth on my chest. I can't help but to arch my body to give him more access. His tongue is doing a great job by pleasing my nipp***. I encircled my arms in his head to press him more against my chest. I heard him moan as he continued sucking my breasts.

I looked down on him. His eyes are closed and he looks so serious as he played on my breasts. I stared at him for so long that he looked up at me while not taking his mouth off my chest. My mouth was slightly open because of the delicious feeling.

He left my breasts. I was immediately hooked on the sensation.

"I'll stop if you want me to stop baby. I don't want you to feel pressure." He said while tucking some of my hair behind my ear.

I held his jaw.

"No need to stop" I gave him my assurance

"Are you sure because if we continue this I won't be able to stop"

I smiled as I planted a kiss in every part of his face. I kissed his forehead, his eyebrows, his eyes, nose, and lastly his lips

"I love you. Don't hesitate. I want you to own me tonight"

I'm sure that Vincent is the only man I want to dedicate myself to. Not just this time but in the next tomorrows.

After hearing my answer, Vincent immediately grabbed my lips. The application of his lips to mine was challenging. I tried to match the warmth he was giving me.

I touched the hem of his shirt. He broke away from our kiss to willingly take off his t-shirt. He pulled it from his back. I smiled as I look how hot and sexy he is while doing it.

"So hot baby" I said and traced his chest down to his hard abs. He smiled seductively as he continued to suck my breast and massage the other one.

The feeling is so ecstatic. He laid me down on my bed. He was on top of me this time. I gasped as I felt his hand traveling down to my womanhood.

"Look at me C" he said seductively.

I looked at him. I bit my lip when his finger finally touched my womanhood. He never tore his gaze on me so I did

"You are so beautiful. I've been wanting to feel and touch you baby" he pressed our foreheads together while sliding his finger on my wet womanhood.

I couldn't help but feel ashamed that's why I hugged him and hid in his neck. He laughed while still doing amazing things down there. He started to kiss me again in my neck which made me lose my sanity even more. My hands instinctively grabbed his hair. Imitating him to lower the kiss. He followed. He kissed my neck, then my breast down to my stomach. I felt him holding my waistband slowly removing my shorts and my panties. I don't know if the nervousness I feel is due to nervousness, shyness, or excitement.

He continued kissing me until he reached the center of my thigh. My eyes widened when I felt his warm breath fanning on my womanh**d. I raised my head. Our eyes met immediately.

"I'll make sure you'll enjoy this" and when he said that, he closed his eyes and rubbed his tongue on my womanhood. I immediately felt weak because of what he did. I closed my eyes and felt the pleasure he was doing to my womanhood.

I clung to the bedsheet as I felt his finger enter my womanhood while his sucking my clitor*s

"Oh my V. What are you... doi...ng to me" I couldn't even finish what I wanted to say directly because of the strange sensation he was making me.

He continued what he was doing to me. I'm pulling myself up because I don't know where else to cling.

"Do it again. I love that" referring to his tongue playing with my clitor*s. My hand instinctively landed on Vincent's head to press him closer to me.

"Baby.... I think I need to pee" I said shyly while holding my womanhood away from Vincent

"Release it C. I wanna hear you moan" he said while still lapping and sucking my womanhood.

"V, That feels so good. Oh my... aahhh.... Ahh..... lick me harder ....." I said to him softly, afraid that someone might hear the wonder we were doing.

I propped up my elbow to raise myself slightly. I saw him closing his eyes as if he liked what was being done to me. It's like I'm his favorite dish.

"Did you lock the door?" He stopped what he was doing when I asked that

He smiled as he continued to lap and suck my mound

"I did" he said in between.

"Ooohhhhh.... Yeessss..... baaaaaabbby... I can't hold anymore....... Aaaaaaaahhhh" I let out a long moan. My legs are shaking as I release something on me. I felt Vincent's quick response to this. He cleaned me and drank everything that I released.

I closed my eyes weakly. When I opened my eyes, Vincent's long manhood was immediately exposed to me. I swallowed, it didn't seem like it would fit me "We can still stop, baby" he gently planted a kiss on my forehead, maybe he read the doubt in my eyes.

"Does that fit your exes?" I can't stop asking him.

He laughed after my question.

"You and your honest mouth" he said then kissed me on my lips.

"Kinda" he smirked, still bragging.

I hit his arm because of the annoyance I felt

"It doesn't look like it to me" I snorted and looked at it again.

"It will fit if you will be hurt too much. As in sobra but I promise to be gentle"

To Be Continued...